Nathan Maxwell returns after a lost recording to share updated perspectives on recovery and marriage. He recounts early exposure to pornography in fourth grade, his parents’ divorce, his half-brother’s suicide, and how shame and suppressed grief fueled compulsive porn use and a growing need for validation from various sexual partners. Nathan describes how religious culture, lack of sex education, and scrupulosity shaped a belief that God hated him, contributing to misery and suicidal ideation. Recovery began when a church member introduced him to Unashamed, Unafraid, 12-step meetings, and boot camp. Nathan now lives with a changed view of God as a loving Father, and ongoing growth through setbacks and sobriety since November 2024.

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Timestamps:

00:00 Guidebook Update

01:32 Nathan Returns

03:24 Roots of Addiction

17:14 Bootcamp Breakthrough

19:01 Learning Gods Love

26:33 Golden Nuggets of Recovery

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In this episode of Live Unashamed, the hosts discuss the importance of slowing down in the journey of recovery from sexual addiction. They explore how rushing through recovery can lead to overwhelming feelings and failure, whereas taking time to pause, reflect, and integrate new practices can lead to more sustainable progress. The conversation covers practical strategies such as focusing on one or two recovery tools at a time, practicing mindfulness and stillness, and building self-awareness of emotional states. Tune in to learn how taking it slow can help you achieve lasting recovery.

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00:00 Introduction and Warm Welcome
01:35 Today's Topic: Slowing Down in Recovery
02:07 The Importance of Slowing Down
06:31 Practical Steps to Slow Down
07:42 Integrating New Learnings
12:52 The Power of Stillness and Meditation
20:40 Final Thoughts and Viewer Engagement

This episode dives deep into the raw truth that sobriety is vital, shame is a battle, and authentic recovery requires honesty and courage. Listen as Troy shares his powerful story, struggles, and how God's grace rewrites everything.

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Timestamps:

00:00 - Why sobriety must be at the heart of recovery

02:10 - The destructive power of pornography and shame’s role

03:21 - Personal admission: the struggle of honest recovery

05:19 - Sobriety vs. recovery: understanding the difference

07:58 - Troy’s childhood, exposure, and early struggles with addiction

10:45 - The cycle of addiction and the power of honesty

14:14 - Crowning moment: finally coming clean after years of hiding

16:58 - The courage it takes to attend your first recovery group

18:28 - Defining true sobriety: what it really means to be free

22:35 - The role of shame, pride, and accountability in lasting change

28:30 - How shame can be the enemy of long-term sobriety

33:11 - Different perspectives on God: from Santa to Loving Guide

40:44 - Practical steps: trying differently when stuck in recovery

42:51 - Embracing honesty: the key to living unashamed

In this episode of Live Unashamed, we discuss a pivotal quote from The Stick of Joseph podcast about resisting temptation not by direct confrontation but by turning towards positive actions and thoughts. Our conversation covers the importance of connection with others, honesty, and creating a lifestyle centered around connection and healing. Listen as we share our experiences and practical advice on turning the light up in recovery.

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00:00 Introduction and Personal Reflections
01:52 The Power of Brotherhood in Recovery
02:43 Discussing a Thought-Provoking Quote
04:11 Applying the Quote to Recovery
05:08 Strategies for Managing Temptation
07:47 The Importance of Connection and Honesty
10:34 Building a Lifestyle of Recovery
20:09 Final Thoughts and Viewer Engagement

In this enlightening episode of Unashamed Unafraid, we delve into the challenging yet transformative journey of porn addiction recovery with Dr. Trish Leigh, a cognitive neuroscientist. Dr. Leigh shares her unique approach of using EEG technology to understand and regulate the brain's functioning, helping individuals overcome compulsive sexual behaviors. She discusses the impact of dopamine dependency and the importance of unwiring, rewiring, and hardwiring the brain for long-term recovery. This episode is packed with insights and practical strategies for anyone struggling with or supporting someone through porn addiction recovery.

To connect with Dr. Leigh:
WEBSITE AND YOUTUBE: https://drtrishleigh.com/ / https://www.youtube.com/@DrTrishLeigh

FOR BRAIN BASED CONDITIONS: https://www.youtube.com/@SupernormalbyDrTrishLeigh/videos

FOR PARTNERS: https://www.youtube.com/@sanityafterbetrayal / https://sanityafterbetrayal.com/

INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/drtrishleigh/

BOOK: https://drtrishleigh.com/book/

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00:00 Introduction to Unashamed Unafraid
01:16 Meet Dr. Trish Leigh: Cognitive Neuroscientist
02:16 Understanding Porn Addiction and Brain Function
03:09 The Recovery Process: Begin, Continue, and End
04:16 Using EEG Technology in Recovery
08:10 The Impact of Dopamine on Addiction
12:17 Unwiring and Rewiring the Brain
24:20 Strain Brain vs. Drain Brain
26:22 Building a Strong Relationship
26:49 The Impact of Porn on Brain Development
28:16 Understanding Feedback Loops
29:04 Implementing Brain Rewiring Strategies
31:16 The Role of Neuroplasticity
33:37 The Science Behind Brain Changes
35:17 The Importance of Dopamine Regulation
39:21 Using Technology for Brain Health
42:55 Final Thoughts and Resources

In this episode, we introduce Madi Davis, host of 'Sisters on the Front Lines', who brings a fresh perspective on women's struggles with pornography. Join hosts Sam, James, Chris, and Madi as they discuss the unique challenges women face, the impact of shame, and the importance of connection. Madi shares her personal journey and highlights valuable resources that support women in their recovery. This episode is a must for anyone looking to understand and support women dealing with pornography addiction.

