When we think of grief, we often picture death. But what about the silent grief that comes from illness — the kind that alters your identity, steals your energy, and isolates you from the world?

In this powerful episode, I speak with Brenda Snow, a woman who turned a life-changing diagnosis into a movement that’s touched millions. After being dismissed by doctors and told her symptoms were “all in her head,” Brenda found herself at rock bottom — until a single moment with her young daughter re-ignited her will to fight.

Now the founder of Snow Companies and author of Diagnosed: The Essential Guide to Navigating the Patient Journey, Brenda shares how she walked through grief, reclaimed her identity, and built a life of purpose.

We cover:

• The “unnamed grief” of chronic illness
• Why hope is essential — even before a diagnosis
• How Brenda went from patient to pioneer
• The power of storytelling in healing and advocacy
• What the healthcare system must do better
• Rebuilding identity when your body feels like a stranger
• The difference between giving up and accepting what is

I was especially moved by Brenda’s metaphor of taking MS “by the hand.” It reminded me of the core truth of Grief 2 Growth: we’re not buried—we’re planted. 🌱

Links & Resources:

📘 Diagnosed: The Essential Guide to Navigating the Patient Journey
🛒 Order the Book on Amazon

💌 Need a free copy due to hardship? Contact Brenda directly at [email protected]

🌐 Brenda’s Website: https://www.brendasnow.com

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Maybe you've thought about working with me one-on-one. Maybe something's held you back. 

I get that. And I want you to know there's still a place for you.

All of it, pay what you want. You decide what it's worth. Nobody gets turned away because of money.

https://grief2g

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15.

Visit IANDS.org to register

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15. 

Visit IANDS.org to register

Want to go deeper? My Substack is where I share solo essays on grief, consciousness, and continuing bonds — thoughts that don't always make it into the podcast. It's also home to a community of listeners who get it, because they're living it too. Free to subscribe. Find it at substack.com/grief2growth.

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Have you ever wondered why we suffer, where we go after we die, or what grief really means for the soul’s evolution?

In this eye-opening and deeply healing episode of Grief 2 Growth, Brian Smith welcomes spiritual teacher and mystic Hans Wilhelm, the creator of the wildly popular Life Explained video series and author of over 200 books with 40+ million copies sold.

Hans uses simple visuals and timeless spiritual truths to explain the laws of karma, reincarnation, Christ consciousness, and the spiritual reasons behind grief and suffering. Together, Brian and Hans explore how our deepest losses may hold the key to our greatest growth—and why Earth is not our home, but our school.

💬 Whether you're grieving, curious, or searching for peace, this episode is for you.

🔍 What You'll Discover:

• Why Earth is a spiritual school, not our home 🌍
• How karma works—and how we can release it through forgiveness 🔁
• Why reincarnation was removed from Christian doctrine ✝️
• What Hans means by the Christ Spark and inner healing 💫
• The truth about suicide and the afterlife 🕊️
• Why grief is often rooted in unspoken love or unmet expectations 💔
• A new way to relate to grief, gratitude, and your soul's path 🙏

🔗 Links & Resources:

🔹 Hans Wilhelm’s Website – https://www.lifeexplained.com

🔹 📺 Watch his YouTube series “Life Explained” – Hans Wilhelm on YouTube

🔹 📰 Continue the conversation – Join Brian at https://grieftogrowth.substack.com

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You've been listening. You're doing the work. But there's still this feeling that you're circling the same place.

Maybe you've thought about working with me one-on-one. Maybe something's held you back. 

I get that. And I want you to know there's still a place for you.

All of it, pay what you want. You decide what it's worth. Nobody gets turned away because of money.

https://grief2g

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15.

Visit IANDS.org to register

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15. 

Visit IANDS.org to register

Want to go deeper? My Substack is where I share solo essays on grief, consciousness, and continuing bonds — thoughts that don't always make it into the podcast. It's also home to a community of listeners who get it, because they're living it too. Free to subscribe. Find it at substack.com/grief2growth.

