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Stop Waiting for Permission to Live the Life You Want with Dr. Saidie Rodriguez
What if you didn't have to prove your worth before giving yourself permission to live fully?
In this episode of Solving for Joy, I'm joined by my dear friend, pediatric cardiac intensivist and physician coach Dr. Saidie Rodriguez, to explore self-trust, personal sovereignty, and the courage to live on our own terms.
After years of medical training, Saidie realized that her commitment to becoming an exceptional physician had gradually disconnected her from her own voice. A difficult encounter with a colleague became a turning point, helping her discover coaching and a new relationship with herself.
Together, we explore the patterns that keep us seeking approval, why self-trust doesn't require certainty, and how to reclaim our agency without waiting for external validation. We also reflect on the difference between joy and delight, and why finding a little peace may be the first step when joy feels out of reach.
In This Episode
Chapters
00:00 How to Find More Joy and Delight in Everyday Life
00:57 Meet Dr. Saidie Rodriguez
03:00 Finding Purpose and Meaning in Medicine
07:06 How People-Pleasing Leads to Losing Yourself
11:02 Perfectionism, Trauma Responses, and the Fawn Response
15:04 Journaling for Emotional Awareness and Self-Discovery
17:25 Why Changing Your Circumstances Isn't Always the Answer
18:55 How to Stop Seeking External Validation
22:18 Building Self-Trust When the Future Is Uncertain
24:35 Three Journaling Prompts to Overcome Fear and Build Confidence
27:38 How to Let Go of Control and Attachment to Outcomes
29:54 What's the Difference Between Joy, Happiness, and Delight?
33:33 How to Find Joy When You're Burned Out
36:05 Finding Happiness in the Life You Already Have
38:56 Self-Acceptance and Knowing Your Worth
41:38 A Simple Practice for Cultivating Joy
Connect with Dr. Saidie Rodriguez
Podcast: Soul Shine: The Art of Becoming
Website: https://soulshine.global
Free 10-minute guided practice: https://soulshine.global/podcastgift
About Dr. Chrissie Ott
Dr. Chrissie Ott is a multi-board certified integrative physician, Professional Certified Coach (PCC), speaker, and founder of Joy Point Solutions. Through Solving for Joy, she explores the science and practice of living with greater meaning, alignment, and delight.
Stay Connected with Chrissie
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chrissieottmd
Podcast: https://www.solvingforjoy.com
Website: https://www.joypointsolutions.com
For Physician Coaches & Healthcare Leaders
Physician Coaching Collective: https://www.physiciancoachingcollective.com
Physician Coaching Summit: https://www.thephysiciancoachingsummit.com
This episode explores physician coaching, self-trust, personal sovereignty, perfectionism, people-pleasing, the fawn response, self-compassion, emotional resilience, journaling, physician well-being, authenticity, joy, delight, and intentional living.
Music by AudioCoffee (Denys Kyshchuk): https://www.audiocoffee.net/
The Sabbatical That Changed Her Medical Career: Why Doctors Shouldn't Wait for Burnout
What if you didn't have to wait until burnout to give yourself permission to take a break?
In this episode of Solving for Joy, I'm joined by palliative care physician and coach Dr. Christie Mulholland to explore physician sabbaticals, time sovereignty, and what becomes possible when we reclaim ownership of our time.
After reaching a major career milestone, Christie found herself increasingly depleted by the demands of medicine. She asked for a sabbatical. Her department said no. What happened next changed her relationship with work, autonomy, and the life she wanted to create.
We explore the courage to make unconventional career choices, the financial and emotional realities of stepping away from medicine, and why taking a break before reaching a breaking point can open up unexpected possibilities for connection, creativity, and joy.
In This Episode
Chapters
00:00 Why Physicians Need to Reclaim Their Time
00:52 Meet Dr. Christie Mulholland
01:48 Physician Burnout and the Cost of Career Success
07:36 The Breaking Point: When Medicine Becomes Unsustainable
10:31 Time Sovereignty: Who Really Owns Your Time?
13:35 How to Prepare for a Sabbatical
16:11 What a Three-Month Sabbatical Really Looks Like
20:47 How to Take a Sabbatical When Your Employer Says No
23:45 Will Taking a Career Break Hurt Your Medical Career?