Check out Madi's podcast & connect with her here: https://www.instagram.com/sistersonthefrontlines

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00:00 Introduction to Unashamed Unafraid
01:46 Meet Madi Davis: Host of Sisters on the Front Lines
02:45 The Unique Challenges Women Face with Pornography Addiction
04:33 Stories of Struggle and Shame
08:48 Finding Resources and Support
10:58 Messages of Hope and Recovery
18:37 Final Thoughts and Encouragement

In this special episode of Unashamed Unafraid, we welcome Madi and Douglas, who share their experiences with pornography addiction and recovery. They represent the Un-Alone Club at BYU, a student organization aimed at supporting individuals struggling with pornography and other related issues. Douglas discusses his personal journey with addiction recovery, including how he overcame shame and learned to communicate openly with his wife. Madi shares her efforts in starting a podcast focused on helping young women struggling with pornography. Together, they emphasize the importance of community and connection in overcoming addiction. Tune in to hear their inspiring stories and insights on living unashamed and unafraid.

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00:00 Introduction to Unashamed Unafraid
01:27 Meet Madi and Douglas
01:47 The Un-Alone Club at BYU
02:38 Madi's Podcast Journey
06:41 Douglas' Personal Story
07:51 Douglas' Mission Experiences
08:35 Douglas' Recovery Journey
11:54 Douglas' Relationship and Marriage
17:07 The Un-Alone Club's Activities
21:00 Understanding Ego Dystonic and Pornography
21:27 Empowering vs. Disabling Labels
21:55 Guest Speakers and Diverse Perspectives
23:27 The Importance of Community
24:11 Pornography as a Symptom
24:55 Religious Perspectives on Pornography
29:20 The Power of Connection
29:57 Personal Stories and Experiences
35:45 Starting the Club and Its Impact
39:39 Final Thoughts and Encouragement

Join the Unashamed Unafraid crew for a Live Unashamed episode where they openly discuss their experiences with sexual addiction, recovery, and the journey to self-forgiveness. Through heartfelt conversations, they explore the immense challenges of forgiving oneself despite being forgiven by others, the power of brotherhood and support, and how spirituality plays a crucial role in healing. Dive deep into personal stories, struggles, and moments of divine revelation that helped shape their paths to redemption. Whether you're in recovery or supporting someone who is, this episode is a powerful testament to the transformative power of grace and self-compassion.

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00:00 Introduction and Greetings
00:52 Discussing Self-Forgiveness
03:01 The Role of Brotherhood in Recovery
05:57 Personal Stories of Forgiveness
09:04 The Journey of Recovery
15:34 Final Thoughts and Encouragement

In this episode of Unashamed Unafraid, we delve deep into the journey of sexual addiction recovery with professional coach Austin Hamilton. Austin shares his personal story of overcoming pornography addiction and infidelity, emphasizing the importance of truth-telling and courage in the healing process. Highlighting how hidden struggles can impact relationships, Austin outlines his methods for guiding clients through recovery using story work, journaling, and compassionate self-reflection. Join us for an inspiring conversation on embracing vulnerability, understanding the roots of addiction, and fostering authentic connections. Don't miss valuable insights on how to live unashamed and unafraid.

To connect with Austin,
Website: pxrncoach.com

Email: [email protected]

Socials: @PxrnCoach on IG/TikTok/Facebook/YouTube

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00:00 Introduction and Podcast Anxiety
02:00 Introducing Austin Hamilton
02:47 Austin's Journey to Recovery
03:44 The Turning Point: D-Day
05:33 The Path to Healing and Courage
09:20 The Importance of Truth in Recovery
11:55 Navigating Post-Disclosure Challenges
13:54 The Role of Intimacy and Communication
21:27 Disclosure as a Lifestyle
23:59 Breaking a Promise on a Special Day
24:36 The Importance of Truth in Relationships
25:18 Diving into the Root of Issues
26:15 Understanding Childhood Influences
27:05 Healing Through Story Work
30:48 Behavior Modification and True Healing
41:26 The Power of Journaling
42:55 Creating a Safe Space for Sharing
45:33 The Role of Compassion in Recovery
48:06 Final Thoughts and Resources

In this episode of Live Unashamed, Sam, James, Joshua, and Chris discuss their daily struggles and steps taken to live unashamedly. From setting boundaries with close friends to grappling with honesty in social situations, the group shares their personal experiences. The conversation explores the hardest aspects of being open about addiction and recovery, the fear of judgment, and the importance of brotherhood. They also emphasize the significance of being transparent with loved ones and the ongoing journey of recovery. The episode ends with a call to action for listeners to share their own fears and experiences.

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00:00 Introduction and Roll Call
01:23 Living Unashamed: Personal Reflections
03:41 The Challenges of Honesty
09:22 Fear of Judgment and Recovery
11:26 Financial Transparency and Recovery
14:50 The Importance of Brotherhood
17:04 Listener Engagement and Conclusion