The Woman I’m Becoming

In this episode, I dive into what it looks like to produce “out of season”—and how obedience doesn’t wait for you to feel ready.

This is a real, raw check-in. I’m talking about what’s been going on behind the scenes, mentally, spiritually, and even financially and the tension of wanting to pull back from everything God has given me… while simultaneously feeling Him call me to show up anyway.

At 4:00AM, God woke me up and led me to Mark 11—the story of Jesus and the fig tree. And what stood out to me is this: even though it wasn’t fig season… He still expected fruit.

Because “out of season” doesn’t just mean timing—it looks like feeling unprepared, overwhelmed, stretched thin, or not at your best. It’s those moments where life is life-ing and everything in you is saying, “now is not the time.”

But God is still requiring obedience.

Not from a place of hustle, pressure, or striving—but from a place of abiding in Him. Learning how to lean on God to produce what you can’t in your own strength.

This episode is me choosing to show up anyway.

Not perfectly.

Not having all of the answers.

But obedient.

If you’ve been feeling like stepping away…

If you’ve been questioning if you’re ready…

If you’ve been tempted to delay what God called you to…

This episode is for you.

Because maybe the reason it feels out of season… is because God wants the credit for the fruit.

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In this episode, I unpack what it means when God sends you divine partnerships — and why community is not optional when you’re carrying purpose. We look at Moses & Aaron, Adam & Eve, Naomi & Ruth, Jonathan & David, and even Jesus & the disciples — and how every major assignment in Scripture was sustained through relationship.

This isn’t about cliques.

It’s not about popularity.

It’s not about having a big circle.

It’s about alignment.

It’s about being grounded in a shared desire to fulfill God’s will.

It’s about diverse gifts working together for one Kingdom purpose.

It’s about having people who strengthen you where you’re weak — and you doing the same for them.

Culture will tell you friendship is about vibes, convenience, or validation.

But God’s vision for community is partnership, accountability, sharpening, and love.

And sometimes when friendships drift, it’s not betrayal — it’s direction. Not every separation is personal. Sometimes it’s positional. God may be shifting you because what’s next requires a different alignment.

If you’ve been sensing a transition in your relationships…

If God has been sending new people into your life…

If you’ve been feeling the weight of an assignment that’s too heavy to carry alone…

This episode is for you.

Because when God sends partnership, it’s not random.

It’s preparation.

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In this episode, we talk about how easily we allow our temporary emotions and present circumstances to speak louder than what God already promised.

This conversation goes into the moment Mary Magdalene went to the tomb expecting to find Jesus’ body — and when He wasn’t there, she immediately assumed the worst. Her grief was real. Her confusion was valid. She had just watched Him be crucified and buried. But what she forgot in that moment was what He had already said: that He would rise again.

And if we’re honest… we do the same thing.

When the promise doesn’t look like it’s unfolding.

When the opportunity disappears.

When the relationship shifts.

When the door closes.

We start speaking from what we see instead of standing on what He said.

In this episode, I unpack how our emotions — while real — are not meant to prophesy over our future. Just because it looks empty doesn’t mean it’s over. Just because it feels silent doesn’t mean God didn’t speak.

This isn’t about suppressing your emotions.

It’s about not letting them override truth.

It’s about remembering the promise — even when the tomb looks empty.

It’s about refusing to let a temporary moment make you second guess an eternal word.

It’s about choosing faith when your feelings are loud.

Because God is not bound by what you see.

And the promise still stands — even when the situation doesn’t make sense.

If you’ve been in a season where your circumstances don’t match what God told you… this episode is for you.

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In part two of this episode, we talk about the real cost of following Christ — not the aesthetic version, not the convenient version, but the kind of surrender that costs everything.

This conversation goes deep into the reality of lukewarm Christianity — loving God when it’s comfortable, calling on Him in crisis, and then returning right back to old patterns once the pressure lifts. And I don’t just call it out… I expose it through my own story.

I get vulnerable about the mess He found me in, how He loved me in it, and how His grace didn’t excuse my sin — it called me out of it. This episode includes tears, honesty, and a word I believe God is releasing to call His people back to Him.

This isn’t about shame.

It’s about invitation.

An invitation to come out of halfway obedience.

An invitation to stop living double-minded.

An invitation to fully surrender — even when it costs comfort, habits, relationships, and control.

Because Jesus never asked for part of your life.

He asked for all of it.

If you’ve been feeling convicted, distant, or torn between who you were and who God is calling you to be — this episode is for you.

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In this episode, we’re answering three core questions:

Who am I? What season am I in? And how do I prepare for what’s next?

Using the biblical symbolism of salt, we talk about what it really means to be who God has called you to be. Salt preserves, slows decay, enhances flavor, balances bitterness, and brings out sweetness — and Jesus makes it clear that salt without flavor is useless.

God has called you to be a preserver:

to hold peace in chaos,

to slow spiritual decay by sharing the Gospel,

to pull out the God-given gifts in others,

and to love like Jesus instead of matching bitterness.

We also talk about seasons — because you’re either in a fire, coming out of one, or heading into one. Through Mark 9:49–50 and Luke 14:33–35, we explore why the fire is necessary, why lukewarm Christianity won’t sustain your calling, and why full surrender is the only way forward.

This episode is a reminder that becoming who God has called you to be will cost you comfort — but it will never be without purpose.

So the question is:

Are you willing to go through the fire to keep your flavor?

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In this episode, we’re talking about what it really means to wait well — not just wait on God, but wait with faith, peace, and spiritual maturity… without becoming desperate, bitter, or anxious.