25:18 Why Physicians Should Take Breaks Before Burnout
27:55 Overcoming Financial and Emotional Barriers to Time Off
32:33 How to Start Planning Your Own Sabbatical
36:10 Reimagining Work, Time, and Joy
Connect with Dr. Christie Mulholland
Website: https://reclaimphysiciancoaching.com
Free Physician Sabbatical Readiness Assessment:
https://christie-epcnwaft.scoreapp.com/
Explore your financial, professional, and emotional readiness for a sabbatical with Christie's free, three-minute assessment.
Books Mentioned
Also referenced: Mary Oliver's poem The Summer Day, including her reflection on our "one wild and precious life."
About Dr. Chrissie Ott
Dr. Chrissie Ott is a multi-board certified integrative physician, Professional Certified Coach (PCC), speaker, and founder of Joy Point Solutions. Through Solving for Joy, she explores the science and practice of living with greater meaning, alignment, and delight.
Stay Connected with Chrissie
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chrissieottmd
Podcast: https://www.solvingforjoy.com
Website: www.joypointsolutions.com
For Physician Coaches & Healthcare Leaders
Physician Coaching Collective: https://www.physiciancoachingcollective.com
Physician Coaching Summit: https://www.thephysiciancoachingsummit.com
This episode explores physician sabbaticals, physician burnout, career breaks for doctors, time sovereignty, medical career transitions, financial independence, work-life balance, professional autonomy, sabbatical planning, physician coaching, and finding meaning and joy in medicine.
Music by AudioCoffee (Denys Kyshchuk): https://www.audiocoffee.net/
The Science of Expressive Writing: How Words Heal the Brain
What happens in the brain when we put what we’re carrying into words?
In this episode of Solving for Joy, I’m joined by pediatrician, writer, and author Dr. Carolyn Roy-Bornstein to explore the science of expressive writing and why putting our experiences on the page can be so powerful.
We talk about writing through trauma, what research tells us about the brain and emotional processing, and how reflective writing can help physicians and other caregivers navigate burnout, reconnect with themselves, and make meaning from what they’ve lived through.
In This Episode
Chapters:
00:00 How Writing Can Help Us Heal
00:50 Meet Dr. Carolyn Roy-Bornstein
01:27 Reflective Writing for Trauma and Grief
05:05 How Sharing Our Stories Creates Connection
07:36 The Science Behind Journaling and Reflective Writing
10:03 Writing for Self-Compassion
10:51 Reflective Writing for Physician Burnout
14:47 Narrative Medicine and Healthcare
17:10 How Writing Helps Us Process Emotions
19:12 How to Start Journaling When You're Burned Out
23:30 The Science of Joy and Positive Emotions
26:37 Finding Meaning and Joy Through Writing
31:52 Sacred Moments in Medicine
32:39 A Reflective Writing Exercise to Try Today
Connect with Dr. Carolyn Roy-Bornstein
Website: www.carolynroybornstein.com
Book: A Prescription for Burnout: Restorative Writing for Healthcare Professionals
About Dr. Chrissie Ott
Dr. Chrissie Ott is a multi-board certified integrative physician, Professional Certified Coach (PCC), speaker, and founder of Joy Point Solutions. Through Solving for Joy, she explores the science and practice of living with greater meaning, alignment, and delight.
Stay Connected with Chrissie
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chrissieottmd
Podcast: https://www.solvingforjoy.com
Website: www.joypointsolutions.com
For Physician Coaches & Healthcare Leaders
Physician Coaching Collective: https://www.physiciancoachingcollective.com
Physician Coaching Summit: https://www.thephysiciancoachingsummit.com
This episode explores reflective writing, journaling, physician burnout, narrative medicine, expressive writing, self-compassion, trauma, emotional processing, healthcare burnout, and finding meaning and joy.
Music by AudioCoffee(Denys Kyshchuk): https://www.audiocoffee.net/
How to Practice Joyful Service (Without Losing Yourself)
Some of us become very, very good at being useful.
We care for people. We solve problems. We anticipate what others need. And when service becomes part of our identity, it can be easy to lose sight of how we’re actually showing up in the process.
