Seed Your Subconscious

Maddison sits down with Dr. Eva Benmeleh a clinical psychologist blending Western training with spiritual and energetic practices. Together we explore how her journey with perfectionism, parts work, spirituality, meditation, plant medicine/psychedelics and travel have continued to inform both her persona healing journey and transform how she supports and interacts with clients. 

What We Cover: 

• Eva’s personal story: clinical training, postpartum depression, divorce and the turning point.

• Why Western psychology can miss the energetic/subconscious pieces.

• The PIE method: perceive the pattern, integrate the new material, embody the change.

• Parts work and neutralising energetic charge (working with inner critics, protectors, perfectionist parts).

• Psychedelics / plant medicine: powerful, visceral experiences and the importance of long-term integration.

• Meditation and somatic practices as daily integration tools.

• Narcissism, perfectionism, and relational dynamics: mirroring, co-creation and accountability.

• Kabbalah, Hindu/Vedic parallels, and Eva’s pilgrimage to India spiritual practices that reawaken memory and belonging.

Additional Resources:

• Grounded Membership (where you can access the higher self 6 week challenge)
• 1:1 Hypnotherapy + Subconscious Coaching Containers 
• Bloom: Group Container Waitlist
• The Nervous System Reset Kit 

Connect with Maddison at Bloomin Within:

• Instagram: @bloominwithin_ + @seedyoursubconscious_

• TikTok: @bloominwithin_

• Website: www.bloominwithin.com.au

• Podcast: Seed Your Subconscious

Connect with Eva:

• Instagram: @dr.evabenmeleh

• Website: www.drevabenmeleh.com

• Linkedin: https://www.linkedin.com/in/eva-benmeleh-132465a

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Disclaimer:

This podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not therapy, nor is it a substitute for professional mental health, medical or therapeutic support. If you are experiencing significant distress, please seek support from a qualified professional in your area. Everything shared here is based on my personal experience, training and perspective take what resonates and leave the rest.

Mental Health Support Services:

• Australia: Lifeline – 13 11 14 (www.lifeline.org.au)

• USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – 988 (988lifeline.org)

• UK: Samaritans – 116 123 (www.samaritans.org)

• Canada: Talk Suicide Canada – 1-833-456-4566 (www.talksuicide.ca)

• International: Find a local helpline at www.findahelpline.com

In this episode, Maddison breaks down the difference between limerence and healthy visualisation, why so many get stuck in fantasy loops and how to shift into grounded, embodied desire using subconscious work.

What We Cover: 

• What limerence actually is (and why it feels addictive)

• How limerence was discovered + the neuroscience behind it

• The role of dopamine, serotonin, reward circuits, and attachment patterns

• Visualisation vs limerence: the energetic difference between desire and lack

• Real-life examples: people, jobs, timelines, and the “future self” fantasy

• How to know which state you’re in

• How to shift out of limerence using inner child work, parts work, and nervous system regulation

• How hypnosis supports deep subconscious embodiment

Perfect for anyone who’s ever felt consumed by a crush, idealised a job or future timeline, or felt “hooked” on who they could be.

Additional Resources:

• Grounded Membership (where you can access the higher self 6 week challenge)
• 1:1 Hypnotherapy + Subconscious Coaching Containers 
• Bloom: Group Container Waitlist
• The Nervous System Reset Kit 

Connect with Maddison at Bloomin Within:

• Instagram: @bloominwithin_ + @seedyoursubconscious_

• TikTok: @bloominwithin_

• Website: www.bloominwithin.com.au

• Podcast: Seed Your Subconscious

Rate & Review:

If this episode resonated, share it with someone you love and leave a review on Apple or Spotify - it helps this work reach more beautiful minds like yours.

Disclaimer:

This podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not therapy, nor is it a substitute for professional mental health, medical or therapeutic support. If you are experiencing significant distress, please seek support from a qualified professional in your area. Everything shared here is based on my personal experience, training and perspective take what resonates and leave the rest.

