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若いなお前ら 20231128112148 Louder by 田辺マモル

Money drives me.

I made a long call.

Over two hours.

I hadn't been on the phone in 25 years.

A quarter of a century.

Talked on line

It was a free call.

If it had been a paid call.

I would have hung up immediately.

It would have been short.

I'm driven by money.

Money drives me.

I'm driven by money.

I'm calling you because it's free.

What we're talking about...

It's the same as it ever was.

I can't even remember what we talked about.

I can't remember what we talked about.

Nothing of substance.

僕はお金で動いている

長電話をした

２時間以上

電話をしたのは

25年ぶり

四半世紀ぶり

LINEで話した

無料通話で

有料だったなら

すぐに切っただろう

短かっただろう

僕はお金で動いている

お金が僕を動かしてる

僕はお金に左右されている

ただだからって電話してる

話の中身は

昔と変わらない

何を話したか

思い出せないような

内容

内容

I saw Mr. Kiritani at a movie theater

I saw Mr. Kiritani at MOVIX.

I accompanied my daughter to see the movie. It was a movie with idols.

My daughter is also a fan of Mr. Kiritani's.

I wanted to speak to her instead of my shy daughter

But I was too shy to speak to him.

The next morning, a tweet (post) of Mr. Kiritani's was trending.

It mentioned that he saw the movie yesterday.

I realized that was him!

I wanted to join his fans and reply to his tweet

But I couldn't do it.

I understood for the first time the reason why someone would create a backgrounder.

I sent the link to my daughter, and I said, "You should write back and say you saw him last night.

I said, "Dad, you're being too pushy.

I was a little annoyed when she said, "I don't care anymore.

Mr. Kiritani sank down in his seat.

After the screening was over, he was writing something on his phone.

I wonder if he was writing his impressions of the movie.

I wrote on my phone that I saw Ms. Kiritani

桐谷さんを映画館で見た

MOVIXで桐谷さんを見かけた

娘に付き合って観た アイドルが出ている映画で

娘は桐谷さんのファンでもあるので

恥ずかしがる娘の代わりに声をかけたかった

けれどはばかられたので 声をかけられなかった

翌朝桐谷さんのツイート（ポスト）がトレンドに

上がっていた 昨日映画を観たことが書かれていた

やっぱりあれはご本人だったんだ

ファンの人たちにまじってツイートに返信したいと

思ったけれど やっぱりできなかった

裏垢を作る人の気持がはじめてわかった

娘にリンクを送って 「昨夜お見かけしましたよって

返信しなよ」と言ったら 「お父さんしつこいよ

もうどうでもいいよ」と言われたので少しモヤった

桐谷さんは座席に身体を沈めて

上映が終わった後でスマホに何かを書いていた

映画の感想でも書いていたのかな

僕は桐谷さんを見かけたことをスマホに書いた

"Please take care of them." he said.

"We used to pee side by side," he said.

"If you're in need of money or anything.

I'm at your service."

I asked him about it.

It wasn't about money that he confided in me.

It wasn't about his job. It was about his sick body.

He said, "I was wondering if this might be my last drink."

"I can't worry about my body," he said.

What I'm worried about is the son and wife I'm leaving behind.

I can't protect them."

He asked me to take care of them.

He said, "Please take care of them.