In this episode of Solving for Joy, I’m joined by my friend Alejandra Siroka, founder of Language Alchemy, to explore another pillar of the Practice of Joy: Joyful Service.
We talk about the extraordinary power of language to shape how we see ourselves, the people we serve, and the relationships we create.
Our conversation moves through values and meaningful relationships, the language of repair, communicating without manipulation or scarcity, and what it means to meet even difficult interactions with curiosity, compassion, and love.
Because maybe Joyful Service isn’t about giving more of ourselves away.
Maybe it’s about remembering why we serve and choosing, with greater intention, how we want to show up.
In This Episode
Connect with Alejandra Siroka
Website: www.LanguageAlchemy.com
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/languagealchemy/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/LanguageAlchemy/
Podcast: https://www.languagealchemy.com/podcasts/language-alchemy-podcast
Language Alchemy: The Essential Communication Toolkit for a Life of Peace, Authenticity, and Meaning releases November 10, 2026.
Pre-order: https://www.languagealchemybook.com/
About Dr. Chrissie Ott
Dr. Chrissie Ott is a multi-board certified integrative physician, Professional Certified Coach (PCC), speaker, and founder of Joy Point Solutions. Through Solving for Joy, she explores the science and practice of living with greater meaning, alignment, and delight. Her work helps physicians and other high-achieving humans reconnect with themselves so they can build lives that feel deeply authentic, purposeful, and joyful.
Stay Connected with Chrissie
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chrissieottmd
Podcast: https://www.solvingforjoy.com
Website: www.joypointsolutions.com
For Physician Coaches & Healthcare Leaders
Physician Coaching Collective: https://www.physiciancoachingcollective.com
Physician Coaching Summit: https://www.thephysiciancoachingsummit.com
This episode explores joyful service, conscious communication, authentic expression, meaningful relationships, values, compassion, relationship repair, service in healthcare, self-awareness, and practicing joy through the way we relate to and serve others.
A week before this conversation, my mom graduated from this plane.
She left her body with peace and with ease at 94 years old, after a long life of loving fiercely and generously.
And as divine timing would have it, I already had a conversation scheduled with someone who has spent the last decade helping individuals and families navigate death and meaningful goodbyes.
In this deeply personal episode of Solving for Joy, I’m joined by death care specialist and death doula Madison Kuebler for a conversation about grief, death, ritual, and what it means to be held through loss.
I share some of my own experience of my mom’s final years and the sacredness I felt in her passing, including the eight hours my wife and I spent sitting with her body, the rituals that helped us say goodbye, and why this particular loss has felt, at least for now, more sacred than sad.
Madison shares what a decade working in death care has taught her about grief, presence, trauma-informed care, meaningful goodbyes, and the possibility of a “good death.” We talk about why grief is much more of a scribble than a line, the unexpected places joy and laughter can appear after loss, and why there is no single right way to grieve or remember someone we love.
We also explore the relationship between death and birth, the importance of ritual, alternatives to traditional burial and cremation including human composting, and the ways our choices around death can reflect who we are and what we value.
Because perhaps being willing to look at death doesn’t diminish the joy of being alive.
Maybe it reminds us just how precious it is.
And maybe, if we are very lucky, a life spent loving can leave us becoming more and more love.
In This Episode
Chapters
00:00 Grief, Joy, and a Different Kind of Conversation
01:20 Meet Madison Kuebler: A Decade in Death Care
03:01 How Madison Found Her Way to Funeral Service
06:52 Presence, Trauma-Informed Care, and the Small Things That Matter
09:11 Chrissie Shares the Story of Her Mom’s Final Years
15:00 Permission to Let Go and Becoming Love
16:37 When Grief Feels More Sacred Than Sad
19:26 A Good Death and the Connection Between Birth and Dying
20:33 Sitting With the Body: The Sacredness of a Final Goodbye
25:32 4:44 and a Final “Love, Love, Love”
26:18 Human Composting and Returning Our Bodies to the Earth
30:22 Creating New Ways to Remember the People We Love
32:19 The Emotional Reality of Working in Death Care
35:01 What Makes a Goodbye Meaningful?
