In this episode, we begin with Michael asking himself who he is each morning. His doubts about what life should look like and where he should be. Thoughts created by him and the noise inside his head. He shares how he would turn to food and how he thought that he was the thoughts he was having. How they felt real. How he thought his feelings were more than just feelings. 

He addresses how he declared himself to have power over his situation and where he failed in relationship and money. All this and more inside episode 17.4.