And when he said it, I said I understood

I could see the quiet sea behind his eyes

How many times I went to his hospital room

There was always his wife and son

There was a warmth in the room that blew away the smell of the chemicals

I couldn't have that

If it's at the price of life

Life can be so cruel

He asked me to take care of them

When he said please take care of them

I felt his spirit enter me

I looked at my wife and child with his eyes

When he asked me to take care of them

I asked him what I should do

Don't worry, I'll guide you

He asked me not to think about anything

He said, "please take care of them

He said, "please take care of them

And when he said that, I said okay

He's looking at them with my body

He's looking at them with my body

よろしくたのむと彼は言った

並んで立ちションをした仲じゃないか G B7 Em C

お金かなにかで困っているのなら G B7 Em C

何でも言ってくれてかまわないと C D7 G /F# Em /D

おそるおそる彼にたずねてみた Am7 D7 G

彼が打ち明けたのはお金のことじゃなく

仕事でもなく病気のからだのことだった

もしかしたらこの一杯が

最後の酒になるかもと彼は言った G7

からだの心配はしても C D7 G

しかたがない心配なのは Am7 B7 Em

あとに残す息子と妻のことだ C D7 B7 Em

二人を守ってやれないことだ Am7 B7

よろしくたのむと Em

よろしくたのむと彼は言った Cmaj7 Am7

言われて僕はわかったと言った B7 Em Em7

瞳の奥に静かな海が見えた Cmaj7 B7 Em

何度足を運んだだろう 彼の病室へ

そこにはいつも奥さんと息子くんがいた

薬品の匂いの憂鬱さを

吹き飛ばすほど温かい団らんがあった

僕には手に入れられなかった

幸せを彼は手にしている

それが命と引き換えなのだとしたら

人生はなんて残酷なのだろう

よろしくたのむと

よろしくたのむと言われて僕に

彼の魂が入ってきた気がした

彼の瞳で妻と子をながめていた

よろしくたのむと言われても

どうすればいいのかと聞くと

大丈夫 俺が導くから

何も考えずにいて欲しいと

よろしくたのむと

よろしくたのむと彼は言った

言われて僕はわかったと言った

僕の体で妻と子を彼は見ていた

僕の体で妻と子をながめている

Retiring from youth

They all seem to have more fun than I do

They're all cooler than me

They all have longer legs than me

They're all louder than me

I don't feel anyone's eyes on me

They don't make eye contact with me when I glance at them

I don't want to talk to them

I just like to look at women

I'm retiring, young man.

I got lost in Shibuya

I feel more at home here than in the city

I wanted to eat more watermelon

Summer is coming to an end

I'd rather have more hair than money

I'd rather be with my kids than my friends

I feel shabby when I wear old clothes

I'd rather watch a drama than a movie

I'm retiring from youth

I can't sing new songs

Karaoke hurts my ears

I wish I could have set off more fireworks

Summer is ending

I'm retiring from youth

Talking about love and dreams

Pinky and pinky teasing each other

I wish I could have looked up at the night sky more

Summer is ending

Summer is ending

若者引退

僕よりみんな楽しそう

僕よりみんなカッコいい

僕よりみんな足が長く

僕よりみんな声がでかい

誰の視線も感じない

チラ見しても目が合わない

声をかけたいわけじゃない

女は見ているだけがいい

引退します若者から

渋谷で道に迷った

街よりうちが落ち着きます

スイカをもっといっぱい食べたかった

夏が終わって行く

金より髪を増やしたい

友より子どもといたい

古着を着るとみすぼらしい

映画よりドラマが気楽でいい

引退します若者から

新しい歌が歌えない

カラオケで耳が痛くなる

花火をもっと打ち上げたかった

夏が終わって行く

引退します若者から

恋して夢を語って

小指と小指からめあって

夜空をもっと見上げていたかった

夏が終わって行く

夏が終わって行く

朝 みんながよそよそしかった

おはようと言っても誰も

こっちを向かなかった

朝 うつむいたまま声だけを

返してくれた友だち

こっちを向かなかった

おはよう

おはよう

おはよう

おはよう

おはよう

おはよう

わたし何かしたかな？的状況

女ばかりの社会はめんどくさい

みんな迷える子羊

何が正しくて

何が正しくないとか関係ない

戦わない

朝 みんながよそよそしかった

おはようと言っても誰も

こっちを向かなかった

Oh, what? Did I do something? Situation

In the morning, everyone was distant.

I said good morning, but no one looked at me.

I said good morning, but no one looked at me.

I turned my head in the morning and all I heard was the sound of their voices.

"The friend who returned my voice

They didn't look at me

Good morning

Good morning. Good morning.

Good morning. Good morning.

Good morning. Good morning.

Good morning. - Good morning.

Good morning.

Did I do something wrong? I'm in the middle of something.

All-female society is a pain in the ass

Everyone is a lost lamb

It doesn't matter what's right

It doesn't matter what's right and what's wrong

We don't fight

In the morning, everyone was distant

I said good morning, but no one looked at me

"Good morning." No one looked at me.