Mental Health Support Services:

• Australia: Lifeline – 13 11 14 (www.lifeline.org.au)

• USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – 988 (988lifeline.org)

• UK: Samaritans – 116 123 (www.samaritans.org)

• Canada: Talk Suicide Canada – 1-833-456-4566 (www.talksuicide.ca)

• International: Find a local helpline at www.findahelpline.com

In this episode, we explore the “invisible timer” the internal deadlines we subconsciously place on ourselves around success, healing, growth and achievement. I break down how these timelines impact the nervous system, the meaning-making patterns of the subconscious mind, and how pressure shapes our confidence, behaviour and identity. You’ll learn why urgency blocks aligned action and how to release the timeline so you can create from safety, identity, and embodiment instead of pressure.

What We Cover: 

• What the “invisible timer” is and how it forms

• Everyday examples of invisible deadlines we place on ourselves

• How pressure triggers the nervous system into fight, flight, freeze or fawn

• Why urgency blocks creativity, clarity, confidence and aligned action

• The subconscious meaning-making that happens when timelines aren’t met

• How unmet deadlines shape identity and self-worth

• The neuroscience behind pressure, threat response, and perception

• How invisible timers keep you stuck in self-doubt + sabotage loops

• The difference between aligned action vs survival action

• How to release the timeline and shift into grounded, embodied momentum

• Practical ways to regulate your nervous system and reframe meaning

• A new, healthier path forward based on identity, safety and embodiment

Additional Resources:

• Grounded Membership (where you can access the higher self 6 week challenge)
• 1:1 Hypnotherapy + Subconscious Coaching Containers 
• Bloom: Group Container Waitlist
• The Nervous System Reset Kit 

Connect with Maddison at Bloomin Within:

• Instagram: @bloominwithin_ + @seedyoursubconscious_

• TikTok: @bloominwithin_

• Website: www.bloominwithin.com.au

• Podcast: Seed Your Subconscious

Rate & Review:

If this episode resonated, share it with someone you love and leave a review on Apple or Spotify - it helps this work reach more beautiful minds like yours.

Disclaimer:

This podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not therapy, nor is it a substitute for professional mental health, medical or therapeutic support. If you are experiencing significant distress, please seek support from a qualified professional in your area. Everything shared here is based on my personal experience, training and perspective take what resonates and leave the rest.

Mental Health Support Services:

• Australia: Lifeline – 13 11 14 (www.lifeline.org.au)

• USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – 988 (988lifeline.org)

• UK: Samaritans – 116 123 (www.samaritans.org)

• Canada: Talk Suicide Canada – 1-833-456-4566 (www.talksuicide.ca)

• International: Find a local helpline at www.findahelpline.com

In this episode, I’m recording from Bali after wrapping a four-day retreat and reflecting on the massive shifts that have unfolded over the past 12 months, all sparked by a higher self embodiment challenge I set for myself during my month in Bali last year.

I share how choosing my higher self in the micro moments, regulating my nervous system and doing consistent subconscious work created ripple effects across my business, identity, confidence and life. From launching multiple events and retreats to building the Grounded Membership, hosting 70+ women in hypnosis, expanding my relationships and stepping into a version of myself I’m genuinely proud of… this year has been shaped by intentional identity work.

What We Cover: 

• What your higher self actually is (and why it’s available in every moment)

• How subconscious patterns + nervous system responses pull you out of alignment

• The exact audit I did before setting new goals

• Why celebration is a key part of identity change

• How memory reconsolidation and hypnosis shift old narratives

• The micro practice that changes timelines in real time

• The power of regulating before rising

I also share details of the Higher Self Activation Challenge, a six-week journey inside the Grounded Membership starting November 24th 2025 a condensed version of the exact process that transformed my own life and the lives of many clients.

