9/11 I walked next door to pay Pat Quillen’s hotel stay at the Adam’s Mark hotel, before the conference meetings were to start. The young man at the desk asked if I was expecting to catch a flight. I told him that I wasn’t due to leave until the next day. He asked if I knew that the airports had been closed. I didn’t. He went on to explain that a plane had accidentally crashed into the World Trade Center and that a second plane had been hijacked and purposely crashed into the same buildings.
I stood there wondering, where the World Trade Center was and how anyone could think that the first plane was an accident, if the second one was hijacked. Obviously worked up over the situation the young black man went on to say that another plane had crashed into the Pentagon. Now I was incredulous, but now it made sense.
Before leaving Tampa for St. Louis I felt such a sense of end-of-the-world dread. I had wanted to go see Momma Jacquie before leaving town. I felt like I needed to personally say good-bye to everyone. I dismissed it as just being my dread of dealing with the pompous AZA people. That still small Voice had said, “It is the end, but not for your and yours.”
I went to the conference room where the announcement was made that due to the national crisis all of the meetings were being cancelled. The normally boisterous crowd was oddly silent. I walked back to the Radisson and took the windowed elevator back to room 1808. Looking out as the elevator climbed I saw the word SECURITY engraved into the face of the bank building erected in 1890.
Today was the end of Security. It was the end of innocence. It was the end of feeling that our borders were impenetrable. For all I knew at the time, it could have been the end of the world.
I stood, motionless, breathless, in front of the T.V. in my room. The reporter was saying that one of the twin towers of the World Trade Center had collapsed and that there was a fear that the second tower would collapse as well. It looked like the top 1/10th of the 110-story building was engulfed in flames, but I didn’t see why anyone thought that would cause it to collapse.
Within moments I saw something that was beyond description. The building imploded, and it seemed to come down, one floor at a time, in slow motion. There was a plume of smoke and cinders that looked like an atomic explosion. From cameras on the street, the smoke boiled through downtown Manhattan, and engulfed everything and everyone in its path. Later, eyewitnesses said that there were huge balls of fire rolling through the smoke spurred on by gas pipes bursting.
I have spent these last two days in front of the T.V. No one will ever forget this day, in their lifetime, nor will we ever be able to forget the images of the two 757 jets crashing into the World Trade Center. No one will forget the icon of our country’s military power, the Pentagon, being ripped open and engulfed in flames.
For the first time ever, the Stock Market was closed indefinitely. I tried to get back to the conference attendees and wanted to discuss Pat’s work in Brazil last week, but by now everyone was in a frenzy. They were all upset and panic stricken and struggling to make arrangements to get home despite the trains being shut down, the air ports all being “ground stopped” and all of the buses and cars rented already. As much as I soak up other people’s stress, I thought my heart would burst from my chest; it was beating so hard, so I barricaded myself in the hotel room for the next two days.
Eleven
The date of the attack: 9/11 - 9 + 1 + 1 = 11
September 11th is the 254th day of the year: 2 + 5 + 4 = 11
After September 11th there are 111 days left to the end of the year.
119 is the area code to Iraq/Iran. 1 + 1 + 9 = 11
Twin Towers - standing side by side, looks like the number 11
The first plane to hit the towers was Flight 11 State of New York - The 11th State added to the Union
New York