Rye Off The Bat

A depressing audio log that I guess I shelved in and decided to share.

And every star deserve to shine, so love yourself more. 

i guess there are days that we don't fit in, and maybe that's okay. We all do have that different facades, and perhaps we are not the only one feeling together, but we are family.

Today we decided to get out of our comfort zone and decided to tackle a spicier version of confessions and it really did catch us by surprise. It was extra juicy, spicy with too much flavors that we normally have; but it was nevertheless eye opening and interesting to explore sexuality and such stories in a more open space, to share the different kind of normal, culture, and to be more open to accept perhaps what most stigmas might find weird.

So here we are, opening the doors to maturity and sexuality.

P.S. sorry if we were giggling like awkward kids

In today's episode, I'll like to take a different approach to go about happiness. As many mention about happiness being hard to achieve, or seemingly impossible, I'll like to believe that happiness will definitely come. No matter what we do, it's always about delay or instant gratification, and depending on which we chose, that of course will affect our course of life; from long lasting happiness or fleeting ones.

So what would you choose?

We didn't expect this recording of bonus round; semi NSFW version as we found some really "weird"/interesting stories and decided to hop onto stream again to do another round of recording. Are you an asshole for showing your sibling's onlyfan account to your parents? Setting boundaries to ask your friends to stop sending you NSFW content? How about taking justice in your own hands and screenshotting messages guys sent and send them to their mum? We find out in this episode! 

It's been not an easy year for me as I'm taking a step back otthink about my life and how far I'd come for this year. And I feel that I'd been making progress most importantly in work and recovery, and probably relationships.

The last lap to be better, lets do this.

In this episode, I'm here to catch up with Chilli where we will be planning to react to some controversial social content in the digital world. It's been awhile but I'm glad we manage to pull off another impromptu podcast. Weight shaming in workplace by telling a coworker that she is fat? Lying to someone that your girlfriend is dead? Hating on your mum's new girlfriend? Calling the cops on the neighbour trespassing your property? Let's go!

It might sound counter-intuitive when everyone is asking us to be discipline, to avoid temptation like lava. However, on the contrary I feel like it's okay to bask in some temptation; much like a gym rat's cheat meal.

Life's short, we never know what the future holds (as most would agree), and I feel that it's okay to kick back and do what we want; though not all the time, but I also feel that as we grow up, we could definitely be responsible to some extend, as long as we can still function, not let it affect us moving forward; what's a little temptation but a detour to take the scenic route in life?

Won't you?

It was close to 2 weeks since I had been running, even though it wasn't exactly consistent. I tried my best to keep up, doing more stretching, and physiotherapy. 

Never did I think I'll be doing my 5km soon (even though I keep telling myself I'll eventually do it). It was somewhere in the middle of my run when I hear this mantra in my head.

"Do you want to lean against the wall and be comfortable or push against the wall and breakthrough"

With that I decided to really talk and share about what I was going through, to remind myself to always keep working towards the next high, and also the 3 things that I feel it was important to help me check off the next milestone and many ahead in the future.

it was an amazing day...