If you’re curious about multidimensional healing, energy, and the vibrational language of colour this one’s for you.

Additional Resources:

• Grounded Membership (where you can access the higher self 6 week challenge)
• 1:1 Hypnotherapy + Subconscious Coaching Containers 
• The Nervous System Reset Kit 

Connect with Maddison at Bloomin Within:

• Instagram: @bloominwithin_ + @seedyoursubconscious_

• TikTok: @bloominwithin_

• Website: www.bloominwithin.com.au

• Podcast: Seed Your Subconscious

Rate & Review:

If this episode resonated, share it with someone you love and leave a review on Apple or Spotify - it helps this work reach more beautiful minds like yours.

Disclaimer:

This podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not therapy, nor is it a substitute for professional mental health, medical or therapeutic support. If you are experiencing significant distress, please seek support from a qualified professional in your area. Everything shared here is based on my personal experience, training and perspective take what resonates and leave the rest.

Mental Health Support Services:

• Australia: Lifeline – 13 11 14 (www.lifeline.org.au)

• USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – 988 (988lifeline.org)

• UK: Samaritans – 116 123 (www.samaritans.org)

• Canada: Talk Suicide Canada – 1-833-456-4566 (www.talksuicide.ca)

• International: Find a local helpline at www.findahelpline.com

This podcast episode I’m joined by Hether Gage, an Akashic Record Reader, Colour Therapist and Founder of The inward Guide for a deeply expansive and playful conversation about energy, healing and self-expression.

We dive into what the Akashic Records actually are, how Hether connects to them and how colour frequency therapy can be used as a powerful healing and alignment tool. We also explore the fascinating intersection between colour, vibration and the chakra system, uncovering how each hue carries a specific energetic resonance that influences our emotions, creativity and communication.

Along the way, we touch on intuitive design and self-expression through colour plus some fun tangents about twin flames, life purpose and the spiritual awakening journey that unfolds when you begin doing deep inner work.

This episode is filled with wisdom, laughter and perspective-shifting insights about the vibrational language of colour and how connecting to your energetic truth can transform the way you see yourself and the world around you.

What We Cover: 

• What the Akashic Records are and how they can support healing and clarity

• The power of colour frequency therapy and how it connects to the chakra system

• Using colour as a mirror for self-expression and energetic alignment

• The link between creativity, intuition, and vibrational healing

• Real talk on twin flames, transformation, and living from your higher self

If you’re curious about multidimensional healing, energy, and the vibrational language of colour this one’s for you.

Additional Resources:

• Grounded Membership
• 1:1 Hypnotherapy + Subconscious Coaching Containers 
• The Nervous System Reset Kit 

Connect with Maddison at Bloomin Within:

• Instagram: @bloominwithin_ + @seedyoursubconscious_

• TikTok: @bloominwithin_

• Website: www.bloominwithin.com.au

• Podcast: Seed Your Subconscious

Connect with Hether:

• Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/theinwardguide/

• Book A Session: https://theinwardguide.as.me/schedule/d62c76d6

• Prism Of You Mentorship: https://www.theinwardguide.com/prismofyou

Rate & Review:

If this episode resonated, share it with someone you love and leave a review on Apple or Spotify - it helps this work reach more beautiful minds like yours.

Disclaimer:

This podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not therapy, nor is it a substitute for professional mental health, medical or therapeutic support. If you are experiencing significant distress, please seek support from a qualified professional in your area. Everything shared here is based on my personal experience, training and perspective take what resonates and leave the rest.

Mental Health Support Services:

• Australia: Lifeline – 13 11 14 (www.lifeline.org.au)

• USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – 988 (988lifeline.org)

• UK: Samaritans – 116 123 (www.samaritans.org)

• Canada: Talk Suicide Canada – 1-833-456-4566 (www.talksuicide.ca)

• International: Find a local helpline at www.findahelpline.com

This week, I’m joined by the radiant Selena the founder of Pivotal Moments, a certified Human Design practitioner and Life Coach for a deeply honest and empowering conversation about womanhood, identity, human design and the often-misunderstood transition of perimenopause and menopause.

