I see 666 twice and 377

Commentary: The woman I mention in the next recording is the woman who ends up murdering her own two children and killing herself

I then have a strong dark day of temptation to meet the single lady at the end of our street after driving by and seeing her outside

Waiting for God's promises can be so very difficult

I think God is trying to prove through my life that He still acts in behalf of the one who waits for Him

Knowing how easy it would be for me to "fall out of faith" in waiting for God's promise, it makes me mad that people believe the lie that you can "never fall away from grace/salvation"

I've woken up the last two mornings at 4:22 am which encourages me to think on Deu 4:22

A very timely and funny moment about Job receiving "double" for his trouble after he prays for his friends

Reflections on the 5th anniversary of Father's Day after losing my children to divorce

Realizing that people following my ministry do not yet know about all the suffering I have faced while going through the wilderness and into the promised land and thus they don't know about the incredible faithfulness of God to keep me through it all

The greatest evidence of God is His ability to keep our hearts in peace going through the worst tribulations

My sin as a Roy D. Mercer impersonator and the difference between lifestyle sin and stumbling into a sin

When we ask God for a lot, He asks us for a lot

Most "Christians" are participating in an activity called "Christianity" rather than dwelling in the person of CHRISTianity

After seeing first hand the devastating condition of the "body of Christ" right now, here is the one message I would preach to a stadium full of Christians if God gave me the opportunity to do so

God directs me to meet an older Asian man and I get to share the Gospel with him

Observations about the "need" to be humorous when I run into someone on the trail in that uncomfortable moment

A second time that "woman" comes over to try to talk to me in Starbucks

Reflections on how patient and merciful God has been to me in the face on not being able to finish the work as fast as I or He would like

Revelation about my simple walk of faith with the Lord, after having a conversation with a man who was trapped in the legalism of the Church of Christ

The insights of meeting a man who knows far more Scripture than me but doesn't know God like me and he admits that he doesn't have the necessary humility before God

My mother is growing and starting to recognize the lies of the woman she is in a Bible study with

The surprising similarities between false teaching and network marketing

Everything comes down to recognizing a tree by its fruit

The institution of the church is NOT the body of Christ which I why I left it and why she looks NOTHING like Jesus

People in the institution have a faith that is dependent upon a weekly sermon, rather than a moment by moment true faith in God by the Spirit

The incredible blessing and vindication of seeing my mother's eyes opened to the false faith and teaching among the women in her Bible study

The Facebook Challenge: 20 minutes reading Facebook timelines vs. Reading 20 minutes in the Bible in the book of John and marking how you feel during and after

See two instances of 666 followed by that same "woman" coming into Starbucks while I'm there again

An incredible answer to prayer for a 12 year old boy in CA about how to handle his father taking his mom to court to take him away from her

My heart has a very serious erratic heartbeat and it continues long enough to think I was actually going to die

Observations about the "need" to be humorous when I run into someone on the trail in that uncomfortable moment

A second time that "woman" comes over to try to talk to me in Starbucks

Reflections on how patient and merciful God has been to me in the face on not being able to finish the work as fast as I or He would like

Revelation about my simple walk of faith with the Lord, after having a conversation with a man who was trapped in the legalism of the Church of Christ

The insights of meeting a man who knows far more Scripture than me but doesn't know God like me and he admits that he doesn't have the necessary humility before God

My mother is growing and starting to recognize the lies of the woman she is in a Bible study with

The surprising similarities between false teaching and network marketing

Everything comes down to recognizing a tree by its fruit

The institution of the church is NOT the body of Christ which I why I left it and why she looks NOTHING like Jesus

People in the institution have a faith that is dependent upon a weekly sermon, rather than a moment by moment true faith in God by the Spirit

The incredible blessing and vindication of seeing my mother's eyes opened to the false faith and teaching among the women in her Bible study

The Facebook Challenge: 20 minutes reading Facebook timelines vs. Reading 20 minutes in the Bible in the book of John and marking how you feel during and after

See two instances of 666 followed by that same "woman" coming into Starbucks while I'm there again

An incredible answer to prayer for a 12 year old boy in CA about how to handle his father taking his mom to court to take him away from her

My heart has a very serious erratic heartbeat and it continues long enough to think I was actually going to die

God answers my prayer and confirms the promise to me from Job and it seems God is just determined to bless me

Satan ONCE AGAIN uses the woman who attacked me to bring an offense the VERY DAY I'm finishing the newest version of the book and RIGHT AFTER God gives me all those wonderful promises

By the evening I feel a total spiritual oppression hanging over me

How many times have I seen the incredible timing of Satan's attacks like this

Exactly what I do in response of these kind of spiritual attacks in order to get through them victoriously

Reflecting on how I got caught off guard by Satan again and how I ended up feeling so offended

A sinus health update where I describe the lethargy I feel regularly in my body

A powerful recorded moment by Dave Hunt, "Unity around a lie is not unity" and the argument "You are not being loving" because you correct someone

The Lord showing me Gen 6:22 and 2 Cor 8:11 followed by a 701, to make very clear I am to finish the work

I run into my ex-girlfriend Jill while looking for Laura at an outdoor concert venue

Another time of discouragement and the temptations to quit while I continue to wait so long for the promises

A new attempt by Satan through my mother and the "false prophet" who told me I was going to go to jail, to get me out of the will of God

Realizing the Lord is rebuking me because I've gotten out of the will of God moving on to another project before the Lord told me to do so

The shocking reality of realizing I've been subtly distracted away from focusing on the teachings of Christ

The Lord uses the number 1066 to point me to page 1066 in my Bible where I read with much timely encouragement Isaiah 40:28-31 to help me in my weariness

