BREATHE N BOUNCE

 As I continue on with my year of "discipline," I start to look at the cause and effect of decisions that I have made this year.  I talk about what lead to many of these decisions and what is next.  It's a live journal.  Ironically, I said I don't want to be an open book to the world, and here I am discussing my journey.  LOL

As we begin a new year, it gives us a chance to make a plan or resolutions.  However what I talk about is maybe a theme for your life versus empty resolutions may help you change.  It's all about giving yourself a fighting chance to win, seize opportunity and smell the roses.  You can do this.  We all can.  Because we all rule! By the way, enjoy the new intro!

 Everyone says this has been tough because it's the year of the snake.  So OK sure we will go with that and we will discuss the numerological impact on life briefly.  Ultimately we all made it through and we did.  So let's take this chance to reflect on this year that was tough on people, and let's plan on how 2026 is going to be our year.

 Christmas comes with ups and downs.  Highlights and low points.  Yet, we keep going and we don't just stop unless we have absolutely had enough.  So we touch upon that along with the positive memories and have some silly ass fun along the way

We live day to day and some of us do the same thing everyday.  Life becomes mundane and boring.  Waking up, go to work, come home, make dinner, blah blah, blah.  Sometimes this is done as a way to keep us safe from harm.  But are we really poisoning ourselves living this way?  Let's explore shall we?

 The world is crazy, and we are becoming crazier.  So how do we stop?  How do we find a way to co exist peacefully?  How can we live consciously?  What are the answers? I explore those here and become a little raw and honest myself about my own issues with dealing with people.

We all have things that bring us large amounts of fear and anxiety.  I wanted to take a moment to talk about one of mine, a big one, hence the term "super anxiety."  Flying.  I really get wigged out when the plane takes off.  So I built a playlist to help me cope and it works.  Maybe a playlist will help you.  Perhaps this can inspire you to find something to get you through and eventually thrive through it which has been happening to me over the years of air travel. 

My family and I used to go there every Thanksgiving when the kids were younger.  I would love to get those days back, but I am grateful for them.  I think we can find anything to be grateful for if we look and I redid this episode which was a very obnoxious anti Thanksgiving episode, but I challenged myself to do something different.  I put my heart out to those who don't like Thanksgiving for whatever reason and want to let them know I see them, as well as try to find things to be grateful for together.

TW: The title says it all

I talk about why people contemplate this and my own personal battles for suicidal ideation, and my own experience with self harm due to my erratic and impulsive behavior.  Why do we do it? Are we feeling alone?  We want the pain of life to stop?  We feel that the world is better off.  I dive in and of course examine why a final solution may not always be best.