Selena vulnerably shares her personal experience of feeling disconnected from herself during this season of change as well as some powerful shifts that continue to support her through it all. 

We explore the emotional, spiritual and physiological layers of this transition; how Human Design can support women in remembering who they are underneath the noise; and why it’s time to dissolve the shame and silence that’s surrounded this part of womanhood for far too long.

Selena also opens up about her experience with hypnosis and subconscious reprogramming, how it helped her build healthy boundaries with ease, and the slow, sustainable transformation that unfolded as a result.

What We Cover: 

• The energetic and emotional meaning of perimenopause as a redirection of energy back to self

• The disempowering myths women are fed about aging, beauty and worth

• How to support your body and mind through these physiological transitions

• The importance of community, conversation and removing the shame around aging

• Using Human Design to reconnect with your authentic self and soul gifts

• How hypnosis and subconscious work create lasting change around boundaries, confidence, and self-trust

• The vision behind Selena’s upcoming group program for women navigating perimenopause

Mentioned In This Episode:

• Grounded Membership: Early Access + Founders Pricing (ends November 9th 2025) 
• 1:1 Hypnotherapy + Subconscious Coaching Containers 

Additional Resources:

 • The Nervous System Reset Kit 

Connect with Maddison at Bloomin Within:

• Instagram: @bloominwithin_ + @seedyoursubconscious_

• TikTok: @bloominwithin_

• Website: www.bloominwithin.com.au

• Podcast: Seed Your Subconscious

Connect with Selena:

• Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/selena_hillier_/

• Alchemy Circle: https://www.pivotalmoments.com.au/the-alchemy-circle

Rate & Review:

If this episode resonated, share it with someone you love and leave a review on Apple or Spotify - it helps this work reach more beautiful minds like yours.

Disclaimer:

This podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not therapy, nor is it a substitute for professional mental health, medical or therapeutic support. If you are experiencing significant distress, please seek support from a qualified professional in your area. Everything shared here is based on my personal experience, training and perspective take what resonates and leave the rest.

Mental Health Support Services:

• Australia: Lifeline – 13 11 14 (www.lifeline.org.au)

• USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – 988 (988lifeline.org)

• UK: Samaritans – 116 123 (www.samaritans.org)

• Canada: Talk Suicide Canada – 1-833-456-4566 (www.talksuicide.ca)

• International: Find a local helpline at www.findahelpline.com

In this deeply grounding and heart-opening episode, I’m joined by the beautiful Emma Gentle an Emotional Intelligence + Nervous System Coach for Mothers. Emma supports mothers in cultivating emotional intelligence, nervous system regulation and self-awareness so they can parent with more authenticity, ease and compassion.

Together, we explore the beautiful through line between the work we both do supporting women to feel safe in their bodies, to meet themselves with understanding and to break free from patterns that keep them disconnected from their truth.

This conversation is for you whether you’re a mother, you’re wanting to become one or you simply love the inner work. Because even if you’re not a literal parent, healing and reprogramming at the subconscious level means learning to parent yourself to hold space for your emotions, tend to your inner child and navigate discomfort with compassion rather than control.

What We Cover: 

• Why not all “tools” are created equal and how to know what you actually need in the moment

• How emotional release and nervous system regulation go hand in hand

• The difference between intellectualising healing vs. truly feeling it

• The power of sitting in discomfort and increasing your capacity for emotional safety

• Reparenting yourself as the foundation for conscious, connected parenting

• Redefining motherhood and creating a more intuitive, authentic path for modern-day mums

Mentioned In This Episode:

• Waitlist for Grounded Membership Portal

Additional Resources:

 • The Nervous System Reset Kit 

Connect with Maddison at Bloomin Within:

• Instagram: @bloominwithin_ + @seedyoursubconscious_

• TikTok: @bloominwithin_

• Website: www.bloominwithin.com.au

• Podcast: Seed Your Subconscious

Connect with Emma Gentle:

• Instagram: @em_gentle

• Website: www.emmagentle.com.au

Rate & Review:

If this episode resonated, share it with someone you love and leave a review on Apple or Spotify - it helps this work reach more beautiful minds like yours.

