It's All My Fault

You know those nagging feelings you get about an intellectual discipline or paradigm model or natural science theory that.... maybe the whole f'n thing is wrong... ???

Do you know???

Because if you do not know, in this one, I will try to get you back to feeling like, in fact, you do know;

Ya'no?

iKudB.Rong

• Episode 10 of 53

Ever felt your mind actively slipping away? Here in this v.867-5309 Earth reality spacetime? No??? Really?

Or is it possible for me to have an existential crisis on your behalf?

• No?

• Yes?

• Maybe?

• Really?

I think this episode is me making such an attempt.

Or at least my attempt to do so while completely "blitzed out of my brainz" baked.

You did tell me your name was Tyler D did you not?

Of course you did.

Is our room at the Stanley Hotel ready yet? It is!!!

Fantastic!!!! Now where did we leave the twins?

Girls... yoo-hoo??? Where have they disappeared to now...

iKudB.Rong

• Episode 9 of 53

Well...

"I would say the greatest thing about being in this stupid human suit is thinking. Arriving at conclusions. Solving problems. Coming up with solutions to situations that aren't quite maximized, optimized or harmonized with the environment in which they exist. Finding the discordant and making it sing. You can do that in your thoughts. Your thoughts are magical."

In fact I do say just that.

Right here, in this episode.

And of this, I am quite certain that iKudNotB.Rong.

Boo.

Yah. Buh-ya.

Boo.,.. yeah.

iKudB.Rong

• Episode 8 of 53

Folded what? Folded my hand of life?

So melodramatic am I when I don't feel well - pathetically true.

And yet another entry on that list of reasons why I might have nobody show up to my funeral...

OMG!!! Enough with the melodrama already!!! Amirite?

OMGeeez... of course Iamrite!

iKudB.Rong

• Episode 7 of 53

Having (temporarily?) overcome my cannabinoid hyperemesis syndrome I'm, shall we say, flushed out and as vigorous as a crisp December morning.

Fear not being let down for on this dream run, patience rulez!!!

iKudB.Rong

• Episode 6 of 53

Feeling a bit off my game today - boo!

So what does that mean for you? What it always does... duh!

1. You should find something fulfilling from within yourself to do with your time.

2. Stop listening to me and my drone-on-drivel.

3. Duh!

iKudB.Rong

• Episode 5 of 53

Today is episode 216 (otherwise known as a duh-non-prime - which then is otherwise known as Sheila.tG) of my originally-forecast-as-a-one-year-long-project-of-audio-recorded-self-documentation:

• It's All My Fault.

Now 4 episodes into season 5, I finally get around to admitting iKudB.Rong.

Which... I could be.

But not about everything.

• At least not today.

• At least I don't think so.

• At the very least...

herein, I try and help you, my audience of none, identify how to move forward as your true self so as not to limit your life like I did living as anything other than your true self.

Does that sound like I Could Be Wrong?

Well... no it does not. Wate wut. Why doesn't it?

Ummm... because this is iKudB.Rong. Duh.

So totally different.

Totally...

iKudB.Rong

• Episode 4 of 53

The nonsense factor in this one is less overt,

I think.

So it's (likely) got that going for it.

I also switched to organic plant matter for my color commentator Dave to use here (instead of his usual concentrates) and I really think the impact is noticeable.

Not good, but noticeable... oh hold ON,..

Tyler Durden is texting me

... so I gotta cut the gig.

iKudB.Rong

• Episode 3 of 53

Is it just me??? or does everyone, at times, feel as if the mythical blood of legends and yore is flowing directly through them? Like they're a literal Phoenix about to rise from the ashes...?? Anyone?

Just me making this delivery?

Ok, as suspected... maybe I need more lumber... to successfully apprentice as a carpenter.

After all, we can't all be good Christians - specifically those "sponges of kindness" types of Christians.

Nope.

Some of us are just Johns.

Our manes don't flow nearly as freely as some of the more blessed Chrisatians and mythical Phoenixes among us.

As a result we Johns might be a bit more angsty in our gardens of chaos than others...

So there's that...

I think.

• If a 21st century nuclear family of 3 consenting adult people and their approximately 2.3 children even remotely knew wtf I was talking about at this point I'd consider that a BIG win.

Instead I say it's time to move on to "The 12 Dabs of Christmas", Don't you agree?

After all, it's a one-year tradition we're upholding here so if for nothing else, for tradition's sake!!!

Amirite?

iKudB.Rong

• Episode 2 of 53

Launching a new series here:

• iKudB.Rong (episode 1)

... which let's be honest we've known since day 1.

I believe I even own up to said sentiment herein.

In fact I know I do.

Or am I even wrong about that... ???

iKudB.Rong

• Episode 1 of 53