Episode Summary:

In this episode of The Pregnancy Loss and Motherhood Podcast, Vallen explores the complex relationship between grief and joy, particularly in the context of motherhood and loss. She emphasizes that feeling joy does not mean forgetting about a lost child and that grief is a natural response to loss that evolves over time. Vallen shares personal experiences and insights on navigating guilt, shame, and the duality of emotions, encouraging listeners to embrace both grief and joy as part of their healing journey. She also offers practical advice on finding moments of joy amidst grief and highlights the importance of support and community in the healing process.

Takeaways

You are not broken; you are hurting.

Grief and joy can coexist.

Grief doesn't have an expiration date.

It's okay to take a vacation from your grief.

Experiencing joy does not mean forgetting your loss.

Your love for your child does not disappear.

You can find ways to parent beyond the grave.

Grief evolves over time; it doesn't vanish.

Finding meaning in loss is a personal journey.

You are never alone in your grief.

Chapters

00:00 Embracing Grief and Joy

02:05 The Nature of Grief

04:11 Finding Moments of Joy

06:18 The Complexity of Grief

08:17 Navigating Guilt and Shame

10:12 Duality of Emotions

12:27 Creating Meaning from Loss

14:57 Practicing Presence and Joy

17:08 Support and Resources for Healing

What You’ll Hear:

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Episode Title: The In-Between Self: What Grief Teaches You About Who You Are Now

Episode Summary:

In this episode of The Pregnancy Loss and Motherhood Podcast, Today I’m sharing three truths that changed me after losing my daughter Evelyn, truths that helped me breathe again, helped me make the choice to keep going, and helped me understand that identity after loss is not about going back—it’s about becoming.

In this episode, we explore:

• How motherhood doesn’t begin or end with a heartbeat
• Why your identity feels shattered after loss
• The quiet, invisible, misunderstood reality of life after baby loss
• The power of narrative (and how trauma forces us to rewrite our story)
• Why you're not broken—you’re becoming someone new
• How grief shapes you, but does not define you

This is for you if you’ve ever looked in the mirror and thought, “I don’t know who I am anymore,” or if guilt, softness, anger, jealousy, or numbness has made you question who you’re becoming after your baby died.

Take a breath with me. You don’t have to have it all figured out.

You just have to be here.

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• 💌 Visit the Evelyn James Shop on Etsy!
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Episode Title: Navigating Grief and Self-Discovery with Melissa Crook

Episode Summary:

In this episode of the Pregnancy Loss and Motherhood podcast, Melissa Crook shares her journey of healing and self-discovery after experiencing a miscarriage and navigating the complexities of motherhood. She emphasizes the importance of prioritizing self-care, understanding grief, and breaking free from codependency. Melissa provides practical steps for women to embrace their emotions, set boundaries, and recognize self-abandonment in their daily lives. Through her framework, she encourages women to acknowledge their worth and make choices that align with their true selves.

What You’ll Hear:

• You are worth all the love and care you give yourself.
• Loss and grief are valid experiences, regardless of circumstances.
• It's essential to prioritize your wellness and not abandon yourself.
• Curiosity can replace judgment in understanding emotions.
• Setting boundaries is crucial for self-care and mental health.
• Self-abandonment often occurs in daily choices and responsibilities.
• Women often minimize their grief compared to others' experiences.
• Emotions should be acknowledged without judgment or stigma.
• You can choose how to respond to difficult situations.
• It's important to create a supportive community for healing.

Links + Resources:

• 💌 Join our grief + growth newsletter: Here
• 🎙️ Listen to more episodes: On Spotify or other favorite podcast platform!
• 🧡 Visit the Evelyn James Shop: https://evelynjames.shop

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Episode Summary

In this episode of the Pregnancy Loss and Motherhood podcast, Vallen Webb reflects on the emotional journey of pregnancy loss, exploring the signs and symbols that can connect bereaved parents to their lost children. She discusses the concept of continuing bonds, the role of spirituality in grief, and how signs from beyond can provide comfort and healing. Vallen encourages listeners to embrace the mystery of these experiences and to share their own stories of connection

What You’ll Hear:

• Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month can feel overwhelming.
• Signs from lost children can manifest in various forms.
• Continuing bonds are a healthy part of the grieving process.
• Grief can lead to spiritual questioning and exploration.
• You don't need a specific belief system to experience spiritual connections.
• Signs are not proof but can provide comfort.
• It's okay if you don't notice signs; connection exists in many forms.
• Invite mystery into your grief journey.
• Sharing experiences can foster community and healing.
• Journaling can help process feelings and connections with lost children.