僕はくよくよと後ろ向きに過ぎさりし日々を振り返り

うまくいかなかった恋や実を結ばなかった愛を

ああすればよかったこうすればよかったと

うじうじ思い返していたけどある日

気がつけばそんな過去への未練たらたらはすべて消えていて

自分でも驚いた つきものが取れたようだった

僕の中で過ぎた日々への思いが 一旦リセットされた

前向きになったわけではなくて かつてとは違う視点で

過去を振り返るようになったということかな

たとえて言えば

それまでの歴史においてあまり顧みられなかった

史実や人物が時代が変わり

再発見されて脚光を浴びるようなものなのかもしれないな

再発見された女の子

昔好きだったわけでもなく 告白されたわけでもなく

密かにかわいいと思っていたことはあったかもしれないけど

相性が良かったと簡単に言ってしまったらつまらないんだけど

当たり前な存在で それ以上のことは考えなかった

ひかれなかったのはたぶん僕に欠けていたものを

彼女が持っていたわけではなくて自分が持っている同じものを

互いに持ち合わせていたから ないものねだりな年頃の

僕には見えていなかった 一番大切なものが

恋人にパートナーであることを 求めるような恋は

大人になってしまってからするもので

若かった頃の僕らはそれを 恋とは言わなかったんだろう

あえて「つきあって」と言う必要もなかったし

彼女を懐かしく思い出す ある日夢にまで見てしまった

あの頃あの子のことをこんなふうに求めることができていたなら

僕はこんなにつまづかないで

もっと早くどこかへたどり着いていただろうか

歴史は変えられない

過去の教訓を未来に活かすしかしかたがない

だから君をさがし出したんだ

そして君もまだひとりだって聞いたから

思い切って連絡させてもらった

「あ 会ってくれてありがとう」

こんなこと言（歌）ったら気持ち悪いよね

再発見された女の子

Rediscovered Girl

I look backward and brood over the days that have gone by

I look back on my unsuccessful love, my fruitless love

And the love that didn't come to fruition

I used to dwell on the days that passed in the past

I realized that all those lingering thoughts of the past had vanished.

It was as if something had been lifted from me.

It was as if something had been lifted from me.

My thoughts of days gone by had been reset.

I don't mean that I became more positive, but that I began to look back on the past

It's more like I'm looking back at the past with a different perspective.

To use an analogy.

Historical facts and figures that had not been given much thought in history up to that point have changed with the times.

Historical facts and figures that were neglected in history before have been rediscovered

rediscovered and brought into the limelight.

The girl who was rediscovered

It's not that I used to like her or that she confessed to me

I may have secretly thought she was cute, but

It would be boring if I simply said we had good chemistry

I took her for granted and didn't think about her any more than that.

I wasn't attracted to her because she had something that I lacked.

It's not that she had something I lacked, but that we both had the same thing that I lacked.

I was at an age when I was begging for something I didn't have.

I didn't see what was most important to me.

The kind of love that requires a lover to be your partner.

The kind of love that requires a lover to be your partner is something you have to grow up with.

I guess we didn't call it love when we were young.

We didn't have to say "go out with her."

I remember her fondly. I even dreamt about her one day.

If only I had been able to desire her like this back then

I wouldn't have been so stumped

I would have gotten somewhere sooner

You can't change history.

We can only apply the lessons of the past to the future

That's why I've been looking for you

And when I heard you were still alone

So I took the plunge and called you.

Thank you for meeting me.

It's weird to say (sing) something like that, isn't it?