37:38 Finding Joy in the Business of Death
41:38 Gratitude, Legacy, and What Remains
About Madison Kuebler
Madison Kuebler is a funeral director, death doula, and theatre artist based in Denver, Colorado. With 10 years of experience in the funeral industry, she helps individuals and families navigate death and create meaningful goodbyes. Outside of death care, Madison directs plays and creates soundscapes for local theatre companies and is passionate about telling stories for and by the LGBTQIA+ community. She recently received a Colorado Henry Award for Excellence in Theatre.
Connect with Madison Kuebler
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/madison-kuebler-819b4bb5
Learn More About Human Composting
Earth Funeral: https://earthfuneral.com/
About Dr. Chrissie Ott
Dr. Chrissie Ott is a multi-board certified integrative physician, Professional Certified Coach (PCC), speaker, and founder of Joy Point Solutions. Through Solving for Joy, she explores the science and practice of living with greater meaning, alignment, and delight. Her work helps physicians and other high-achieving humans reconnect with themselves so they can build lives that feel deeply authentic, purposeful, and joyful.
Stay Connected with Chrissie
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chrissieottmd
Podcast: https://www.solvingforjoy.com
Website: www.joypointsolutions.com
For Physician Coaches & Healthcare Leaders
Physician Coaching Collective: https://www.physiciancoachingcollective.com
Physician Coaching Summit: https://www.thephysiciancoachingsummit.com
This episode explores grief and joy, death and dying, good deaths, death care, funeral planning, death doulas, meaningful goodbyes, grief rituals, human composting, green burial alternatives, trauma-informed death care, end-of-life conversations, nonlinear grief, memorial rituals, loss, legacy, and finding meaning and joy after the death of a loved one.
How to Find More Delight in Everyday Life (Even When Life Feels Heavy)
When did we get so serious?
Children don’t need extraordinary moments to experience delight. They find it everywhere—in something funny, something strange, sunlight moving across the floor, or simply discovering something for the first time.
Somewhere along the way, many of us become incredibly good at getting through the day, but not always experiencing it.
In this episode of Solving for Joy, I’m joined by my dear friend J. A. Jones to explore one of my favorite parts of the Practice of Joy: delight.
We talk about what happens to our natural capacity for wonder as we grow older, and how presence, play, curiosity, and becoming a little more comfortable with uncertainty can help us find our way back.
We also explore something I think matters deeply: practicing delight does not require us to look away from suffering. We can be aware of what is difficult and still notice what is beautiful, funny, strange, or wonderful. Delight and difficulty are allowed to exist together.
Our conversation moves through mindfulness and beginner’s mind, cynicism and humor, impermanence and uncertainty, nervous system regulation, play, revelry, and the simple practice of paying attention to what is happening right here.
Because maybe delight isn’t something we have to go looking for.
Maybe it’s a capacity we can practice returning to.
In This Episode
Connect with J. A. Jones
Website: https://aprimamateria.com
Chapters
00:00 The Nature of Delight
01:48 Childlike Wonder and Presence
04:17 Practices for Cultivating Delight
06:40 Why Delight Can Be Hard to Access
09:09 Wonder, Awe, and the Mystery of Being Alive
11:46 Cynicism, Humor, and Holding Life Lightly
14:28 Finding Delight in a Difficult World
18:17 Reclaiming Revelry, Play, and Silliness
22:11 Beginner’s Mind and the Practice of Connection
26:03 Finding Delight in Ordinary Life
30:24 A Simple Practice for Cultivating Delight
About Dr. Chrissie Ott
Dr. Chrissie Ott is a multi-board certified integrative physician, Professional Certified Coach (PCC), speaker, and founder of Joy Point Solutions. Through Solving for Joy, she explores the science and practice of living with greater meaning, alignment, and delight. Her work helps physicians and other high-achieving humans reconnect with themselves so they can build lives that feel deeply authentic, purposeful, and joyful.
Stay Connected with Chrissie
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chrissieottmd
Podcast: https://www.solvingforjoy.com
Website: www.joypointsolutions.com
For Physician Coaches & Healthcare Leaders
Physician Coaching Collective: https://www.physiciancoachingcollective.com
Physician Coaching Summit: https://www.thephysiciancoachingsummit.com
This episode explores delight, finding joy in everyday life, mindfulness, presence, wonder, awe, play, uncertainty, beginner’s mind, nervous system regulation, impermanence, resilience, and practicing joy even when life feels heavy.
