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In this episode, I reflect on the moment when it all began, the first memory of when my spirit noticed something was off and the matrix had a glitch. I share about how I was told that she wanted to have a baby with me up until the house went under her name and I was married on paper. I reflect on how I blamed myself for everything as if it was my fault for trying, while all the clues in her language and behavior said otherwise. From how she spoke of her daughter stifling her career to the sleepover study nights at her friend’s house that happened more frequently than I care to admit. Some could say she didn’t want to be there, but who want to leave a man that cooked, did the dishes, and took care of your daughter while you slept “at your friend's house”.
All this and more in this episode. Like when the earthquake hit and she was nowhere to be...
By Peter Maestrey4.4
1919 ratings
In this episode, I reflect on the moment when it all began, the first memory of when my spirit noticed something was off and the matrix had a glitch. I share about how I was told that she wanted to have a baby with me up until the house went under her name and I was married on paper. I reflect on how I blamed myself for everything as if it was my fault for trying, while all the clues in her language and behavior said otherwise. From how she spoke of her daughter stifling her career to the sleepover study nights at her friend’s house that happened more frequently than I care to admit. Some could say she didn’t want to be there, but who want to leave a man that cooked, did the dishes, and took care of your daughter while you slept “at your friend's house”.
All this and more in this episode. Like when the earthquake hit and she was nowhere to be...

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