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I recall counting down to these meetings & the stress & anticipation since they YELL. When they want you to stop asking questions, they yell. ALL THE BOARD MEMBERS WERE PRESENT. Asked me to stay later, after the meting so BKW could just yell. Then take an intake of breath & yell more! Who does that? I asked the president, are you hearing this? Anyone here. On the video monitor I see who is there? A previous board member, too.
This is the community that is part of predatory behavior called out for targeting a weakness. This is animal king down. World 1. Get it Out (Blue). NO INTELLECT. JUST INSTINCT. World 2. Compare/Contrast (B&W)
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For the principal's meetings to remind us, "we do not handpick our kids. We teach everyone." The context was test scores competition in the neighborhood since every kid is a $. (amount)
SEED for predatory survivor group & the ULTIMATE RESPONSE (when I said, "you can take all the money" [for the open mic]) since it was the first one for anything stated re: NFP. Why is there no response to any Qs re: this venue. I don't get it. CORRECTION : didn't.
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of my ideas.
I am SHARING THEM (giving you my digital notes) & is the fastest way to know WHO ARE YOU. Or what she said. Yes, a woman. Shocking. "What's in your heart."
EXACTLY. Those words---using kids with special needs to achieve what? A RESCUE MISSION TO GET WHAT EXACTLY?
Typical fairy tale, but the reality is, I'm behind-the-scenes. It is not. It's DATING--the scam. "What I can get for you. What can I take from you. What's the most I can get." is their thinking.
Well, I read the handwritten note in the book yesterday & read a birthday card a month ago & IT IS THE SAME HANDWRITING.
The connective threads between these two families is that we all went to the same HS. A head's up of Chicago dating in your 30s in my 20s. I was with someone at 26. After I got my dream career/vocation. Flexibility to ADD MORE. COMMUNITY COLLEGE. ADULT LITERACY. The ultimate THANK YOU for my Education. A HS that functions like a U.
Now, I got U back.
When people contradict, that's suicide, due to realization IT will never end. The people in the world who are targeting others.
THE SUPPORT WAS TO REMOVE THE KID | to my classroom, an extra "prep" or an interventionist to work one-on-one in the hallway.
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I was holding one online digital site (website/application/company) in mind while creating & need to upload here as a VOICE SAMPLE. Next, is how I collected WRITING SAMPLES from the population that got me out of the house & into the city of violence.
The anticipation & dread in returning home to the house of violence (Neptune's ptsd now in 3-D form. A blueprint!!!) being stronger in many cases so the stress created a way to deal--or just the stress of time contributed to missing a deadline to get into the building.
This contains the 4 Fs.
Flight
Fight (write)
Flee
Fawn.
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Made 3-D so they (origin: "anxiety sobriety") cannot deny like I said I would.
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It's sooo over.
TITLE : "Adrenaline & no pain"
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Here's why. I did the same behavior with NWMH.
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Their words, "you're safe," resonates. Why it's worth it to share with there right people. They will provide the right words since you know the words #Natural #Advocate #You
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that A-HA moment with JS was the same with ACP
Alcott College Prep. Shock lasted awhile, but I took steps to confront the principal, he case manager (specialized department) & parents LSC president.
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Documenting my notes verbally until I can get back to writing/reading/use of notebooks & working every day on a recovery of distracting, unrelenting & mentally taxing nerve radiculopathy…
The methodology will be presented in short videos.
This videos validate prolonged exposure therapy through video editing.
The objective is to end the darkness of SI (& HI when people hurt they hurt others) and change society by teaching self-assessment tools that quantify behavior making it measurable & thus changeable, identify sensory to remove stigma of mental health specifically ptsd & better understand what is a true support/advocate/friend to minimize "noise" (complaints; trauma-bonding when used to manipulate) & increase getting IT done.
Questions welcomed & help tbi to be frank by forcing me to organize language.
Sexualization, bullying & censorship is not & everyone is creating this curriculum. Those that are already in it, just know, I did everything to not have to repeat this verbatim, but honestly, I think that's the only way to end this faster which in turn, ends suicide faster.
Just write what you hear---like note-taking---and don't worry about grammar, spelling or readability. Just *GET **IT OUT.
STEP *ONE IS OVER
STEP TWO or REFLECTION is now COMPARE/CONTRAST [two admins; two philosophies in life. Give or take the most!]
STEP TWO is simply when ptsd ends, nothing really happens except something really does. **IT ends.
**Indescribable Trauma because you've described it.