Complete Sobriety

The anxiety from yesterday drained me so that I woke up late this morning. Exhaustion and lethargy have been predominant symptoms whenever I quit THC.

I felt depressed for no logical reason. Rather than being self-critical, I did some reading and introspection instead.

Last night I felt socially akaward, that I was boring and did not fit in. But feelings dont necessarily match reality.

I had been impatient over the past day but a yoga class has me feeling centered and relaxed. I must remember to leave the outcome of things outside of my control in God's powerfuls hands.

When I say NO to others I feel like a bad person, my chest grows heavy and the temptation to use drugs enters my mind.

Group Meetings help me maintain my serenity while Completely Sober. I go to several meetings per week, at different locations, with different people.

Some of my symptoms match marijuana pyscosis described in medical journals. And if it became worse, it could have led to full blown sczophrania!

While doing yardwork this morning, I spilled the fertilizer, which led me to an angry Outburst. Quitting THC makes me moody.

Social situations like parties and dancing aren't my comfort zone but I did it last night completely sober.

Woke up in the middle of the night with a light headache and ringing in my ears.