I'm at a new low, having not felt "faithish" for several months, almost like a spiritually depressed stated

Seeing that the Lord is answering my prayers for more humility

A meeting with a friend opens up a possible opportunity for me to meet the leadership in Charles Stanely's Intouch, but I'm reluctant because Charles and I do not believe the same about salvation

God shows me more and more just how weak I am apart from Him and I would really like to write a book one day showing how God supported me the entire way

I've wanted for so long to be perfect and I see how my motives were wrong and it would have led to pride

God gives me some wonderful encouragement and instruction to be sure to obey Him so He can bless me in the promised land to come

I will never share this recording until after Father does what He promised or people will think I'm nuts even more

Even now in such humble circumstances I know that God is at work in my life right now to bring about the promises

Men are so afraid to allow themselves to become nothing...it is so scary to surrender to that

In tears, I could never have made it this far without God speaking to me everyday

Reflecting on all those that rejected me as a young person...but God did not reject me because I was small and weak

It's so hard to be humble when your circumstances are so humble

My spirit has become so sensitive that I got so upset while trying to watch a movie with my parents and I had to leave

Thinking back on how often I wanted to get a job during this season in the wilderness

Realizing how weak I am and that I could have done any of this without God's help and how incredible it is for Father to have used numbers to point me to His words as guidance

I see a new number 2122, which leads to two passages that seem very important, but not sure which one

I see 666 twice in one day, which is a warning of serious attacks coming in the rest of the week

A huge technical challenge with printing out the draft of my newest version of the John 7:17 Challenge.

As I think about turning more recordings I've made for people into YouTube messages, God shows me back to back 919 and 525 in order to keep me put

My new sister in the Netherlands misunderstands something I said and she is deeply offended

A bizarre dream about visiting a heart doctor that ends up being a subtle attempt at weakening my faith again

The sister in Netherlands turns against me completely and says I'm a fake Christian not living what I preach

Reflecting on how Satan has been able to bring offense into many discipleship relationships I've had when we finally get to the "stronghold" issue in their life. Satan then separates them from me, the person telling them the truth, so they cannot get totally free

Indignation comes into me listening to A.W. Pink teach that any Christian who says he is not a Romans 7 Christian is a deceived Christian

Realizing that my dreams are even becoming sanctified, thanks be to God

A cute dream about my son Nathan and I riding our bikes together

Commentary explaining the third time I thought I was going to meet Laura and then I didn't

Another desperate moment in tears begging God to show me a sign to know if I'm still hearing Him correctly

A message to a friend about the very bizarre dream I had about winning a very exotic car and exotic dog and all I could think about was selling them so I could pay child support

An incredible moment where God seems to point me to Genesis 17:7 as a promise that also applies to me and then seemingly confirms it

A wonderful encounter and prayer with a young Jewish man on my prayer walk today

A thought I have: God chooses to use people, that choose to be used by God

"Without repentance there is no revival" - Rabbi Jonathan Cahn

On May 6th I accidentally deleted my story from YouTube at 1,355 views losing all likes and comments

A strong set of promises come right after I delete the video, but soon after I feel rebuked by the Lord

Struggling to discern what is going on...is this discipline, punishment, Satanic attack, or Pruning?

I become so sad through the humility of discovering just when I think you know something about the Father, I realize I don't know anything

Feeling led to take out the "Gospel" from my video because I don't want people to make the decision out of the emotions they feel with my

The Hilarious moment of relief when God shows me "212 Firmly Established" on page 466 of my MacArthur NASB Study Bible

The Dreadful Employee Review Story and Illustration

Finding rest again in the Sovereignty of God in the face of all my weakness in my desire for a wife

Truly seeing how God has allowed all this temptation with Christian sisters to strengthen me

The importance of intentionally remembering and reflecting on all the ways God has helped me in the past

Trying to reconcile God's Sovereignty with Human responsibility is just mind blowing

The Spirit shares with me that a man I've been trying to help in his life which has fallen apart is not spending adequate time in the Word

I run into Laura's friend Jennifer again

Father shows me 1010 4 times and I know something is coming

I become so sad again about my children and I'm missing them so much, but there are more and more lessons in this separation

I've been waiting for Laura for so long and now I'm being attacked in the area of women so badly for the last two weeks and the latest woman that shows me makes me just cry out of completely frustration

Insights from the stories of Mary and Elizabeth about how I'm in a state of disgrace with my children right now

After prayer about what specifically God wants me to do, He leads me to Deut 5:33

It becomes very clear that John Bevere is terribly deceived based on a testimony he gives about Benny Hinn

Church leaders are trying to manipulate the members into staying in the "church"

Isolation is a Biblical principle that is seen in the majority of the Bible favorite leaders lives

There is an evil spiritual principality behind Facebook that I can feel

Crying out to God again about my increasing frustrations and weakness in the area of attractive Christian sisters who are contacting me and pushing me to the edge of my faith for Laura

Fighting with everything I have and His strength to continue to suffer to wait for God to act in my behalf (Isaiah 64:4)

Answering my mom's question, "What if Laura marries someone else and ends up not being my wife?"

Many more insights and revelations about how Satan exploits our weaknesses, mine which is women

How dangerous our flesh is and how careful we must be not to give it any room to find comfort in its desires

Satan plays on my compassionate side but Father is showing me I cannot "love" others at the expense of loving God

The Devil's "Jesus" - Reflections on how people are drawn into false and counterfeit Christianity and how we can discern the false "Jesus"

A lady contacts me from Illinois telling me they are looking for a pastor for their church and wonder if I would be willing to consider it

God shows He is with me again in the smallest of ways with a book sale that saves my account from going into the negative