In this deeply moving episode of Deepish, hosts Chelsey and Sammy welcome Shelby Walker, a woman they both greatly admire. Shelby shares her heart-wrenching and inspiring life story, touching on profound topics such as the loss of her sister, her boyfriend, her father, and her infant son. Navigating through addiction, grief, and unimaginable pain, Shelby's resilience and grace shine through as she recounts her experiences. Her story is a powerful testament to human strength and the enduring beauty of life, offering a unique connection for everyone who listens. This episode comes with a content warning for sensitive subjects including death, suicide, drug addiction, and loss of a child. Join us as we delve into Shelby's incredible journey of loss, love, and resilience.

00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction

02:26 Shelby's Early Life and Family

04:45 The Tragic Loss of Sydney

12:28 Coping with Grief and Family Dynamics

19:02 Shelby's Relationship with Chase

28:41 Meeting Ryan and Finding New Love

36:56 Overcoming Addiction and Starting a Family

39:27 Sharing the Pregnancy News

39:42 Connection Through Birth

40:08 Becoming a Mother

40:44 Planning for Another Child

41:21 Father's Health Decline

42:46 Memories with Dad

44:38 Dad's Surgery and Complications

50:55 Coping with Loss

01:00:54 Hudson's Birth and Early Signs

01:05:09 Hudson's Seizures and Diagnosis

01:15:21 Hospice Care for Hudson

01:20:48 Hospice Care and Cherished Moments

01:21:45 The Sudden Decline and Passing

01:24:10 Coping with Loss and Family Support

01:28:57 Navigating Grief and New Beginnings

01:35:46 Pregnancy and the Birth of Jack

01:48:26 Adjusting to Life with a New Baby

01:51:48 Finding Meaning and Moving Forward