Bcomingundone

Hurts when two people are no longer in alignment with their connection, their relationship. I hurt because I could love his w'hole'ness. The parts the good and not so great were still loveable. He returned after this recording and it was a full circle healing that he needed. I need some healing now. I flexed my feelings~

Joy and Woe

"It is right it should be so;

Man was made for joy and woe;

And when this we rightly know,

Thro' the world we safely go.

Joy and woe are woven fine,

A clothing for the soul divine.

Under every grief and pine

Runs a joy with silken twine."

William Blake

Auguries of Innocence

"...Every night and every morn

Some to misery are born.

Every morn and every night

Some are born to sweet delight.

Some are born to sweet delight,

Some are born to endless night.

We are led to believe a lie

When we see not thro' the eye

Which was born in a night to perish in a night,

When the Soul slept in beams of light.

God appears and God is light

To those poor souls who dwell in night,

But does a human form display

To those who dwell in realms of day."

picked up a book, went on a date, next day wanted to lecture the date instead I asked myself a deeper question. I came up with an eye opening conclusion, more awareness. I noticed someone dog eared the book before me and maybe a man was *here*! I hope his self awareness, personal development and healing is serving up some great things! I appreciate all the men doing the hard inner work and self reflecting! On the journey myself; it's challenging for sure and sometimes, most of the time it's lonely. I know this is worth it to see myself in a deeper way.

jeezuz. Someone asked how did that happen, the app bored her to tears! I did meet someone great, short lived though and gained new insight.

I start this off funny with Dr Joe stuff.

Thanks for being here☆

I had been fighting a serious case of bacterial pneumonia for a month. Finally feeling better then caught a cold. Pneumonia did not return thankfully. Only thing that brought me joy was coming across Sophie Power's song stfu my brain tics and echolalia wanted me to have this song stuck- whatev it brings me joy~ thanks for being here in my silly weird space sws

In it. Watching it. On a precipice knowing I need to jump, I'm scared. There is no one. Baba Ram Dass comforts me. Sex with closeness is desired as I work through my intimacy issues. How else and where else can I draw in closeness, where do I or we create separateness, texting? How can we get closer? Call. Closer still? Make plans to meet. Closer still?...thanks for being here

I'm Back. The platform recording changed and I lost drafts. It's ok, this is a journey without squeezing too tightly to any outcomes good or bad! Thanks for being here, for returning. peace

Trying. In a compassionate space that just acknowledging and seeing that I am trying, is enough. I am enough. ☆gassho☆

Before I contemplate dating apps again, I will ask about social media and AI use; seems people are really addicted to both replacing actual connection. I experienced and processed hours worth of being with my excited emotions- I will possibly share raw actual recordings in the 2 audios after this. Thanks for being here! Until the flip~

"Talk in song from tongues of lilting grace

Sounds caress my ear

And not a word I heard could I relate

The story was quite clear" I had an amazing experience not too long ago. I enjoyed sovereign space with myself in an experience it would've been another level in a shared experience with the catalyst himself connecting to him and his world in our experiences. A magic moment nonetheless left an impression.

...ancient name for spontaneous oracle delivered by a speaker. On a path without a hunger for partnership, rather being with my whole, open for another who'd also like to be with and reveal his whole! Hilarious to say whole vs.hole! I received perhaps a sign during a self pleasure experience...! Thanks for being here

How would your day unfold and who would come forward if you got out of bed, looked in the mirror and asked, "What stories are we letting go of today?" I recognized, I. Am. Alone. And I am not feeling lonely, not something I've experienced in a very long time.