today I talk about my thoughts on the next stage of my life. i have a whole year ahead of me away from education, for the first time in my life. it's scary, confusing, exciting and sad all at the same time, but i knew that taking a year out is the best thing for me and will help me find myself and my inner peace again. i also relate my experience of an eating disorder and choosing to recovery, with deciding to drop out of school (temporarily). this two things are the most important parts of my life so far, so relating them together has helped me to better understand what it is i am currently going through. ending chapters of our lives can be all too consuming and terrifying, but the important thing to remember is that you have time.