Talking ‘Bout My Evolution

I talk about my lovely and relaxing Mother's Day with my kids and how we spent time together without the pressure of school or life.  It was a really nice day.

I talk about how I still want to refine and redefine who I am trying to help.  I really only want to help people who want to be helped, but I feel I have been discouraged by the business experts for saying that.  I've tried to target more and more specific audiences, but I keep finding myself in groups where self-loathing, complaining and staying stuck run rampant.  I am still trying to find the people who are motivated to get their butts in gear and get to the heart of the matter and are willing to do whatever it takes to live their best life.  Those are the people I want to help.

I talk about how I've taken a time out from all the business stuff and starting reading all the books I've ordered.  I've been learning, synthesizing and cross-referencing a lot of information in a short period of time and it feels wonderful.

I talk about a variety of smaller topics that I'd been thinking about discussing last week.  I briefly touch on 6 or 7 different issues that came up for me, including: the effects of isolation, taking care of myself, the best way to manifest, taking care of my kids' friend after he had a scary episode, bending spoons and a couple of other things.

I talk about some of the interesting and out-of-this-world information I'm learning from all the books I just bought and all the podcasts and webinars I've been watching.  I am having a ball researching and absorbing all this strange and amazing information.  My meditations have gotten much more powerful in the last few weeks and I feel as if I'm really tuning in to my life's purpose.

I talk some more about the virtual workshop on stepping into My Future Self that Rebecca Davison hosted on 42620.  I discuss how I was able to interact and see my Higher Self much more clearly and how my vision for my future has changed.

I talk about the leap of faith (and money) I took to join the newest coaching program that Dean Graziosi and Tony Robbins are offering.  This is a 12-month program that will kick me into gear and get me up and running.  I'm elated and nervous about it, but know it's the right thing to do for me at this time.

I talk about a workshop I took with Rebecca Davison about finding my future self and part of the assignments was to schedule an appointment in my online calendar to work on my dream(s).  I discuss different ways I might use the time and what might be a valid use of my time.

I talk about my grandma and her death and how someone's absence can be just as impactful in one's life as someone's presence.

I talk about what I've been learning in week 3 of Ken Wilbur's Actualize OS class.  This week he is discussing the 5 universal states of consciousness and how they are separated from the levels/structures and separate from the forms of intelligence.  You can be fully awakened and yet still operate at an amber level (group identity), which I found fascinating.  It explains why I have difficulty reasoning with devout members of the church who think my soul is in peril, because I don't go on Sundays.