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Either way, YT (Thank You! reverse is the movement. Seed for backflip)

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This contains a lot of SHARDS so dampening the sharp objects & sensitivity with nerve pain since there's always an AUDIO piece, a VISUAL piece & a TACTILE piece. 

At one point, I'm teaching a lesson!

This is getting WEIRD. Actually, it's the safest place since others will think "mentally ill" & that's the point. YES, it's THEIRS so don't do what they do. I just made the internal external so no one can deny like anxiety sobriety. 

Identify those individuals that were predatory. Protected predators, too. I don't have to identify them. They simply will not be in my life, but they absolutely taught me what NEVER TO DO. Yes, it's true. The desire to go out & about is fading... but that doesn't mean to abandon the whole concept of exposing people to the best of the best---the good life. & read it. A title from someone who has proven to act dumb. Seriously? Connected to that HS that I say in the next podcast.

The blood thing is the most important thing since I talked about adoption for nEXt time. I didn't realize you felt that way so I'll assume that's men, but also, I'll be transparent. I prefer to adopt. I'm not going to string anyone along...

"More more" means "I really like that!"

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This is the intro to the first composition where I will be putting the woman who had to know about my injury first & some accompanied me to advocacy once it was clear they didn't get it. I take them to a space that lets me show them how a change in environment can alter how they CARRY THEIR BURDENS. tt is not theirs. 

DO NOT SAY THE FOLLOW WORDS. SAY "tt" & think little t. They ain't grown so treat 'em like children. You are yelling at me. You are lying to me. You will be removed. POOF! What do you think tbi is? A way to forget "you" to remove "it" once it's clear GROWTH POTENTIAL: NOT EVIDENT. Adults lose access & that is what tbi really is. A limited capacity. A waiting list. A very long line with one register open. 

FOLLOWING WORDS : tt trigger, trauma, triggering, traumatizing, triggered, traumatized

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It's happening. The fear is dwindling & I do not think I'll be murdered since the words were, "If you'll, I'll kill you." I have to tell since that's what ends PTSD when there's so many parties/industries/people in positions of power/mm that THINK THIS WAY---just purposely retrigger---Why I said. Your spouse is most likely to kill you so I don't need to get married, ever. 

That's what I told them on DAY ONE. Not interested in that. & Yet, I did. What was that speech? It's on AUDIO TRIGGER so (step one : BRAND NEW STEP) write it verbatim (step two) check/assess if you feel differently physically (step three) check/assess if you HEAR it again right away. 

It works. You can hear it in my voice. 

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I recall counting down to these meetings & the stress & anticipation since they YELL. When they want you to stop asking questions, they yell. ALL THE BOARD MEMBERS WERE PRESENT. Asked me to stay later, after the meting so BKW could just yell. Then take an intake of breath & yell more! Who does that? I asked the president, are you hearing this? Anyone here. On the video monitor I see who is there? A previous board member, too. 

This is the community that is part of predatory behavior called out for targeting a weakness. This is animal king down. World 1. Get it Out (Blue). NO INTELLECT. JUST INSTINCT. World 2. Compare/Contrast (B&W)

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For the principal's meetings to remind us, "we do not handpick our kids. We teach everyone." The context was test scores competition in the neighborhood since every kid is a $. (amount)

SEED for predatory survivor group & the ULTIMATE RESPONSE (when I said, "you can take all the money" [for the open mic]) since it was the first one for anything stated re: NFP. Why is there no response to any Qs re: this venue. I don't get it. CORRECTION : didn't. 

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of my ideas. 

I am SHARING THEM (giving you my digital notes) & is the fastest way to know WHO ARE YOU. Or what she said. Yes, a woman. Shocking. "What's in your heart."

EXACTLY. Those words---using kids with special needs to achieve what? A RESCUE MISSION TO GET WHAT EXACTLY?

Typical fairy tale, but the reality is, I'm behind-the-scenes. It is not. It's DATING--the scam. "What I can get for you. What can I take from you. What's the most I can get." is their thinking. 

Well, I read the handwritten note in the book yesterday & read a birthday card a month ago & IT IS THE SAME HANDWRITING.

The connective threads between these two families is that we all went to the same HS. A head's up of Chicago dating in your 30s in my 20s. I was with someone at 26. After I got my dream career/vocation. Flexibility to ADD MORE. COMMUNITY COLLEGE. ADULT LITERACY. The ultimate THANK YOU for my Education. A HS that functions like a U.

Now, I got U back. 

When people contradict, that's suicide, due to realization IT will never end. The people in the world who are targeting others. 

THE SUPPORT WAS TO REMOVE THE KID | to my classroom, an extra "prep" or an interventionist to work one-on-one in the hallway.

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I was holding one online digital site (website/application/company) in mind while creating & need to upload here as a VOICE SAMPLE. Next, is how I collected WRITING SAMPLES from the population that got me out of the house & into the city of violence. 

The anticipation & dread in returning home to the house of violence (Neptune's ptsd now in 3-D form. A blueprint!!!) being stronger in many cases so the stress created a way to deal--or just the stress of time contributed to missing a deadline to get into the building.

This contains the 4 Fs. 

Flight

Fight (write)

Flee

Fawn.

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