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“Our time on Earth is just one little page in a never-ending story.” – Charlie Bynar

After the tragic loss of her only child, 16-year-old Isaac, Charlie Bynar’s world fell apart. What followed was a breathtaking journey through unimaginable grief, mysterious signs, and undeniable communication from the other side. In this deeply moving conversation, Charlie and Brian explore love that doesn’t die — and what it means to forgive, to trust, and to believe again.

Charlie went from skeptic to spiritual seeker after receiving repeated dream visitations, unmistakable signs, and life-changing readings with mediums — including world-renowned Allison DuBois of the TV show Medium. Her memoir, Through the Darkness: A Story of Love from the Other Side, isn’t just a book — it’s a lifeline for grieving parents and a beacon for anyone questioning what happens after death.

In this episode, we discuss:

• The medical negligence that changed Charlie’s life forever
• The stunning signs Isaac gave after passing
• What it’s like to connect with a child in Spirit
• Forgiving injustice, even murder
• The science of empathy and psychopathy
• How Charlie turned grief into education and purpose

Whether you’ve lost a child, are questioning the afterlife, or are looking for hope in the darkest of places — this episode is for you.

Links & Resources

• Through the Darkness (Book): https://www.charliebynar.com
  
  
• Isaac’s Ant Foundation: https://www.charliebynar.com
  
  
• Read the book free on BookSirens: https://www.booksirens.com
  
  
• Join the conversation: https://grief2growth.substack.com
  
  

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You've been listening. You're doing the work. But there's still this feeling that you're circling the same place.

Maybe you've thought about working with me one-on-one. Maybe something's held you back. 

I get that. And I want you to know there's still a place for you.

All of it, pay what you want. You decide what it's worth. Nobody gets turned away because of money.

https://grief2g

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15.

Visit IANDS.org to register

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15. 

Visit IANDS.org to register

Want to go deeper? My Substack is where I share solo essays on grief, consciousness, and continuing bonds — thoughts that don't always make it into the podcast. It's also home to a community of listeners who get it, because they're living it too. Free to subscribe. Find it at substack.com/grief2growth.

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What happens when a mother loses her child—and chooses to live bigger than grief?

In this heart-opening episode of Grief to Growth, Brian D. Smith sits down with Melissa Hull—author of Dear Drew: Creating a Life Bigger Than Grief, speaker, and coach—on the very day her book launches.

Melissa shares the heartbreaking story of her 4½-year-old son Drew’s drowning, and how that unimaginable pain became the foundation for a new life of purpose, faith, and healing. But this isn’t a story of “moving on.” It’s about carrying love forward, rewriting the rules of grief, and honoring your child’s life through your own.

💡 What You'll Learn in This Episode:

• 💔 Why the traditional grief model often fails parents
• 🌱 How Melissa transformed guilt into growth through mindfulness and creativity
• ✍️ The healing power of writing, art, and telling your story
• 🧘‍♀️ Simple practices to stay connected to your loved one in spirit
• 📚 The letter from a stranger that saved Melissa’s life
• 💬 Why continuing the relationship with your child is not only possible—but necessary

🔗 Links & Resources:

• 💜 Buy Melissa’s book, Dear Drew: Creating a Life Bigger Than Grief
  ➤ https://melissahull.com
  
  
• 🛟 Free Water Safety Resources (a cause close to Melissa’s heart):
  ➤ https://melissahull.com
  
  
• 📬 Join Brian’s Substack for more grief and growth insights:
  ➤ https://grieftogrowth.substack.com
  
  

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What part of Melissa’s story resonated with you the most?
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You've been listening. You're doing the work. But there's still this feeling that you're circling the same place.

Maybe you've thought about working with me one-on-one. Maybe something's held you back. 

I get that. And I want you to know there's still a place for you.

All of it, pay what you want. You decide what it's worth. Nobody gets turned away because of money.

https://grief2g

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15.

Visit IANDS.org to register

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15. 

Visit IANDS.org to register

Want to go deeper? My Substack is where I share solo essays on grief, consciousness, and continuing bonds — thoughts that don't always make it into the podcast. It's also home to a community of listeners who get it, because they're living it too. Free to subscribe. Find it at substack.com/grief2growth.

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What happens when your entire belief system unravels—and something deeper begins to rise?