This is the conclusion of my 3-part series on waiting:

• the consequences of being impatient with God

• the benefits of waiting on God

• and now… how to actually do it well

We’re anchored in Luke 2:25–35, walking through the story of Simeon, a man who had been waiting his entire life on “the consolation of Israel.” While we know that consolation was Jesus, the author never names Him yet — and I believe that’s intentional. Because the focus of this passage isn’t just what Simeon was waiting for… it’s how he waited.

Here’s what I’m breaking down in this episode:

• Waiting for the Promise vs. Waiting on God’s Heart: Why waiting well isn’t about obsessively praying for the thing, but learning to trust the heart of the One who promised it.

• Praying for the Gift vs. Praying for the Fruit: How instead of praying for a husband, job, money, or friends, we should be praying for what those things are meant to bring — love, guidance, companionship, provision, security, community, and support.

• The Danger of Fixating on God’s Hand: Why making your prayers all about outcomes can quietly turn your relationship with God transactional.

• Shifting Your Prayer Life: How changing what you pray for can change how you wait — with more peace, trust, and emotional stability.

So this week, I’m challenging you to ask yourself:

Are you waiting on the promise… or are you learning to wait on God’s heart?

Because waiting well isn’t about chasing blessings.

It’s about trusting the Blesser.

And the focus should never be on God’s hand — but on His heart.

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In this episode, we’re talking about what to do when the enemy is loud, successful, and trying to rush you into surrender — even though God already promised you safety.

We’re anchored in Isaiah 36–37, walking through the moment King Hezekiah is threatened by Sennacherib, the king of Assyria, who’s fresh off demolishing city after city and now sets his sights on Jerusalem. The pressure is real, the fear tactics are loud, and the enemy’s questions are designed to make God’s promise feel questionable.

Here’s what I’m breaking down in this episode:

• When the Enemy Uses Past Wins to Intimidate You: How Sennacherib leveraged his previous victories to pressure Hezekiah into surrender — and how the enemy still uses “proof” to make you doubt God’s word today.

• The Danger of Entertaining the Enemy’s Questions: Why the enemy doesn’t always attack with force, but with questions that slowly pull you into doubt — just like in the Garden.

• “Do Not Answer Them”: Why silence can be spiritual warfare, and how engaging the wrong voices can pull you out of alignment.

• Promises Without Fine Print: How the enemy offers comfort, provision, and ease — but never tells you the cost.

• Letting God Fight for You: What happens when you stop arguing, stop defending yourself, and choose prayer over panic.

So this week, I’m challenging you to ask yourself: Are you rushing to surrender because the enemy looks powerful — or are you willing to wait and trust the promise God already spoke?

Because when you let God fight for you, you won’t have to lift a finger. Your weapons are prayer, the Word, and the promises He’s already given you. And waiting well means using them — consistently.

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In this episode, we’re talking about what really happens when you get impatient with God — and why moving too fast can cost you more than you think.

This is Part 1 of a 3-part series on waiting on God, and we’re starting with Ezekiel 17, a parable that exposes how the enemy moves when you’re vulnerable, tired of waiting, and desperate for relief. Last year was a full-on waiting season for me, and this episode comes straight out of a moment where I was ready to stop trusting God and take matters into my own hands.

I’m sharing a raw personal story about being out of work for months, feeling pressure to “do something,” and almost saying yes to opportunities that would’ve pulled me away from what God actually called me to do. What God showed me next shifted everything.

Here’s what I’m breaking down in this episode:

• How the enemy targets the areas with the most power (your mind, your body, and your finances) when you’re in a waiting season.

• Why every shortcut comes with a fine print — and how relief now can turn into bondage later.

• What Ezekiel 17 reveals about spiritual contracts and why impatience often leads us into agreements we never meant to sign.

• How discernment protects your future, even when waiting feels unbearable.

So this week, I’m challenging you to slow down before you say yes. Before you take that job. Before you lower your standards. Before you reach for false peace. Ask yourself: What’s the fine print? Because God’s delays are never empty — but the enemy’s offers are never free.

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Hey sis, I know this season is hard for a lot of us. God placed it on my heart to offer a word of encouragement and a prayer for some of you who may be experiencing heartache, weariness, and anxiety this season. I pray that for who this prayer is for, it touches you, encourages and shifts you out of the darkness and into the light.

I love you sis, I’m here for you always. 💕

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In this episode, we’re getting real about the truth God confronted me with: you cannot keep wavering between God’s truth and the lies that your wounds whisper to you.

We’re looking at 1 Kings 18:16–21, where Elijah asks the question that exposes every lukewarm and double-minded place in us: “How long will you waver between two opinions?” This question hits different when you realize most of our hesitation & fear is really us choosing wounded opinions over God’s truth.

Here’s what I’m breaking down in this episode:

• The Two Opinions: Why you can’t follow God fully while still entertaining the voice of fear, insecurity, and old hurt.

• When God Feels Like Control: Why surrender feels uncomfortable when you’ve spent years letting people influence you — and how to tell the difference between God’s protection and human manipulation.

• The Walls Offense Built: How holding onto offense creates a prison, filters God’s instructions through fear, and keeps you stuck in cycles you prayed to get out of.

• Dead Sea vs. Galilee Living: What happens when you only receive but can’t give — and why offense slowly drains the life out of everything God tries to pour into you.

• Choosing Today: Why breakthrough requires a decision, not a feeling. And how choosing God’s truth over your wounds shifts everything — fast.

So this week, I’m challenging you to look at the places where you’re still giving your wounds a voice. Where are you wavering? What walls are blocking the very thing you’ve been praying for? And most importantly — what would your life look like if you finally chose God’s truth… all the way?

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