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In this powerful and emotionally charged episode, the host sits down with Josh Shores, a Marine Infantry Combat Veteran, Purple Heart recipient, retired firefighter, and author of the raw and gripping memoir "Counting on Death." Together, they explore Josh's harrowing experiences during the Iraq War, his emotional return to civilian life, his time in the fire service, and his long journey through trauma, identity, and healing.
Whether you're a veteran, a first responder, or someone seeking to better understand the impact of trauma and the path to recovery, this episode offers profound insights and a deeply human story of perseverance.
0:00 – 1:31 | Introduction & Guest Welcome
Introduction to the podcast and guest Josh Shores, highlighting his military service and new book Counting on Death.
1:32 – 5:49 | Writing Through Trauma
Josh discusses how the book started as cognitive therapy and eventually became a published work despite pushback for its raw content.
5:50 – 8:50 | Writing for Self vs. Audience
The discussion explores how writing for himself allowed Josh to dig deeper emotionally and share more honestly.
8:51 – 12:51 | Counting on Death & Mental Weight of War
Josh expands on a haunting line from the book and explains how unclear missions and moral ambiguity left deeper scars than combat itself.
12:52 – 15:08 | Who Should Read This Book?
Josh articulates the book’s purpose: as a tool for veterans and first responders to help others understand what they can’t say aloud.
15:09 – 19:51 | Humor, Irony, and the Bonds of War
A humorous anecdote about a malfunctioning rifle leads into a broader reflection on the camaraderie and absurdity found in war.
19:52 – 23:08 | From Warfighter to Firefighter
Josh shares his transition to the fire service, drawing parallels between combat and firefighting, and the eventual emotional and physical toll.
23:09 – 26:39 | Injury, Advocacy & Departure from the Fire Service
A serious injury and lack of institutional support led Josh to leave the fire service. He reflects on loss of identity and resilience.
26:40 – 29:33 | Judgment & Misconceptions
The hosts reflect on how people misunderstand mental health struggles and the fire service’s rumor mill.
29:34 – 36:06 | Mental Health in High-Stress Careers
A candid conversation on therapy, the compounding stress of first responder life, and the generational shift toward addressing mental health.
36:07 – 44:40 | Parenting, Perspective, and the Fragility of Life
Josh reflects on fatherhood, the importance of patience with children, and how his exposure to death reshapes his everyday decisions as a parent.
44:41 – End | Final Reflections & Where to Find the Book
Josh shares the core hope behind his book: helping others understand the mental toll of trauma and how to open conversations around it.
Counting on Death: A Marine Infantryman’s Journey from the Frontlines of Combat to the Fight for Peace
Josh Shores is a Marine Corps infantry veteran with combat deployments to Ramadi, Iraq, and Afghanistan. After military service, he became a firefighter, only to later leave due to a debilitating injury and the emotional toll of accumulated trauma. His memoir Counting on Death is a candid, unfiltered look at war, loss, healing, and resilience.
Josh’s story is a raw testament to the unseen battles faced by veterans and first responders. His courage to share openly creates a space for others to find language for their own pain and paths to healing.
Subscribe to the podcast, share this episode, and continue the conversation around mental health, trauma, and recovery.
In this episode of the Hazard Class Podcast, Jake talks with Eric Guida, a retired Fire Captain from Sacramento Fire Department and now Sales Director at HEN Nozzles. With more than 30 years of experience, Eric opens up about his early inspirations, firefighting culture, leadership lessons, and why the future of fireground safety lies in innovation. It’s a candid conversation bridging tradition and technology, with advice that resonates far beyond the firehouse.
Jake talks with Eric Guida, a retired Fire Captain from Sacramento Fire Department and now Sales Director at HEN Nozzles. With more than 30 years of experience, Eric opens up about his early inspirations, firefighting culture, leadership lessons, and why the future of fireground safety lies in innovation. It’s a candid conversation bridging tradition and technology, with advice that resonates far beyond the firehouse.
Segment Breakdown & Timestamps
Key Moments & Insights
Guest Info: Eric Guida
Jake sits down with Tanner Shipman, a seasoned law enforcement officer from Anoka County, Minnesota, who recently received national acclaim for his courageous actions while off duty during a gunfight in Sturgis, South Dakota. With 20 years of service under his belt, Tanner recounts the harrowing incident that earned him multiple "Officer of the Year" honors and reflects on his career, the evolving landscape of policing, and the deeply personal impact of that life-altering day.