In this moving conversation, host Brian D. Smith welcomes back Effie Linke, a spiritual medium whose journey from Greek Orthodox tradition to intuitive channeling was anything but predictable.

Effie didn’t seek out a spiritual awakening—it found her. Through heartbreak, resistance, and a fateful reading that cracked her wide open, Effie was thrust into a new reality. One where spirit spoke, healing came from within, and her purpose became undeniable.

If you're navigating your own spiritual awakening after loss, this episode offers hope, guidance, and a powerful reminder: the pain doesn't mean you're broken—it means you're opening.

💡 What You'll Learn:

• The surprising moment that sparked Effie’s spiritual awakening
• How loss and confusion can be signs of transformation
• The emotional toll of “coming out” as a medium
• The key differences between psychics and mediums
• Why mediumship is about growth—not just gifts
• How to handle spiritual loneliness and find your tribe

🧘‍♀️ Is This You?

This episode is especially for you if:

• You've felt more intuitive since a loss
• You’re questioning your beliefs or religious upbringing
• You want to understand your spiritual gifts
• You feel isolated on your awakening path
• You're curious about what real mediumship looks like

🔗 Links & Resources

👉 Follow Effie Linke:
https://mediumaaliya.com

👉 Join the Grief 2 Growth Community:
https://grief2growth.substack.com

👉 Support the Podcast:
Leave a review on Apple Podcasts or share this episode with a friend.

💬 We Want to Hear from You!

What did you take away from Effie’s story? Have you experienced your own spiritual awakening after loss?

📩 Drop us a comment or reply on Substack → grief2growth.substack.com

👥 Join the chat & connect with others on the healing path

You've been listening. You're doing the work. But there's still this feeling that you're circling the same place.

Maybe you've thought about working with me one-on-one. Maybe something's held you back. 

I get that. And I want you to know there's still a place for you.

All of it, pay what you want. You decide what it's worth. Nobody gets turned away because of money.

https://grief2g

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15.

Visit IANDS.org to register

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15. 

Visit IANDS.org to register

Want to go deeper? My Substack is where I share solo essays on grief, consciousness, and continuing bonds — thoughts that don't always make it into the podcast. It's also home to a community of listeners who get it, because they're living it too. Free to subscribe. Find it at substack.com/grief2growth.

Support the show

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What happens when your soulmate isn't a romantic partner — but your best friend — and they're suddenly gone?

In this heart-opening episode, I sit down with writer, performer, and podcast host Hannah Rumsey to explore the often-overlooked pain of grieving the loss of a friend. After losing her friend Lauren in a tragic accident, Hannah found herself in a grief no one seemed to understand — one without rituals, recognition, or even language.

Through storytelling, personal reflection, and a profound spiritual experience, Hannah turned her heartbreak into Friends Missing Friends, a community and podcast for those who have loved and lost a friend.

🧠 We talk about:

• Why society often dismisses friend grief
• The power of platonic love and chosen family
• How creativity and storytelling can help us heal
• What not to say to someone who’s grieving a friend
• Signs from the other side — and how they help us stay connected

Whether you’ve lost a childhood best friend, a soul friend, or someone you drifted from before they passed — this episode is for you.

🔗 Links & Resources:

🎧 Listen to Friends Missing Friends
https://www.friendsmissingfriends.com

📸 Follow Hannah on Instagram
@friendsmissingfriends

📧 Contact Hannah
[email protected]

📝 Subscribe to Brian’s Substack for More
https://grief2growth.substack.com

💬 We'd Love to Hear From You

Have you lost a friend and felt your grief wasn't acknowledged? What helped you cope?

👉 Share your story in the comments
👉 Email Brian at [email protected]

👉 Join the conversation on Substack

You've been listening. You're doing the work. But there's still this feeling that you're circling the same place.

Maybe you've thought about working with me one-on-one. Maybe something's held you back. 

I get that. And I want you to know there's still a place for you.

All of it, pay what you want. You decide what it's worth. Nobody gets turned away because of money.

https://grief2g

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15.

Visit IANDS.org to register

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15. 

Visit IANDS.org to register

Want to go deeper? My Substack is where I share solo essays on grief, consciousness, and continuing bonds — thoughts that don't always make it into the podcast. It's also home to a community of listeners who get it, because they're living it too. Free to subscribe. Find it at substack.com/grief2growth.

