In this episode, I explore why so many of us hold back - in creation, in life and why some people move effortlessly, fully aligned with their energy and soul. We look at how fear, perfectionism and ancestral patterns (samskaras) shape our choices and how waiting for the “right moment” or permission can steal the sweetness of life.

Through psychology, Stoic philosophy, Vedanta and Ayurveda, I discuss the ways the mind and body respond to hesitation and courage and how you can reclaim freedom, trust your instincts and step FULLY into life.

From Plath’s fig tree to the teachings of the Upanishads, this episode is an invitation to notice your patterns, embody your courage and embrace the leaping energy of life itself.

Waiting may feel safe. But leaping is alive and your fullest, richest life is on the other side.

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Ayurveda is often spoken about as a system of health but at its core, it is a wisdom of reverence, rhythm and remembrance. A living science designed not to dominate the body but to listen to it.

In this episode, I sit with a dear friend and teacher whose life and work truly embody the soul and magic of Ayurveda.

Sidharsha Naidoo is an Ayurvedic practitioner with over 10 years of clinical experience, a Sattva Yoga teacher and the founder of Atma Ayurveda, an Ayurvedic clinic in Perth, Western Australia. With a background in Medical Science, her work bridges ancient wisdom and modern understanding - weaving integrative bodywork, energetic awareness and practical ritual into deeply transformative care.

Together, we explore Ayurveda not merely as a preventive health system but as a science for the soul - a sacred framework for understanding the body as consciousness in form.

Sidharsha speaks about how Ayurveda was cognised - as a divine revelation.

This conversation is an invitation to soften your relationship with your body and re-learn its language - to understand the early whispers of imbalance before they become illness and to recognise that healing is not something we impose but something we allow through awareness, rhythm and respect.

In this episode, you will hear us explore:

This episode is a powerful remembering.

A return to rhythm.
A reverence for the body.
A reminder that the intelligence you are seeking has always lived within you.

May this conversation guide you back into deeper trust - with your body, your energy, and the quiet wisdom of your own life force.

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@atmaayurveda_au

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In this episode, we dive into The Great Remembering - the rise of feminine intuition, spiritual authority and ancient wisdom returning through the body.

This transmission was born from a dream that didn’t feel like dreaming at all but recalling a memory surfacing from the deep feminine archives. Inside it, we explore:

• Why women carry intuitive intelligence at magnitudes modern science has only begun to understand
• How the beauty, wellness and spiritual industries have been engineered to distract women from their power
• The ancient role women held as astrologers, healers, sages, mystics and keepers of cosmic knowledge
• How patriarchal systems systematically erased feminine spiritual authority and why it is resurfacing now
• The rise of the “remembered woman” and what this era means for female intuition, embodiment and leadership

This episode is an activation - a call to return to what your soul has always known.
A reminder that your power was never lost, only forgotten.

If you feel the pull… you are already remembering.

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As we collectively awaken to deeper layers of healing, many are beginning to realise that wellness is not only emotional or spiritual, it is profoundly environmental. The homes we live in, the air we breathe, the water we drink and the unseen fields surrounding us all shape our health in ways we have never been taught to recognise.

In this episode, Triin-Liis Treial, Certified Building Biologist and environmental health expert, joins us for an illuminating and grounded conversation on the invisible factors within our homes that influence our hormones, sleep, mood, clarity and overall vitality. Together, we explore how the modern world has pulled us away from biologically supportive spaces, and what it means to return to environments that truly nourish the body and calm the nervous system.

We look at what it means to create a home that supports healing, how invisible toxins quietly erode wellbeing, and how reconnecting with natural rhythms can restore balance on every level.

Through this conversation, you will gain a deeper understanding of:
• How our home environment shapes physical, mental and spiritual wellbeing
• Hidden stressors like EMFs, mould, heavy metals and poor air quality and why they affect us more than we realise
• The link between water quality, toxin accumulation and cognitive decline
• Dream disruption and the energetic field of a home
• How artificial lighting and screens alter hormones, mood and circadian rhythms
• Everyday household items that disrupt health and how to choose better alternatives
• The wisdom of simple practices in preserving the purity and energy of a space
• Subtle shifts that radically change the health and harmony of a home

This episode invites you to see your home not just as a structure, but as a living ecosystem; one that can either drain your vitality or support your deepest healing.

As you listen, may you feel empowered to create a space that holds you, grounds you and restores you from the inside out.

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@triinliistreial

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@chameleonsandcandle

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This episode is an inquiry into what it means to live in alignment - not through the endless pursuit of becoming more but through returning to who you already are beneath identity, performance and noise.

We explore how modern spirituality often rewards the performance of growth - becoming wiser, more evolved, more something - while the deeper path calls us inward, toward the self we knew before roles, algorithms and expectation shaped us.

This is an episode about remembering your own original design.

What dharma really means - living from your true nature

Why remembering who you are matters more than becoming something new

How to recognise when you are aligned vs. out of alignment

The difference between essence and identity

Why dharma is active, embodied and sometimes uncomfortable

How to stay true when challenged, tempted or afraid

The rose as a metaphor: blooming in your truth, pruning what no longer fits, honouring your thorns

How ancient wisdom (Vedic philosophy, Plato, Aristotle) points to the same inner order

Why systems benefit when you forget your dharma

How personal alignment creates collective stability

Cleopatra as an example of sovereignty and inner authority

The importance of discipline, ritual and nervous system care

Small daily practices to live your dharma

Questions to help you reconnect with your inner truth

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As the collective frequency rises, the veil between worlds thins and with that, the presence of darker energies becomes more visible. But are these forces truly growing stronger, or are we simply learning to see more clearly?