How to Trust Your Own Desires (Without Feeling Selfish)
Do you know what you truly desire?
Not what you're supposed to want.
Not what looks successful from the outside.
Not what everyone else expects of you.
Your desire.
In this episode of Solving for Joy, How to Trust Your Own Desires (Without Feeling Selfish), I'm joined by my dear friend and colleague, Dr. Vanessa Calderón, to explore one of the most misunderstood pillars of the Practice of Joy: desire.
Together, we unpack why so many of us learn to distrust our own longings, how social conditioning can disconnect us from ourselves, and why desire isn't the opposite of integrity. In many ways, it can become the pathway back to it.
We talk about the difference between craving and calling, why our desires deserve curiosity instead of judgment, and how practicing gratitude for what we already have can deepen our capacity for joy. If you've ever wondered whether following your desires is selfish, irresponsible, or simply too risky, I hope this conversation invites you to become a little more curious about what your deepest longings might be trying to teach you.
In This Episode
Resources Mentioned
Book
Person Mentioned
Connect with Dr. Vanessa Calderón
Website: https://www.vanessacalderonmd.com
Podcast: https://www.theauthenticpathpodcast.com
Chapters
00:00 Why Desire and Joy Belong Together
08:20 The Difference Between Craving and Calling
16:38 Coming Home to Yourself Through Desire
24:51 Gratitude, Abundance, and Desiring What You Already Have
33:16 How to Trust Your Desires With Integrity
36:58 Practice for the Week & Final Reflections
About Dr. Chrissie Ott
Dr. Chrissie Ott is a multi-board certified integrative physician, Professional Certified Coach (PCC), speaker, and founder of Joy Point Solutions. Through Solving for Joy, she explores the science and practice of living with greater meaning, alignment, and delight. Her work helps physicians and other high-achieving humans reconnect with themselves so they can build lives that feel deeply authentic, purposeful, and joyful.
Stay Connected with Chrissie
Instagram https://www.instagram.com/chrissieottmd
Podcast https://www.solvingforjoy.com
Website www.joypointsolutions.com
For Physician Coaches & Healthcare Leaders
Physician Coaching Collective https://www.physiciancoachingcollective.com
Physician Coaching Summit https://www.thephysiciancoachingsummit.com
This episode explores desire, joy, integrity, self-trust, gratitude, purpose, and living in alignment with your values.
How to Create a Vision for Your Life (Even When the Path Isn't Clear)
Have you ever had the feeling that your life was trying to tell you something... but you weren't quite sure how to listen?
In this episode of Solving for Joy, How to Create a Vision for Your Life (Even When the Path Isn't Clear), I'm sharing a conversation from my friend Dr. Rashmi Schramm's podcast, Inner Peace and Power.
Together, we explore joy, vision, self-trust, and what it means to follow a path that unfolds one step at a time. We talk about intuition, the wisdom of the body, synchronicity, and why clarity often comes not from having all the answers, but from creating enough space to notice what already feels true.
If you've been wondering what's next, I hope this conversation reminds you that you don't have to see the whole path. You only have to trust the next step.
In This Episode
Resources Mentioned
Book
Authors & Poets
App
Connect with Dr. Rashmi Schramm
Website
https://www.rashmischramm.com
Podcast
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/inner-peace-and-power/id1721584868
Chapters
00:00 Meet Dr. Chrissie Ott & The Journey to Joy
02:08 From Medicine to Meaning: Chrissie's Story
05:31 What Joy Really Means
10:03 Closing the Gap Between Who You Are and How You Live
11:20 Vision, Intuition, and Your Inner Compass
17:39 Purpose, Community, and Meaningful Work
21:21 Embracing a Multi-Passionate Life
28:48 Practices for Lightness of Being
31:36 Finding Clarity Without Having All the Answers
32:34 Trusting Your Inner Truth
32:48 Final Reflections
About Dr. Chrissie Ott
Dr. Chrissie Ott is a multi-board certified integrative physician, Professional Certified Coach (PCC), speaker, and founder of Joy Point Solutions. Through Solving for Joy, she explores the science and practice of living with greater meaning, alignment, and delight. Her work helps physicians and other high-achieving humans reconnect with themselves so they can build lives that feel deeply authentic, purposeful, and joyful.