Links + Resources:

• 💌 Join our grief + growth newsletter: Here
• 🎙️ Listen to more episodes: On Spotify or other favorite podcast platform!
• 🧡 Visit the Evelyn James Shop: https://evelynjames.shop

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Invisible String ( kids grief book)

“What’s one moment that felt like a sign, symbol, or connection with my baby?”

You don’t have to explain it. Just write what came up. What did it feel like in your body? What do you hope it meant?

Episode Title: Self-Worth, Grief, and the Courage to Create: A Conversation with Deborah Weed

Episode Summary:

What does it truly mean to know your worth? And how does that change when you’re walking through grief?

In this deeply moving episode of the Pregnancy Loss and Motherhood Podcast, host Vallen Webb welcomes guest Deborah Weed, founder of the Self-Worth Initiative and author of Paisley’s Last Quill and The Luckiest Penny. Together, they explore what self-worth really is, how family dynamics shape it, and why many of us confuse self-worth with self-esteem.

Deborah shares her powerful journey of overcoming illness, creative rediscovery, and the inspiration behind her books and upcoming Broadway-style musical. Through stories of resilience, creativity, and personal loss, she offers listeners heartfelt lessons on reclaiming power, finding healing through creativity, and embracing both grief and joy at the same time.

In this episode, you’ll hear about:

• The difference between self-esteem and self-worth (and why it matters)
• How childhood and parental relationships shape the way we see ourselves
• Deborah’s story of illness, loss, and rediscovering her voice through creativity
• Tools for navigating grief in all its forms—whether loss of a loved one, a relationship, or even a dream
• The healing power of creativity, joy, and duality (wailing and wonder at the same time)

This conversation is a reminder that you are inherently valuable, no matter what you’ve been through—and that even in grief, creativity and love can bring you back to yourself.

🌐 Learn more about Deborah’s work: paisleysfashionforest.com,

selfworthinitiative.net,

The Luckiest Penny, By Deborah Weed

Paisley's Last Quill, By Deborah Weed

If Only, By Deborah Weed

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• 💌 Join our grief + growth newsletter: Here
• 🎙️ Listen to more episodes: On Spotify or other favorite podcast platform!
• 🧡 Visit the Evelyn James Shop: https://evelynjames.shop

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Episode Title: Opening the Urn: Stillbirth, Cremation Ashes & the Grieving Brain

Episode Summary:

In this episode of The Pregnancy Loss and Motherhood Podcast, Vallen Webb shares her personal journey through grief after the stillbirth of her daughter, Evelyn. She discusses the emotional experience of receiving her daughter's ashes, the challenges of navigating grief with her living children, and the importance of remembrance through art. Vallen also explores the science of grief, referencing the book 'The Grieving Brain' and how the brain processes loss. Throughout the conversation, she emphasizes the universal nature of grief and the need for community support.

What You’ll Hear:

• Grief is a deeply personal and universal experience.
• Receiving ashes can be a traumatic and emotional moment.
• It's important to include living children in the grieving process.
• Art can serve as a powerful tool for remembrance.
• Understanding the grieving brain can aid in coping with loss.
• Grieving is a learning process that takes time.
• Communicating with children about loss is crucial.
• The brain struggles to adapt to the absence of a loved one.
• Community support is vital during times of grief.
• Grief can manifest in various ways and is not linear.

Links + Resources:

• 🧡The Grieving Brain By Mary-Frances O'Connor, PhD
• 💌 Join our grief + growth newsletter: Here
• 🎙️ Listen to more episodes: On Spotify or other favorite podcast platform!
• 🧡 Visit the Evelyn James Shop: https://evelynjames.shop

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Episode Title: Navigating Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Month: Finding Your Own Way Through Grief

Episode Summary:

In this heartfelt episode of the Pregnancy Loss and Motherhood Podcast, host Vallen Webb opens up about what Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month means to her as a loss mom six years after saying goodbye to her daughter, Evelyn, who was stillborn at 40 weeks and 5 days.

