In this episode of Beyond the Surface, Micki shares her powerful journey of breaking free from the Jehovah’s Witness community and navigating life beyond its rigid confines. She reflects on the deep psychological impact of growing up in a high-control religious environment, the fear and uncertainty that came with leaving, and the struggle to redefine her identity outside of the faith. Our conversation explores the complexities of belonging, the emotional toll of losing a tight-knit community, and the courage it takes to rebuild a life on one’s own terms. Micki’s story is a testament to resilience, healing, and the transformative power of self-discovery, offering hope to those on a similar path.

Who Is Micki?

Micki, known as Apostate Barbie, spent 30 years as a Jehovah’s Witness before having a moment of awakening in October 2020. Following her departure from the tightly controlled religion in February 2021 – still a virgin at 37 years then – she embarked on a journey to rebuild her life from scratch, embracing authenticity, diversity and her sexuality. To educate others, Micki now shares her insights and deconstructs her former faith on TikTok. Her series “Random Things Jehovah’s Witnesses Are Not Allowed To Do” had over two million views, propelling her into the spotlight. As a bisexual woman who grew up in a repressive and sexist environment, Micki is especially dedicated to uplifting the voices of women and LGBTQ+ individuals who have faced similar struggles. She is from Auckland but lives in London.

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