Fives grow up believing self-reliance is safety, but what happens when that belief turns into a voice that's constantly whispering you’re better off alone?

In this episode, we go deep into the tension between independence and connection, the pain of carrying unmet childhood needs into adulthood, and what happens when life forces you to confront the stories you’ve been living inside without even knowing it. Josiah opens up about one of the hardest seasons of his life: marriage struggles, identity unraveling, and the terrifying question of whether he’s built a life he actually chose.

We explore what happens when a Five’s inner narrative collides with real relationships, why “being alone” feels like the solution even when it isn’t, and how to move forward when there’s no clear answer.

IN THIS EPISODE:

• The Voice That Says “You’re Better Off Alone” – Where it comes from, why it feels so true, and how childhood patterns shape it.
• Transparency vs Vulnerability – The difference between talking about what you’ve been through and sharing what you’re in right now.
• When Healing Creates New Tension – How growth can surface problems you’ve been avoiding for years.
• Positive vs Negative Sentiment Override – Why the same situation can feel totally different depending on your internal state.
 • Marriage, Identity, and the Fear of Choosing Wrong – What happens when you’re 40 and forced to question everything you built.
• Loneliness vs Aloneness – The difference between feeling isolated and actually being on your own for the first time.
• Writing Your Own Story – Learning when to stop calculating and start living.

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