Vallen explores the many ways families experience this month—some feeling overwhelmed by constant reminders, others finding connection and empowerment in sharing their stories. She offers gentle, practical tools for navigating the first days of October, including:

• How to use social media intentionally and protect your mental health
• Ways to incorporate your baby into everyday life and family traditions
• The importance of taking a “vacation from grief” when needed
• Advocacy reminders about the stillbirth crisis and why awareness matters

Whether this is your first October or your twentieth, this episode is a safe space to feel seen, supported, and reminded that there is no “right” way to grieve. You’ll hear Vallen’s personal reflections, family traditions, and even the little ways her living children keep Evelyn’s memory alive.

If you are walking this road of loss, know that your story matters. Your baby matters. And you are not alone.

Resources I mentioned In Episode:

Healing Your Grieving Heart After Stillbirth: 100 Practical Ideas for Parents and Families.

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• 💌 Join our grief + growth newsletter: Here
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The Pregnancy Loss and Motherhood Podcast

Episode Title: The Essential Role of Perinatal Bereavement Doulas

In this episode, Vallen Webb discusses the vital role of bereavement doulas in supporting families experiencing pregnancy and infant loss. She explains what bereavement doulas do, the importance of their presence during such difficult times, and how they help families navigate grief. The conversation emphasizes the need for emotional support, the significance of memory-making, and the impact of having a trained professional by one's side during the grieving process. Vallen also addresses how to find and afford a bereavement doula, advocating for the integration of this support into healthcare systems.

Takeaways

A bereavement doula provides emotional, physical, and spiritual support.

Their role is to honor grief without rushing or trying to fix it.

Support from bereavement doulas can lead to better mental health outcomes.

Perinatal grief is distinct and often leads to isolation and disenfranchisement.

Presence and compassion are crucial in the grieving process.

Families deserve support not just during loss, but also after.

Bereavement doulas can help with memory-making and rituals.

Finding a bereavement doula can be done through directories and local hospitals.

Support should be accessible and not a luxury.

Grief is a journey that requires community and understanding.

Mentioned in the episode:

Launch of Evelyn James Shop

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Evelyn James and Company

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Dr. Alan Wolfelt Healing a parent's Grieving Heart

Megan Devine- It's Ok That Your Not Ok.

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Todays episode

In this episode, Vallen Webb shares her journey through grief after losing her child, discussing the complexities of healing, the absence of a timeline for grief, and the importance of self-acceptance. She emphasizes the need for resilience, the role of medication, and the significance of creating a supportive community for grieving families. Vallen also introduces her upcoming resource platform aimed at helping those who have experienced loss.

Takeaways

• Grief has no set timeline; it's a personal journey.
• Finding joy amidst grief is possible and important.
• You are your own best tool for healing.
• It's okay to sit in your feelings and process them.
• Resilience helps us manage our grief better over time.
• Medication can be a valid part of the healing process.
• No one can dictate how you should heal or how long it should take.
• Creating a supportive community is essential for healing.
• Embrace every emotion, both good and bad.
• Building resources for grieving families can provide much-needed support.

Link to Billy Bob Thornton's Interview about grief

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Love,

Vallen

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In this episode of the Pregnancy Loss and Motherhood podcast, host Vallen Webb delves into the often-overlooked grief experienced by fathers, particularly in the context of pregnancy and infant loss. She introduces the concept of the 'protector's paradox,' where fathers feel guilt and shame for not being able to protect their children, despite the fact that these feelings are often unfounded. The conversation emphasizes the importance of recognizing and validating men's grief, providing them with the necessary support, and creating safe spaces for emotional expression. Through personal anecdotes and research, Vallen highlights the need for society to better understand and support grieving fathers, allowing them to heal and process their emotions in a healthy way.

Takeaways

• Dads often feel a heavy burden of guilt after loss.
• Men's grief is frequently overlooked and unsupported.
• The protector's paradox describes the guilt fathers feel.
• Role-based guilt can lead to emotional shutdown in dads.
• Grieving fathers need validation and permission to grieve.
• Support groups are crucial for grieving dads.
• Men process grief differently than women.
• Creating legacy projects can help in healing.
• Physical outlets are important for grieving men.
• Grief is not a competition; it's about mutual understanding.

Links + Resources:

• 💌 Join our grief + growth newsletter: Here
• 🎙️ Listen to more episodes: On Spotify or other favorite podcast platform!
• 🧡 Visit the Evelyn James Shop: https://evelynjames.shop

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