Rediscovered Girl

新幹線で通路をはさんだ隣の席に

女の人が座っていた

その人はハンカチを手にすすり泣いていた

親しい人との別れかな？

僕はチロルチョコを食べていた

チョコにはいろんな種類があって

コーヒーヌガー　ミルク　アーモンド

きなこもち いちごゼリー

女の人が泣いているそのわけを

考えながら食べていた

対向列車とすれ違い 急に車両が揺れて

膝の紙袋が倒れた

通路に散らばったチョコを 拾い集めた

泣いてた彼女も拾ってくれた

落とさなかったきれいなチョコを

お礼にといくつか手渡した

コーヒーヌガー ミルク アーモンド

ホワイトクッキー いちごみるく

彼女はどこへ行くんだろう？

どこで降りるんだろう？

チロルチョコを舐めながら

コーヒーヌガー　ミルク　アーモンド

きなこもち いちごゼリー

包み紙のシワを伸ばすと

広げてみつめた

これからの地図を見るように

そして手帳に挟んだ

Licking the TIROL-CHOCO

On the bullet train, across the aisle from me

A woman was sitting next to me

She was sobbing with a handkerchief in her hand

I guess she was saying goodbye to someone close to her

I was eating a TIROL-CHOCO

There are many kinds of chocolates

Coffee nougat, milk, almond

Kinako mochi, strawberry jelly

I was thinking about the reason why the woman was crying

When I passed an oncoming train and the car suddenly shook.

The paper bag on my lap fell over

I picked up the chocolates scattered in the aisle

She was crying, but she picked them up, too

I handed her some of the clean chocolates that I hadn't dropped

I gave her some as a thank you

Coffee nougat, milk, almond.

White cookies, strawberry milk

I wonder where she's going?

Where does she get off?

Licking the TIROL-CHOCO

coffee nougat milk almond

Kinako mochi Strawberry jelly

She stretches out the wrinkles of the wrapping paper

She unfolded it and stared at it

as if looking at a map of the future

Then She tucked it into her pocket book

何車線もあるような

こわい道路 原チャリは行く

青空に 誘われて 家を出た 長い

夏休み ここじゃないどこかへ行きたかった

ただダラダラ続いて行く毎日に

ブックマークを挟んでおきたいのさ

振り返ればいつでも開けるような

鮮やかなブックマークを

やっと着いた海岸は

家族連れや恋人たち

一人で来てるような若者はいない

海の家 カキ氷を食べてまったりしてたら

「おまえひとりかよ」って見ず知らずの子から

「おれのねえちゃんさがしてくれ」って頼まれた

口の悪さが気になったけど「ねえちゃん」も

気になったのでいっしょに探した

夏 それは何かを期待してしまうシーズン

記憶のページに挟んでおきたいのさ

振り返れば いつでも 開けるような

鮮やかなブックマークを

夏のブックマークを

It's like a multi-lane road.

The scary road, where the motorbike goes...

The blue sky lured me out of the house. It's been a long summer vacation.

I wanted to go somewhere other than here

I just want to put a bookmark on the days that go by

I just want to put a bookmark in the middle of each day

A bookmark that I can open whenever I look back

A vivid bookmark that I can open whenever I look back

I finally arrived at the beach

Families and lovers

No young people here alone

I was relaxing at a beach house eating oyster ice.

I was relaxing and eating shaved ice when a stranger asked me if I was alone.

"Find my sister," he asked me.

I was worried about his bad mouth, but I was also worried about "Sister".

Summer, it's the season to expect something

I like to keep it in the pages of my memory.

I want to keep a vivid bookmark that I can open whenever I look back

A vivid bookmark

A summer bookmark

タイムマシンがあったら

あの子を連れて あの頃に戻りたい

タイムマシンがあったら

あの子を連れて あの頃に戻りたい

僕が今の僕になってしまう前の

まだ自由だった若い頃に

何もしばるものはなく

何も恐れるものもなかった

タイムマシンがあったら

タイムマシンがあったらなんて

考えている僕はバカだ

タイムマシンなんてなくたって

やり直す気があるなら今からでも

やり直せるはずなのに

タイムマシンがあったら

なんて考えてる僕はバカだ

If I had a time machine

If I had a time machine.

I'd like to take her back in time

If I had a time machine...

I'd take her with me back in time

Before I became the man I am today

When I was young and free

There was nothing to hold me back

Nothing to fear

If only there was a time machine

If only there was a time machine.

I'm a fool for thinking

I don't care if there's no time machine

If I wanted to start over...

If there was a time machine

If there was a time machine

I'm an idiot for thinking that