Stay Connected
Website
https://www.chrissieottmd.com
Podcast
https://www.solvingforjoy.com
Instagram
https://www.instagram.com/chrissieottmd
For Physician Coaches & Healthcare Leaders
Physician Coaching Collective
https://www.physiciancoachingcollective.com
Physician Coaching Summit
https://www.thephysiciancoachingsummit.com
This episode explores vision, joy, intuition, self-trust, meditation, purpose, embodied wisdom, synchronicity, and living in alignment with your values.
Have you ever looked up at the end of a week, a season, or even a year and wondered where the time went?
If you've ever felt like you're moving through life on autopilot, you're not alone. I think many of us spend so much time doing, achieving, and caring for everyone around us that we slowly lose touch with ourselves.
In this conversation, I'm joined by psychiatrist, psychotherapist, mindfulness teacher, and author Dr. Nissa Keyashian to explore how the simple practice of stillness can help us become more aware, more present, and ultimately more intentional with our lives.
Together, we explore what mindfulness really is, why meditation isn't about stopping your thoughts, what neuroscience teaches us about the Default Mode Network, and how practices like breathwork and spending time in nature can help regulate your nervous system and reconnect you with yourself.
Whether you're completely new to meditation or simply longing to feel more present in your everyday life, I hope this conversation reminds you that joy doesn't begin by doing more. It begins by noticing.
In this episode:
• How to stop living on autopilot and begin living with greater intention
• What mindfulness and meditation actually are and why a wandering mind doesn't mean you're doing it wrong
• How breathwork, nature, and awareness can support nervous system regulation and emotional well-being
• Simple daily practices to cultivate more presence, purpose, and joy
Resources Mentioned
Books-
Practicing Stillness by Dr. Nissa Keyashian
https://www.amazon.com/dp/1638077983
The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle
A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle
Apps-
Insight Timer
https://insighttimer.com
Concepts Discussed
Connect with Dr. Nissa Keyashian-
Website
https://drnissak.com/
Instagram
https://www.instagram.com/amindfulmd/
Stay Connected with Chrissie-
Instagram
https://www.instagram.com/chrissieottmd
Podcast
https://www.solvingforjoy.com
Website
https://www.chrissieottmd.com
For Physician Coaches & Healthcare Leaders-
Physician Coaching Collective
https://www.physiciancoachingcollective.com
Physician Coaching Summit
https://www.thephysiciancoachingsummit.com
If you've ever found yourself surrounded by people all day, yet still feeling lonely, this conversation is for you.
As physicians and caregivers, we spend so much of our lives showing up for others that meaningful friendship can quietly slip into the background. But connection isn't a luxury. It's one of the things that helps us stay resilient, grounded, and joyful.
In this episode, I'm joined by pediatric critical care physician Dr. Cassie Burton Greenbaum, founder of Off-Service Mom Co. Together, we explore why adult friendship can feel so difficult, especially in medicine, and why belonging is an essential part of solving for joy.
We talk about:
• Why loneliness is so common among physicians and caregivers
• How vulnerability creates deeper, more meaningful friendships
• Why friendship is essential for resilience, well-being, and joy
• Simple ways to build connection with greater intention
Whether you're longing for deeper friendships or simply need the reminder that you don't have to do life alone, I hope this conversation encourages you to take one small step toward connection.
Chapters
00:00 The Journey to Connection
04:30 Why Adult Friendship Feels So Hard
09:33 Creating Community on Purpose
14:23 Vulnerability as the Foundation of Friendship
19:15 Finding Joy Through Connection
22:27 The Second Mountain: Living with Meaning
Connect with Dr. Cassie Burton Greenbaum:
• Website: https://www.offservicemomco.com
• Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/drcassieburton/
Stay Connected:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chrissieottmd
Podcast Website: https://www.solvingforjoy.com
Chrissie's Website: https://www.chrissieottmd.com
🩺 For Physician Coaches & Healthcare Leaders
Physician Coaching Collective:
https://www.physiciancoachingcollective.com
Physician Coaching Summit:
https://www.thephysiciancoachingsummit.com
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