Summary: Jonathan DeWeber has felt called many times over his life — the calling to ministry, to Southern Adventist University, to student mission work. But from a young age, Jonathan struggled with fear. He tried to follow the call but his confidence was attacked. Jonathan’s double-mindedness and depression translated into a mental fogginess. The threat of burnout was REAL.

Finally, in the middle of the pandemic, he found hope in the message of the Love Reality ministry. Jonathan received God’s goodness in pieces but the last thing to click? You don’t have to be afraid.

God’s promises are now the cornerstones of Jonathan’s life — and he lives unafraid, fully trusting in what God says about him.

Keywords: Calling / Fear / Identity Crisis / Student Missionary / Depression / Seminary / Idaho / Secret Place / Faithfulness

External Resources:
Facebook Group: Love Reality | Gospel Community https://www.facebook.com/groups/3768526659826520