Kareena is a beautiful mum and grandma, and today we chat through the guilt and pain she worked through when the picture she envisaged for her family didn't unfold how she imagined.
Pain as her insecurities ran riot and the pain of wondering if she wasn't good enough or being punished. Guilt, when God had blessed her with a home and children, though different from her plans.
She was left feeling confused and humbled as she wrestled with wanting to be seen as supermum and her identity caught up in who she wanted to be, rather than the circumstances God had called her to.
Join us as she encourages us with the wrestle of seeking first God and his kingdom, submitting to his plans and trusting him with all of our life.
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"I always knew I could trust him, but he slowly showed me that through my pain and confusion that his ways are not my ways and his thoughts and my thoughts. And he is a far greater and beyond our understanding"
"I started to read the bible more and could see that Bible was about him, his love, his power, his sovereignty"
"This life is not the main event. It's a time to work hard towards his purposes and not mine."
"Being a mum and wife isn't the only work he has for me to do, even in my weakness, he can use me however he wants"
"He has your whole life planned out and has already prepared. Good works for you to do. For the moment that might be the fall at his feet and ask him to help you trust him and love him more to cry out to him."
"He knows you groaning and crying. Isn't grumbling it's okay. And he wants us to come to him in prayer.
"Know that in your pain, he's working in you to make you more like Jesus - teaching, growing and refining. He'll give you more than you can handle in this life because it's then often we learn to depend on him and his plans more, which are by far better than us, depending on ourselves and our plans."
"In this life, we will have troubles, hardships, and difficulties. We shouldn't be shocked and we shouldn't expect paradise here and now. It will take perseverance and endurance."
"There will be a time when Jesus comes back and there will be none of the struggle or tears for those who trust in him. Make sure you and your family are amongst and active in the community of God's people."