Support the show

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This episode is different.
 It’s tender. It’s raw. And it’s something I feel deeply called to share.

A grieving parent recently whispered to me, “Maybe God took my child because I strayed.” That sentence — that pain — has echoed in my heart ever since.

In this special episode, I speak directly to that voice inside so many of us… the one shaped by fear-based theology, wondering if loss is somehow our fault. Wondering if we’re being punished. Wondering if God is angry.

We explore the lies that grief can trigger — and the deeper truths that can begin to set us free.

You’ll hear about soul paths, spiritual guilt, parental love, and what it really means to believe in a loving God.
 If you’ve ever carried the weight of “what if” in your loss — or walked beside someone who has — this is for you.

🔔 Content Note:

Gentle reflections on infant and child loss, spiritual trauma, and grief.Tender but ultimately loving and redemptive in tone.

You've been listening. You're doing the work. But there's still this feeling that you're circling the same place.

Maybe you've thought about working with me one-on-one. Maybe something's held you back. 

I get that. And I want you to know there's still a place for you.

All of it, pay what you want. You decide what it's worth. Nobody gets turned away because of money.

https://grief2g

Want to go deeper? My Substack is where I share solo essays on grief, consciousness, and continuing bonds — thoughts that don't always make it into the podcast. It's also home to a community of listeners who get it, because they're living it too. Free to subscribe. Find it at substack.com/grief2growth.

Support the show

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Is the chaos in the world a breakdown... or a breakthrough? 🌍✨

In this powerful return to Grief 2 Growth, Rafael Garcia dives deep into the massive awakening happening across the planet. Once a hard-charging entrepreneur, Rafael was forever changed by a near-death experience that opened him to the Akashic Records, parallel lives, and communication with higher dimensional beings.

In this episode, host Brian Smith and Rafael explore:

• 🌌 How reincarnation and simultaneous lifetimes shape your soul’s journey
• 🧬 The “New Human” blueprint and what DNA activation really means
• 🧘‍♂️ How to raise your vibration to thrive during Earth’s transition
• 🤖 AI’s surprising role in humanity’s ascension
• 🕊 Ways to release fear and align with your true multidimensional nature

This conversation isn’t just spiritual theory — it’s a call to action for anyone feeling like something bigger is unfolding. If you’re experiencing loss, confusion, or awakening, this episode is a roadmap for your soul. 💫

🔗 Connect with Rafael Garcia:
Website: https://www.divinepotentiality.com

YouTube: Divine Potentiality

Instagram: @divinepotentiality

🌟 Episode Highlights

• Near-death experience and the collapse of 3D identity
• Living multiple lives at once — and how to access that wisdom
• Tools to embody your higher self and stay grounded
• The positive potential of AI in spiritual evolution
• The role of grief in catalyzing your soul’s awakening

🗣️ We Want to Hear From You

What part of this episode resonated the most with your journey? 

💬 Let’s continue the conversation in the community: grief2growth.substack.com

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You've been listening. You're doing the work. But there's still this feeling that you're circling the same place.

Maybe you've thought about working with me one-on-one. Maybe something's held you back. 

I get that. And I want you to know there's still a place for you.

All of it, pay what you want. You decide what it's worth. Nobody gets turned away because of money.

https://grief2g

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15.

Visit IANDS.org to register

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15. 

Visit IANDS.org to register

Want to go deeper? My Substack is where I share solo essays on grief, consciousness, and continuing bonds — thoughts that don't always make it into the podcast. It's also home to a community of listeners who get it, because they're living it too. Free to subscribe. Find it at substack.com/grief2growth.

Support the show

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In this deeply moving episode of Grief 2 Growth, Brian Smith sits down with Deb Strebel, founder of Lee Alexander & Co., to explore the rarely discussed experience of sibling loss — and how creativity can be a powerful path through grief.

When Deb lost her 15-year-old brother Lee to sudden myocarditis, her world shifted forever. What followed was a painful but transformative journey through trauma, therapy, and eventually purpose. That purpose? Helping others carry love forward through custom, heirloom-quality memorial jewelry.