Disclaimer:

This podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not therapy, nor is it a substitute for professional mental health, medical or therapeutic support. If you are experiencing significant distress, please seek support from a qualified professional in your area. Everything shared here is based on my personal experience, training and perspective take what resonates and leave the rest.

Mental Health Support Services:

• Australia: Lifeline – 13 11 14 (www.lifeline.org.au)

• USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – 988 (988lifeline.org)

• UK: Samaritans – 116 123 (www.samaritans.org)

• Canada: Talk Suicide Canada – 1-833-456-4566 (www.talksuicide.ca)

• International: Find a local helpline at www.findahelpline.com

In this episode, we dive into one of the most transformative discoveries in modern neuroscience, memory reconsolidation and how it explains the real mechanics behind subconscious reprogramming and lasting emotional change.

You’ll learn why you don’t need to remember the original memory in order to heal, how emotional learnings are stored and updated in the brain and how practices like hypnosis, parts work and somatic healing can support this natural process of rewriting old subconscious patterns.

If you’ve ever wondered how deep healing actually happens not just cognitively but emotionally and somatically this episode will help you understand the science behind it and how to consciously work with your mind instead of against it.

What We Cover: 

• What memory reconsolidation is and why it’s a game changer for healing and transformation

• How the brain can “update” old emotional learnings when reactivated in a safe, supported state

• Why healing one memory or theme can have a ripple effect across many others

• How hypnosis and other subconscious modalities help facilitate memory reconsolidation

• Why you don’t need to recall the exact memory, you only need the emotional frequency and belief behind it

• Practical ways to begin working with your subconscious to create real, embodied change

Mentioned In This Episode:

One + Three Month 1:1 Hypnosis Containers

• Waitlist for Grounded Membership Portal

Additional Resources:

 • The Nervous System Reset Kit 

Connect with Maddison at Bloomin Within:

• Instagram: @bloominwithin_ + @seedyoursubconscious_

• TikTok: @bloominwithin_

• Website: www.bloominwithin.com.au

• Podcast: Seed Your Subconscious

Rate & Review:

If this episode resonated, share it with someone you love and leave a review on Apple or Spotify - it helps this work reach more beautiful minds like yours.

Disclaimer:

This podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not therapy, nor is it a substitute for professional mental health, medical or therapeutic support. If you are experiencing significant distress, please seek support from a qualified professional in your area. Everything shared here is based on my personal experience, training and perspective take what resonates and leave the rest.

Mental Health Support Services:

• Australia: Lifeline – 13 11 14 (www.lifeline.org.au)

• USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – 988 (988lifeline.org)

• UK: Samaritans – 116 123 (www.samaritans.org)

• Canada: Talk Suicide Canada – 1-833-456-4566 (www.talksuicide.ca)

• International: Find a local helpline at www.findahelpline.com

In this heartfelt conversation, Maddison sits down with Breathwork Practitioner Gwennie who reflects on what it means to truly answer the call of your higher self. 

Together, they explore the journey of following intuition even when the path feels uncertain, the courage it takes to step into your calling and be visible and the deep nervous system work required to hold expansion with grace. You’ll hear insights about self-trust, surrender and the energetic alignment that happens when you move from fear to faith.

Whether you’re in a season of recalibration, growth or stepping into your next level, this episode is a reminder that your purpose isn’t something you find, it’s something you embody.

What We Cover: 

• How to recognise the signs and nudges that you’re being called into something greater.