Segment Breakdown with Timestamps:
0:00 – Introduction & Guest Bio
Meet Tanner Shipman: 20-year veteran, former FTO and apprehension deputy, two-time Medal of Valor recipient, and recent awardee for his off-duty heroism.
1:10 – The Jiu-Jitsu Champion
Tanner shares a lighthearted take on his recent jiu-jitsu victory and competing in the "Masters 4" division.
2:36 – Stupid Question Tradition
Jake asks: “Who would play you in the movie of your life?” Tanner's answer adds a humorous start to the episode.
3:35 – Why Law Enforcement?
Tanner talks about growing up in Anoka County and how a high school tour of a jail sparked his interest in law enforcement.
6:45 – Career Path & Early Struggles
Details about Tanner’s unconventional path to becoming a deputy, including setbacks and working his way through tech school.
9:00 – The Realities of Field Training
An inside look into the phases of field training and the “dog watch” night shift experience.
11:15 – Anoka County Demographics
An overview of the county Tanner serves: size, structure, and how deputies are assigned.
13:00 – The Evolution of Policing
How societal changes since 2014 have affected law enforcement recruitment and morale.
15:15 – Body Cams & Public Perception
Tanner discusses the pros and cons of body cameras and the importance of context in interpreting footage.
18:00 – Misconceptions About the Job
He shares how the public often underestimates the complexity and emotional intensity of law enforcement.
20:30 – Building Trust with the Community
The role of citizens' academies and reserve programs in improving public understanding.
Key Segment: The Sturgis Gunfight (22:30 - 51:00)
Tanner recounts the harrowing moment he intervened in an active shooter situation while off duty in Sturgis, South Dakota:
This is a powerful, moment-by-moment retelling of bravery, faith, and instinctive action under life-threatening circumstances.
Emotional Aftermath & Reflections (51:00 – End)
51:00 – Processing the Event
Tanner discusses the emotional toll on himself and his family and the unexpected waves of trauma post-event.
54:30 – Public Recognition & Awards
How the law enforcement community responded, and what it felt like to be celebrated for something he considered simply “the right thing to do.”
58:00 – Philosophical Reflections
A thoughtful discussion about good vs. evil, humanizing both the badge and the people law enforcement serves, and what true service means.
Key Moments & Quotes:
Jake sits down with Tanner Shipman, a seasoned law enforcement officer from Anoka County, Minnesota, who recently received national acclaim for his courageous actions while off duty during a gunfight in Sturgis, South Dakota. With 20 years of service under his belt, Tanner recounts the harrowing incident that earned him multiple "Officer of the Year" honors and reflects on his career, the evolving landscape of policing, and the deeply personal impact of that life-altering day.
0:00 – Introduction & Guest Bio
Meet Tanner Shipman: 20-year veteran, former FTO and apprehension deputy, two-time Medal of Valor recipient, and recent awardee for his off-duty heroism.
1:10 – The Jiu-Jitsu Champion
Tanner shares a lighthearted take on his recent jiu-jitsu victory and competing in the "Masters 4" division.
2:36 – Stupid Question Tradition
Jake asks: “Who would play you in the movie of your life?” Tanner's answer adds a humorous start to the episode.
3:35 – Why Law Enforcement?
Tanner talks about growing up in Anoka County and how a high school tour of a jail sparked his interest in law enforcement.
6:45 – Career Path & Early Struggles
Details about Tanner’s unconventional path to becoming a deputy, including setbacks and working his way through tech school.
9:00 – The Realities of Field Training
An inside look into the phases of field training and the “dog watch” night shift experience.
11:15 – Anoka County Demographics
An overview of the county Tanner serves: size, structure, and how deputies are assigned.
13:00 – The Evolution of Policing
How societal changes since 2014 have affected law enforcement recruitment and morale.
15:15 – Body Cams & Public Perception
Tanner discusses the pros and cons of body cameras and the importance of context in interpreting footage.
18:00 – Misconceptions About the Job
He shares how the public often underestimates the complexity and emotional intensity of law enforcement.
20:30 – Building Trust with the Community
The role of citizens' academies and reserve programs in improving public understanding.
Key Segment: The Sturgis Gunfight (22:30 - 51:00)Tanner recounts the harrowing moment he intervened in an active shooter situation while off duty in Sturgis, South Dakota:
This is a powerful, moment-by-moment retelling of bravery, faith, and instinctive action under life-threatening circumstances.
51:00 – Processing the Event
Tanner discusses the emotional toll on himself and his family and the unexpected waves of trauma post-event.