Together, Brian and Deb explore:

• 💔 Why sibling grief is uniquely isolating — and often overlooked
• ⚖️ The pressure of being the “only child left” — and the emotional impact on family dynamics
• 🧠 How EMDR therapy helped Deb work through trauma and panic attacks
• 💍 The story behind Lee Alexander & Co. and the mission to help others preserve legacy
• 🌱 What it means to find healing — not in forgetting, but in creating something beautiful

This episode is a must-listen for anyone grieving a sibling, navigating sudden loss, or wondering how to turn pain into purpose.

🔗 Connect With Deb Strebel & Lee Alexander & Co.

🌐 Website: https://www.leealexanderandco.com

📧 Email: [email protected]

📸 Instagram: @leealexanderandco

📘 Facebook: Lee Alexander & Co.

💬 We'd Love to Hear From You!

Have you experienced sibling loss or created a personal way to honor your loved one?

👉 Tell us your story in the comments, or join the conversation over on our Substack:
📝 grieftogrowth.substack.com

You've been listening. You're doing the work. But there's still this feeling that you're circling the same place.

Maybe you've thought about working with me one-on-one. Maybe something's held you back. 

I get that. And I want you to know there's still a place for you.

All of it, pay what you want. You decide what it's worth. Nobody gets turned away because of money.

https://grief2g

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15.

Visit IANDS.org to register

The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15. 

Visit IANDS.org to register

Want to go deeper? My Substack is where I share solo essays on grief, consciousness, and continuing bonds — thoughts that don't always make it into the podcast. It's also home to a community of listeners who get it, because they're living it too. Free to subscribe. Find it at substack.com/grief2growth.

Support the show

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What happens when life cracks you open—and won’t let you go back? Brian talks with Allura Halliwell, a consciousness mentor whose spontaneous out-of-body awakening led to seven years of deep integration. We explore core wounds (“unloved, unworthy, unknown”), why pain is a portal—not the enemy—and how to stop outsourcing safety by becoming emotionally sovereign.

What You’ll Learn

• The anatomy of a spontaneous awakening (without physical trauma)
• Why integration can be harder than the awakening itself
• The Pain Portal: how to feel emotions somatically (not in story)
• “Unloved, Unworthy, Unknown”: the core fractures driving our loops
• Emotional sovereignty: ending the chase for external validation
• How shifting your inner template rewires relationships

Guest Links (from the episode)

• Website: https://allurahalliwell.com
  
  
• Instagram: https://instagram.com/allurahalliwell
  
  
• Facebook: https://facebook.com/allurahalliwell
  
  

Connect with Brian / Continue the Conversation

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• Upcoming book by Allura: Unloved, Unworthy, Unknown (join her mailing list on her site for preorder updates)
• Allura’s podcast: The Consciousness Method

Timestamps (Chapters)

00:00 🌱 Introduction: from buried to planted—welcome to Grief 2 Growth
 01:07 🌟 Meet Allura: spontaneous awakening & life transformation
 03:08 ❓ What led to it? Stress, disconnection, survival mode
 04:59 🏖️ Beach meditation OBE: into Light, Void & unconditional love
 09:25 ⚖️ NDE vs OBE, and the shock of integration
 11:55 🔥 Energy vision, Kundalini, and rebuilding a life
 17:46 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 Family, marriage, and reorienting love
 23:51 🕊️ Seven-year cycle: integration and new consciousness
 29:01 🧩 Core wounds: unloved, unworthy, unknown
 32:34 🛠️ The Consciousness Method: shifting from inside out
 35:52 👑 Emotional sovereignty & Relationship Rewire
 50:59 🔥 The Pain Portal: feel to free
 55:55 ⚰️ Dying to self → spiritual rebirth
 60:08 🧭 One small step today

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The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15.

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The International Association for Near-Death Studies or IANDS will host its annual conference at the Hyatt Regency in Bellevue.  The event features an all-star lineup of keynotes like Proof of Heaven Author Eben Alexander, MD, and Dying to Be Me Author Anita Moorjani. I Early bird registration rates are available through July 15. 

Visit IANDS.org to register

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