• What it looks like to regulate your nervous system through big transitions.

• Why following your intuition often opens doors to deeper impact.

• The energetic shift that happens when you move from self-doubt to self-trust.

• Practices to stay grounded as you step into higher levels of purpose and visibility.

Guest Details:

Website: https://www.gwenniespeaks.com/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/gwenniespeaks?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ%3D%3D&utm_source=qr

Mentioned In This Episode:

One + Three Month 1:1 Hypnosis Containers

• Waitlist for Grounded Membership Portal

Additional Resources:

 • The Nervous System Reset Kit 

Connect with Maddison at Bloomin Within:

• Instagram: @bloominwithin_ + @seedyoursubconscious_

• TikTok: @bloominwithin_

• Website: www.bloominwithin.com.au

• Podcast: Seed Your Subconscious

Rate & Review:

If this episode resonated, share it with someone you love and leave a review on Apple or Spotify - it helps this work reach more beautiful minds like yours.

Disclaimer:

This podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not therapy, nor is it a substitute for professional mental health, medical or therapeutic support. If you are experiencing significant distress, please seek support from a qualified professional in your area. Everything shared here is based on my personal experience, training and perspective take what resonates and leave the rest.

Mental Health Support Services:

• Australia: Lifeline – 13 11 14 (www.lifeline.org.au)

• USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – 988 (988lifeline.org)

• UK: Samaritans – 116 123 (www.samaritans.org)

• Canada: Talk Suicide Canada – 1-833-456-4566 (www.talksuicide.ca)

• International: Find a local helpline at www.findahelpline.com

In this episode, we dive into the subtle but powerful differences between being busy and being productive and how our nervous system often disguises protection as progress.

We unpack two common patterns that show up when we’re expanding, launching something new or stepping into a bigger version of ourselves: active freeze and active procrastination. Both can look like movement on the surface but underneath, they’re expressions of the body’s protective responses.

Through her own story of building her business, Maddison shares how she used to toggle between these two states feeling “on” and busy, yet not moving forward on the things that truly mattered. She explores what each state looks like, why they happen and how to start shifting into a more regulated, productive and aligned flow state.

You’ll also hear practical tools and subconscious strategies for moving from protection to productivity including how hypnosis, somatic work, breathwork and intentional time-blocking can support your nervous system to feel safe in momentum.

What We Cover: 

• What active freeze and active procrastination actually are

• Why they show up when you’re moving into change or expansion

• The nervous system’s role in busyness vs productivity

• How to recognise these states in your day-to-day work or creative process

• Practical tools for shifting into the active free state a place of safe, sustainable action

• Time-blocking and focus strategies to support true productivity

• How nervous system regulation and clarity of vision work together to create flow

Mentioned In This Episode:

One + Three Month 1:1 Hypnosis Containers

• Waitlist for Grounded Membership Portal

Additional Resources:

 • The Nervous System Reset Kit 

Connect with Maddison at Bloomin Within:

• Instagram: @bloominwithin_ + @seedyoursubconscious_

• TikTok: @bloominwithin_

• Website: www.bloominwithin.com.au

• Podcast: Seed Your Subconscious

Rate & Review:

If this episode resonated, share it with someone you love and leave a review on Apple or Spotify - it helps this work reach more beautiful minds like yours.

Disclaimer:

This podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not therapy, nor is it a substitute for professional mental health, medical or therapeutic support. If you are experiencing significant distress, please seek support from a qualified professional in your area. Everything shared here is based on my personal experience, training and perspective take what resonates and leave the rest.

Mental Health Support Services:

• Australia: Lifeline – 13 11 14 (www.lifeline.org.au)

• USA: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline – 988 (988lifeline.org)

• UK: Samaritans – 116 123 (www.samaritans.org)

• Canada: Talk Suicide Canada – 1-833-456-4566 (www.talksuicide.ca)

• International: Find a local helpline at www.findahelpline.com