This week’s episode is a raw and honest conversation about believing in the gospel while struggling to live it. My friend shares her journey through pain, depression, addiction, and a suicide attempt, all while never fully losing her testimony. Her story is a powerful reminder that God does not walk away from us, even when we feel far from Him.

We also talk about the pressure to be the “perfect” member and what it looks like to keep showing up spiritually when you do not feel worthy. If you have ever wondered, “If I can’t do it perfectly, do I even belong?” this episode is for you.