Rise Above with Kevin Lanning

I Was a Blackout Alcoholic at 16 — Near Liver Failure | How I Recovered From Alcoholism


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Kristen had what looked like a perfect childhood — loving parents, athletics, stability. But at 16, alcohol flipped a switch she didn’t know existed.

From blackouts every single time she drank, to toxic relationships, infidelity, sudden death, hospitalizations, and a terrifying medical wake-up call that nearly cost her life — Kristen’s alcoholism spiraled fast and quietly.

She drank alone. She drank to numb. She drank to survive.

Until alcohol turned on her body — landing her in the hospital with abnormal scans, organ damage warnings, and thoughts she never thought she’d have.

This is a brutally honest conversation about:

  • Blackout drinking from the very first drink

  • Alcoholism hiding behind “normal life”

  • Betrayal, trauma, and repeated loss

  • Near liver failure and hospital intervention

  • Being forced into treatment — and why it finally worked

  • Finding purpose, accountability, and real recovery

    Today, Kristen is 4.5+ years sober, married, trusted again by her family, and living proof that even when recovery starts for someone else — it can still save your life.

    If you or someone you love is struggling, this episode may be the wake-up call you didn’t know you needed.


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