In this episode, Lauren, Akashic Records reader, Healer and host of Beyond the Veil, joins us for a powerful and grounded conversation on the deeper dimensions of the spiritual path. Together, we explore the importance of shadow integration, energetic discernment and emotional mastery as tools for true spiritual sovereignty.

We look at what it truly means to walk between worlds to discern energy, to understand protection not as armour but as embodiment and to meet shadow as an essential teacher on the spiritual path.

Lauren shares her own journey through encounters with dark forces, her process of learning true energetic sovereigntya nd how these experiences led her to the profound art of reading the Akashic Records, the soul’s infinite library.

Through this conversation, you will gain a deeper understanding of:
• The rising presence of darker forces and why some souls are more susceptible
• Karmic and destiny swapping  and what they reveal about soul contracts
• The power and distortion of plant medicine in modern spiritual circles
• Recognising the evil eye and building real energetic protection
• Dreams as gateways  and the phenomenon of dream manipulation
• Whether narcissism can be understood as a form of possession
• How shadow work and self love fortify our energy field

This episode invites you to deepen your discernment, anchor your light and remember that true protection begins within.

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@laurenonearth

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In this episode, we explore visibility as a spiritual initiation for women. To be fully seen - without shrinking, without compromise - is lineage work, ancestral healing and cultural restoration.

For centuries, women’s brilliance and authority have been feared, silenced and contained. But something is stirring. The feminine voice is rising - clear, strong, alive. This conversation is both a remembrance and a call to reclaim the spiritual power held within visibility.

Visibility as spiritual work - moving beyond surface level exposure into deep self acknowledgement.

Historical lineages of feminine power - Cleopatra, Hypatia and the priestesses of Dendera as living embodiments of visibility.

Ancestral memory and the Shadow - understanding inherited fear around being seen and using it for transformation.

Energy centers & visibility - throat, solar plexus, and heart as carriers of ancestral stories, waiting to be reclaimed.

Cultural shift - from silenced authority to collective feminine awakening.

Practical tools - mirror work, journaling, and embodied energy practices to integrate visibility in daily life.

See yourself clearly.
Speak your truth.
Claim your light.
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The feminine does not move in straight lines; she spirals through the budding season of spring, the fullness of summer, the harvest of autumn, the quiet knowing of winter unfold like the turning of the earth:Maiden, Mother, Mage and Crone

In this episode, we are joined by Jane Hardwicke Collings, founder of the School of Shamanic Womancraft, former nurse and midwife, a woman of grandmother wisdom and power with her work rooted in deep devotion to Mother Earth and all her inhabitants.

Together, we explore what it means to move through these archetypes consciously: the Springtime of the Maiden, alive with growth and possibility; the Summer of the Mother/Creatrix, where creation and contribution bloom; the Autumn of the Mage, where wisdom ripens through harvest and menopause; and the Winter of the Crone, elder and guide, carrying the depth of a life fully lived.

We speak to the psychological, spiritual and cultural dimensions of these transitions - the stories we inherit about menstruation and menopause, the grief and power in aging, and the places where sisterhood and elder wisdom have been lost… and must be reclaimed.

Through this conversation, you will gain a deeper understanding of:

This episode invites you to see your life not as a linear path, but as a cyclical journey -one that calls you to honour your body, your womanhood and the wisdom of every season you inhabit.

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@janehardwickecollings

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Discover how this eclipse is shaping your path and revealing what truly matters.

- The deeper symbolism of solar eclipses
- The Virgo archetype 
- The influence of Uttara Phalguni Nakshatra
- Why the Equinox overlay (Autumn in the North, Spring in the South) makes this eclipse globally transformative
- The eclipse’s impact on relationships, work, business partnerships and spiritual agreements
- How to work with this energy practically

This is a collective recalibration, a moment where timelines bend, hidden truths are revealed and we are called to align with dharma, stability and sacred responsibility.

If you have been feeling the weight of commitments, the pull toward clarity or the urge to release what no longer serves,II hope this conversation will guide you through this initiation with depth, empowerment and cosmic perspective.

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This is not just about clothes, it is about style as soul work, fashion as dharma and the way what we wear can shape how we feel, what we call in and how we move through the world.

In this episode, I speak with Chellie Carlson, LA’s top transformational wardrobe stylists, to explore the intimate relationship between fashion, feeling and the future self. We dive into her journey of stepping into business at 40, her perspective on whether style is innate or cultivated and why she sees what we wear as a living expression of soul and self.

Together, we explore how style is more than surface; it is sensation, a way of attuning to the body and a mirror for the vision we hold for our lives.

From the philosophy of saving an outfit you love for “someday,” to using your wardrobe as a visual anchor that calls in who you are becoming, Chellie shares her wisdom on how to bring more depth, joy and intention to the way we dress.

You will also hear her reflections on the energy of being seen, the one piece in her wardrobe that makes her feel unstoppable and how we can all use personal styling as a form of empowerment. We cover everything from wardrobe audits to investment pieces, and how to elevate everyday outfits in ways that shift not only how you look, but how you feel.

Through the exploration of this episode, you will gain a deeper understanding of:

This episode invites you to reimagine style as a language of the soul, a way to align with who you are becoming and embody that truth every single day.

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@chelliecarlson

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