"I got some relief from the incredible fear and pain and darkness that was surrounding me when I made the decision to get honest. That was a profound experience. There's a great scripture that I actually experienced in that event, it was Alma 34:31-Yea, I would that ye would come forth and harden not your hearts any longer; for behold, now is the time and the day of your salvation; and therefore, if ye will repent and harden not your hearts, immediately will the great plan of redemption be brought about unto you. That scripture I found later in my repentance process spoke to me because I had experienced what happened when I had a change of heart. From fear of coming forward and being honest, to I will get honest. I will do whatever is required. I could lose my marriage, lose my church membership, lose my family, lose my job. All of those things were possibilities. But yet I realized that I didn't have any alternative except to get honest. And when I chose to do that, that was a changing experience for my life."

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00:00 Life-Changing Event

03:46 Mission in New Zealand

04:28 Addressing Sexual Addiction

09:10 Personal Recovery Journey

14:57 Rhyll's Perspective

17:00 Second and Third Disclosures

34:27 Understanding Betrayal and Addiction

44:05 The Importance of Parental Involvement

48:29 Steven's Excommunication and Re-baptism

01:02:01 The Power of True Doctrine

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Recorded at our Fall Come Back to Christ Event in Provo, UT.

"I'm grateful for all that Jesus does with our brokenness. He doesn't believe in creation ex nihilo, creation out of nothing. We don't believe in it. Jesus doesn't do it that way. He takes stuff and if you have stuff then you have something to offer. If you have brokenness, if you have doubt, if you have concern, if you have questions, if you have sin, if you have struggle, if you have sorrow, if you have broken hearts and contrite spirits or even broken covenants, whatever you've got, it's stuff. It's matter. And if you will consecrate to God your crisis, he can create something beautiful."

00:00 Mama Bear Moment

01:53 The Prodigal Party

03:25 Personal Prodigal Stories

13:12 The Role of a Judge

18:58 Gospel Tangents and Celestial Slingshots

32:05 The Fortunate Fall

35:45 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

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" As soon as you have Christ and understand that you can give everything to him and He's got you, I mean, He's got us. He's got us. I know it. I mean, every time. I'm a dummy, you know, I'm a dummy and have done dumb things and been in the darkest places and He is right there "Come on, let's go." He'll pull you right out and He'll put all those people around you that need to be. It might not happen right away, but He'll put everybody around you that you need and those blessings just flourish."

00:00 I Let the Adversary in My Home

07:11 Shane Meets Carla and Early Struggles

09:54 The Downward Spiral

16:37 Finding Faith in Prison

20:24 Answered Prayers

23:00 Challenges in Marriage

25:21 Finding Community in Church

28:00 Sealed in the Temple

31:28 What it's Like With the Gospel

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"The thing that always comes to mind for me is that ye will know them by their fruits. And what I have really come to realize, especially recently, is the fruits of the gospel of Jesus Christ and being a member of the Church of Jesus Christ produces such pure fruit in my life... This is the kind of community that I want to be a part of. This is the kind of community that is making a difference in the world and is kind, and obviously not perfect because nobody is. But man, if I had to associate myself with a group of people, I am so grateful and happy and proud to be a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, especially in these times."

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"I was like, I'm doing this. And then I remembered, this is my mom's church. I was like, oh no. Anything but that, she can't be right! And then I looked at myself and I just thought how am I gonna sit in Relief Society looking like this? You can't ask me to do that. That's too much, they ask a lot of you in that church, and I don't think I could do this. But if it meant saving my children then I was all aboard. I didn't care. Nobody could push me away. Nobody could take away the fact that I was just heard and I was just saved and I didn't deserve any of it. I was an awful, awful person all the things that I did. And there was my Savior there, running into the flames to rescue me. And not only just me, but he was there to help me save my family. And so from that day on, I just vowed. I was like, that's it. This is what I'm doing. I'm doing it all and I'm gonna do it full force."

00:00 A Desperate Prayer

04:49 Carla's Rebellious Youth

09:28 Struggles with Addiction

13:42 Family Turmoil and Separation

20:12 A Mother's Desperation

21:13 A Prayer for Help

23:50 A New Beginning

25:24 First Steps in Faith

30:12 A Son's Redemption

38:19 Gratitude and Reflection

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" Becoming a mom just was this huge invitation to try again, see the world in such a more beautiful and dynamic way. It's not two dimensional, it's not black and white and I don't have to be afraid of the gospel. It's not something to be afraid of. And truly just learning how to feel God's love for me."

00:00 Faith Crisis as a New Mother

02:42 Special Guests: Andrew and Carrie

03:37 Andrew's Journey with Cerebral Palsy

07:57 Early Relationship and Challenges

11:16 Carrie's Faith Journey Begins

19:28 Relearning God's Love

24:59 Challenges and Unmet Expectations

39:41 Carrie's Faith Reconstruction

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"My testimony evolved a lot after I became a father. I could now relate in a different way than I'd ever understood before to what I think our Heavenly Father views with us in the trials that we go through. I think He is up at night, tears in His eyes sobbing because He knows the pain that we're going through, but He also knows that we need to go through it. The pain is part of what teaches us so much. Oftentimes it turns us into who we are because of how stark those lessons are."

00:00 Struggles with Faith and Health

05:31 Health Crisis in the MTC

08:08 Struggles with Church and Faith

12:36 Diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis

25:29 Dealing with Resentment After Returning Home

30:37 Advice for Early Returned Missionaries

37:54 Mental Health and Youth Challenges

44:09 Perfectionism and Parental Pressure

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"I'm a feminist theologian who was excommunicated and I'd been a Gnostic Christian for 15 years. I didn't know where to start. We let Christ, the living bridge be the bridge between us. We didn't presume to come from our own perspectives. You know, I was saying things like. "Well, you know, I was excommunicated. Do we need to go back and revisit all of that?" And they said, "No, no. All we care about is your relationship with Christ. Tell us about your faith and your relationship with Christ and with God." And so I did and we just turned it over to God and prayed and then it was beautiful. This is what's hard for a lot of my friends and a lot of feminists to understand. Like, was I recapitulating? Was I surrendering? Was I giving up my feminism? No. They never asked me to recant or give up anything. We were exploring a new relationship between feminists and church leaders. I saw them as my brothers. They were like pillars. They were so loving and so kind, and it was just utterly healing."

00:00 Excommunicated over Women's Studies

04:39 Maxine's Historical and Theological Journey

15:00 Excommunication and Its Impact

20:26 Exploring Other Faiths and Gnostic Christianity

32:10 Divine Feminine in LDS Doctrine

35:03 Returning to the Church

38:09 Feminism and Healing

46:58 Experiencing the Body of Christ

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"We didn't get that miracle that we really desperately pleaded for, but I feel like I have a stronger testimony of miracles than I ever have, even though it wasn't the one that I wanted. I don't know the answers of why she didn't get to live the rest of her life and why she isn't here with us and why am I still here? It's like such a strange, backward feeling that you have a child that's no longer here and then I feel like she is--this is still her story, because she's impacting people as well and she's still a part of it. It's still her story. And so that really motivates me to share the gospel and to share our experience."

00:00 A Surreal Morning

04:24 Struggles as a Teen

14:24 COVID, Faith Challenges, and Loss

24:56 Miracles, Angels, and Priesthood

26:14 Community Support and Ministering

35:24 Sharing Faith and Social Media

40:29 Grief and Finding Community

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