In today's solo show, I wanted to talk about clubbing, alcohol, women, and the party scene in general and how I feel about it.

I recently went clubbing getting in the Miami Music Week train, and damn, it just confirmed why I've stepped back from the party scene. 

The energy felt off – honestly kinda demonic – and waking up feeling like garbage the next day. Not worth it. I've realized alcohol is basically stealing happiness from tomorrow to pay for today. It wrecks your body, fogs your brain, and makes it harder to feel anything real.

Why do we drink? Is it to actually celebrate, or just to numb out? Society acts like you're weird if you don't join in, but I'm over pretending it's harmless. These days, I'd rather connect through music, movement, or even psychedelics than drink myself stupid.

I'm learning to seek out spaces that lift me up – think gyms, wellness spots, creative hubs – instead of places that drain me. And you know what? It's okay to outgrow people who only want to party. That version of me served its purpose, but now I'm chasing something deeper.

Yeah, I still get FOMO when everyone's posting their wild nights out. But those quick highs from alcohol or hookups? They leave me emptier than before. Real fulfillment comes from creating, helping others, and building the life I actually want.

So here's my new move: I'm experimenting with celibacy, doubling down on my business, and prioritizing my health. Every morning is a fresh chance to show up as my best self. This isn't about judging anyone else's choices – it's about being brutally honest with myself. If something leaves me feeling hollow, why keep doing it?

True joy doesn't come from running away from myself, but from showing up fully – clear-headed, purposeful, and ready to build something that lasts. That's the high worth chasing.

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