By 2016, I had everything I ever wanted—
A beautiful fiancée. A son I adored. A stable life I never thought I’d have.
But inside? I was spiraling.
🎯 In this episode, we dive into:
Why chaos feels safer than peace when you've lived in survival mode
How trauma wires your brain to sabotage stability
The dark side of finally “having it all”
What it really means to face yourself without distraction
Why relapse isn’t about weakness—it’s about unprocessed pain
The subconscious fear of being loved when abandonment shaped your past
What happens when healing finally begins from the inside out
You don’t sabotage because you’re broken.
You sabotage because your nervous system hasn’t felt safe in peace—until now.
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