In this episode Carrie says “The hardest thing for me in this was not knowing what I wanted. The biggest struggle was not having direction, I felt very lost. That is what motivated me searching for new friendships and learning.” she explains how when you are vulnerable, you open yourself up to criticism. She adds “I wish i would’ve taken more ownership of my life and myself and not been so sacrificial in all of it.” She shares how she didn’t do the things she could’ve done to make herself happy.