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To kick off pride month, I invited Malloe, a multi-talented streamer and fashion designer from California to talk about relationships and the major misconceptions about them. Triggers abound for those of us who have been avoiding the real questions we want to ask, and for those of us who believe that we are always right. Join us on this wonderful journey as we talk about our experiences with relationships and the things we realized that could save ourselves!

If you have any questions or want to be a guest on the podcast, email me at [email protected]

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Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/malloe_b

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In this episode, our special guest Hydro talks about how the loss of his father forced him to change at a very young age and how this changed the course of his life forever. Today we explore and understand what change looks like and the different path it presents to those experiencing it.  We also take a look at an alternative view of the positive change the pandemic brought towards people. 

If you have any questions for Hydro, you can find hydro on www.twitch.tv/hydr_oh or you can email me at [email protected] if you would like to be part of the show in the future!

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Eren (Ereen20 on twitch) is a partnered streamer for Twitch, one of the leading streamer platforms in the world. He was kind of enough to take some time out of his day to join us and talk about his journey with the streaming world, offering a glance at the pressures that comes with being successful, and other implications it might have in order to attain and maintain said success, something so universal that people who are not streamers can definitely relate to.

If you have any questions for Eren or myself, please feel free to email me at [email protected]

And as for Eren's socials, please follow him on:

 IG: https://www.instagram.com/ereennn20  
twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/ereen20  
tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@ereennn20

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In this episode, we have Nate @boywondernate on twitch, who is brave enough to share his story growing up within a household in which one parental figure changed the course of his childhood forever. We have nate talk about how he navigated through a challenging time, and how he ultimately was able to grow into the artist that he is now.

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TW: Violent Themes

On this episode, we have Matt talking about his childhood traumas caused by bullying and the lack of parental support he received, and how it developed into depression.

Come and experience Matt's journey through life, as he tells us how he navigated through such traumatic experiences, his intrusive thoughts, and how he manages to still work hard to be a top realtor here in Toronto.

To follow Matt/Ask questions, follow him on IG at realtormattleung !

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In our lives, we've all had some growing up to do. Some of us were lucky, some, not so much. Today I have the amazing twitch variety streamer Poshtriangle share with us her stories on growing up, raised to be a jack of all trades, and how this affected her in her early social life and how she used these experiences to find who she truly is now.

If you have any questions for myself or for Posh, please message me at [email protected]

You may also inquire about being a guest on the show through that email!

For those wanting to connect/see what posh is all about, follow her on her socials!

Twitch : www.twitch.tv/poshtriangle
Instagram: www.instagram.com/posh.triangle

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We all have different terms, meanings, and ways that we see progress, but to me, this was one of the most eye opening things about my journey these past few months, one of the reasons I have stopped podcasting for a while, was due to the fact that I was trying to get to know myself, amidst all of the noise , all of the tragedy, and all of the hardships I am going through.

Progress will be different for everyone, and I am offering a different lens, a different look, or maybe even a familiar one!

If you or anyone you know would like to share YOUR personal stories, YOUR struggles, triumphs, or current journey, feel free to contact me at [email protected]

It's so great to be back!

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Today, we discuss how fitness plays a part in your mental health, and VICE VERSA, but most important of all, today's season ender is a story of perseverance and triumph, and how certain decisions that could have affect one negatively, ultimately was overturned by a positive outlook.

Erwin has been one of my best friends for a very long time. Join us as he shares his story of  fitness, resilience, perseverance, positivity,  and how he's incorporated everything he learned, allowing him to really take control of his cognitive distortions and prepare him for a brighter future, despite the struggles he was facing at the time. 

If you, or anyone you know, would love to share your stories and be on the show, or have any questions for Erwin or myself, email us at

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Imagine being a successful lawyer and leaving it all behind to become an actress?!

Maria (or Tiny) is a lawyer, not just in the Philippines, but also in Canada. She's been a lawyer for over 20 years, and while she's been one of the best lawyers around, her heart has always been in acting. 

She shares her brave story on her rhetoric that it is NEVER too late to chase your dreams, and she shares her secret to her confidence on taking such a huge leap of faith into the unknown, never once wavering on her decision to follow her passion.

If you have any questions for Maria or myself, or if you would like to be a guest on an episode, email me at [email protected]

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It's a very different episode. I  had a conversation with my roommate prior to this, telling me that she wants to do an episode and she thinks she's relapsing.

This is as real as it gets, and yes, it gets so messy at times, it gets out of topic, but I am so grateful she was able to do this live. To be able to talk about relapse while you are relapsing is no easy feat, and Christine handled it amazingly well.

We talk about how different relapse looks, and we deal with the conversation around her relapse hoping to find a solution for her to handle it.

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