It's All My Fault

I don't know that I've fully emerged from my lethargic funk...

• but I'm certainly headed that direction.

Not that the 30 minutes of useless blather contained herein will reflect this new found motivation...

• that is so not like me...
  • as you likely already know.

NëiNsensiCaL

• Episode 18 of 53

Still not settled on my new year's complacency motivations I decide to drill down the Guardian Angel's current influence in my life...

• and how that might just be the rootroute2reboot
  • my laziness.

And then I talk about some other stuff that probably isn't very interesting.

And then it gets worse.

So... yeah.

Pretty, pretty, pretty easy choice ...

on this one.

NëiNsensiCaL

• Episode 17 of 53

My continued investigation into our ancient past continues - mostly unabated - but not completely.

As per my usual abatements, well, those might be the only worthwhile elements herein - presuming worthwhile means to you the same that it does to me.

Shall we presume??

• Shall we?

NëiNsensiCaL

• Episode 16 of 53

Apparently I needed a "shut-it-all-down" break from the universe for a few days.

So I took one.

Now however, that phase is over.

On to bigger and better nonsense go I. And you too, if you're up for it!

NëiNsensiCaL

• Episode 15 of 53

There is no excuse for me telling you, even a little bit, how to go about fulfilling your life.

Not even a little bit.

This recording is almost 55 minutes long.

If I had to guess how much time I spend in this one telling you exactly how you should go about living your life... assuming you want it to be fulfilling?

31:41.

Having admitted that I think I can just finish typing these words now.

But before my digital interaction with you proves unfulfilling in some yet to be identified capacity, I'll just recommend that you not compound this disappointment by engaging any further with this episode of the project.

Go find a life or something will ya?

Damnit!

• There I go again!
  • Telling you how to live your life.
    • Enough already with that!

NëiNsensiCaL

• Episode 14 of 53

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah.

Hello year 2024... if that's your real name...

???

The trite and tired trends that dominate v.867-5309 Earth's annual progression from one 365.24 collection of days to the next group of identical spacetime occurrences... well it's not the usual pit of despair that ensnares me.

The pits of despair I tend to fall into are way more of my own doing. Or just the dumbest possible move in play at any given time.

• At a minimum, I'm enabling the trap to manifest in my reality...
  • and, knowing me, more likely encouraging my own derailment... just for the hell of it.

It's a bit like wistfully revisiting the year that no longer is... highlighting the events that were the most personally impactful for the most recent closed calendar data set,

• I guess for splits and giggles?

"White male American acting overly self-important" - I retort.

I suppose my best response after you've pegged me and my hubris is:

1. Doing so
2. permits me one final round
3. of commentary
4. on how f'd up
5. those 365.24
6. "used to be yellow" sun/"fake" moon (probably)
7. daily rotations were...

In fact, it's a lot like that.

NëiNsensiCaL

• Episode 13 of 53

This recording is a prime example of thinking a problem into existence -

• fundamentally coming to terms with the fact said problem is indeed now manifesting -
• indulgently deliberating the meaning of said activity and its relativity to me
  • as the observer at this point in the spacetime continuum -
• only to circle all the way back
  • to the conclusion that
    • it simply wasn't worth all this focus and energy after all
      • and that there is, in fact,

nothing to see here.

A lot like when you accidentally hit the download button... no?

NëiNsensiCaL

• Episode 12 of 53

This recording might set a record for "get off my lawn" moments - hard to say given how many lady bugs show up simultaneously.

Regardless, this one is choppy.

Mostly due to the holiday chop we all annually endure - but not exclusively.

More on that latter thought to come...

• Much more.

NëiNsensiCaL

• Episode 11 of 53

If you like sloppy, sleepy, slippery, slappy slug sloths - this recording may actually work well for you.

• I have no idea why I share since liking any of that stuff seems far-fetched.
• Then again, liking any of the recordings I'm spitting out recently seems even farther-fetched!
• Word.
• 2urMutha.

That said, seeing how I'm the only one left who is doing any fetching around here, don't you go getting your slappy slug sloth slippery with anticipation for fetching festivities because...

• "I ain't got time for that!"

NëiNsensiCaL

• Episode 10 of 53

As I'm prone to do, today I got lost thinking "If I'm a video game character, whoever is controlling me needs to see how low my energy levels are and point me toward replenishment."

This recording provides all the evidence necessary to prove my tanks are dangerously low.

Maybe that's a frame of mind that makes me more listenable?

• I mean something good has to come from this tar pit my mind fell into.

Doesn't it?

NëiNsensiCaL

• Episode 9 of 53