54:30 – Public Recognition & Awards
How the law enforcement community responded, and what it felt like to be celebrated for something he considered simply “the right thing to do.”
58:00 – Philosophical Reflections
A thoughtful discussion about good vs. evil, humanizing both the badge and the people law enforcement serves, and what true service means.
Key Moments & Quotes:In this episode of the Hazard Class Podcast, we chat with Bobby Salvesen, a retired FDNY Hazmat One member, co-founder of the Hazmat Guys, and former ultramarathon runner. Bobby shares his journey from growing up in Levittown, NY, to becoming a leading hazmat instructor. He discusses his time in FDNY, the origin of the Hazmat Guys podcast, and his passion for educating others in hazmat operations.
In this episode, Bobby discusses:
[2:06] – Wheel of Stupid Questions
[5:52] – Bobby’s Origin Story
[8:49] – Early Firefighting Days
[11:39] – Joining FDNY and Special Operations
[23:19] – Moving to Hazmat One
[26:08] – The Beginning of Hazmat Guys
[31:22] – Teaching and Mentorship
[37:37] – The Future of Hazmat Guys
[40:39] – Hobbies and Life Outside of Hazmat
[43:27] – Looking Back and Looking Forward
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We chat with Bobby Salvesen, a retired FDNY Hazmat One member, co-founder of the Hazmat Guys, and former ultramarathon runner. Bobby shares his journey from growing up in Levittown, NY, to becoming a leading hazmat instructor. He discusses his time in FDNY, the origin of the Hazmat Guys podcast, and his passion for educating others in hazmat operations.
In this episode, Bobby discusses:
[2:06] – Wheel of Stupid Questions
[5:52] – Bobby’s Origin Story
[8:49] – Early Firefighting Days
[11:39] – Joining FDNY and Special Operations
[23:19] – Moving to Hazmat One
[26:08] – The Beginning of Hazmat Guys
[31:22] – Teaching and Mentorship
[37:37] – The Future of Hazmat Guys
[40:39] – Hobbies and Life Outside of Hazmat
[43:27] – Looking Back and Looking Forward
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Subscribe and Review:
If you enjoyed today’s episode, please leave us a review on Apple Podcasts or Spotify.
Jake sits down with Mike Monaco—co-founder of The Hazmat Guys, retired FDNY Hazmat One specialist, and one of the leading hazmat instructors in the world. From growing up in Texas and ballet studios to battling dyslexia, his experience during 9/11, and building a global hazmat education platform, Mike shares his remarkable story. Along the way, we dive into personal quirks, firehouse culture, hazmat training, and the unexpected path that led to starting one of the most impactful hazmat podcasts out there.
This conversation is equal parts funny, raw, and inspiring—and yes, it begins with a 10-minute debate on the “right way” to wipe.
Episode Breakdown with Timestamps
[0:00] – Welcome & Introduction
[4:15] – The Wheel of Stupid Questions (Bathroom Debate)
[14:00] – Mike’s Early Life & Background
[28:45] – College, 9/11, and the FDNY Path
[40:30] – Hazmat One: Baptism by Fire
[55:10] – Teaching, Learning, and the Origin of The Hazmat Guys
[1:08:30] – Growing Beyond the Podcast
[1:19:00] – The Future: Training, Conferences, and Games
[1:30:00] – Closing Reflections
In this episode of the Hazard Class Podcast, Jake sits down with Mike Monaco—co-founder of The Hazmat Guys, retired FDNY Hazmat One specialist, and one of the leading hazmat instructors in the world. From growing up in Texas and ballet studios to battling dyslexia, his experience during 9/11, and building a global hazmat education platform, Mike shares his remarkable story. Along the way, we dive into personal quirks, firehouse culture, hazmat training, and the unexpected path that led to starting one of the most impactful hazmat podcasts out there.
This conversation is equal parts funny, raw, and inspiring—and yes, it begins with a 10-minute debate on the “right way” to wipe.
[0:00] – Welcome & Introduction
[4:15] – The Wheel of Stupid Questions (Bathroom Debate)
[14:00] – Mike’s Early Life & Background
[28:45] – College, 9/11, and the FDNY Path
[40:30] – Hazmat One: Baptism by Fire
[55:10] – Teaching, Learning, and the Origin of The Hazmat Guys
[1:08:30] – Growing Beyond the Podcast
[1:19:00] – The Future: Training, Conferences, and Games
[1:30:00] – Closing Reflections
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