We share how a rule-shaped faith gave way to a Spirit-led life. Torie’s steady devotion and mission work collide with Jonathan’s raw honesty about addiction, and together we discover that grace, not effort, breaks chains and heals shame.

• growing up Adventist, performance and reputation
• mission years in Bolivia, language and leadership struggles
• COVID challenges, visas, and resilience
• Jonathan’s curiosity, partying, and rebaptism tension
• legalism vs grace, confusion and burnout
• the vulnerable email about porn and shame
• gospel reframes in Romans and the epistles
• freedom from law as Spirit-led life
• community that feels like heaven on earth
• loving counsel to our younger selves