The Apostle Paul wrote to the Corinthians: “What do you have that you did not receive? And if you did receive it, why do you boast as though you did not?” (1 Corinthians 4:7b). Sometimes it’s easy for us to take credit for our accomplishments, our skills, our education, our talents and abilities, but Paul reminds us that everything that we are and have is something we’ve received from God. Therefore, we should never boast about what God has invested in us, but we should be aware that all of this is Kingdom Equity which we are to use primarily for God’s glory, to advance the Kingdom of God, not just for our own selfish gain.
Kingdom Equity includes our gifts and abilities, but this equity comes in another form, too:
Kingdom Equity of Suffering and Failure
We don’t usually think of the difficult things in our lives as investments, do we? I mean, investments are good things, positive things. If I make a financial investment in real estate or stock or whatever, I am making an investment that I trust will turn out for good—that will reap profits and benefits for me. I expect my investments to do me good; I make them in good faith that they will bring a profit in the long run.
Can it be true that the hard things you’ve gone through, the difficulties you’ve encountered, the heartaches you’ve known—even your sins and failures—can be seen as God’s investment in you? How can that be Kingdom Equity?
I ask you to think of anyone you know who is effective in the Kingdom who has not gone through some difficult situations, who does not have some kind of baggage from his or her past, whose life has always been easy and trouble-free. It is these hard things that drive us to know God, that keep us humble, that show us our total inadequacy and force us to depend on God. Yes, they are Kingdom Equity that God has allowed in our lives for his purpose. And they include things such as:
Your childhood experience. If you were deprived of what you needed as a child—love or protection or security or safety—any of those basics and instead you were abused or misused or abandoned or ignored—that is Kingdom Equity.
Your health issues. Maybe you’ve faced some real health fears—cancer or some other diseases or disabilities that have been very difficult—that is Kingdom Equity.
Your financial hardships. You’ve lost a job and you’ve faced month-ends without enough money to pay your bills—that is Kingdom Equity.
Your unfulfilled dreams and hopes. That man or woman you wanted to marry never came along. That child you wanted to birth, and you couldn’t—those are Kingdom Equity.
Broken relationships. That marriage that fell apart, or that friend or family member who is estranged or distant from you—again, Kingdom Equity.
Disappointments in people. That adult child who has left the church and the truths you taught him or her about God. That friend who betrayed you. That boss who fired you—more Kingdom Equity.
Significant losses. That parent who died—or mate or child or close friend—Kingdom Equity.
Unfair and abusive treatment. From a mate or a boss or a friend—Kingdom Equity.
Sins from your past. Yes, even those things of which you are ashamed, those times when you chose to live in sin and stray far from God—Kingdom Equity.
All of these are Kingdom Equity that God wants to use for good in your life. I know that sounds almost flippant or it seems to trivialize the pain and suffering of your life. But just the opposite is true: It means that although God is not the author of all these investments and he never condones sin or evil and it is never from God, still he doesn’t waste anything in our lives. And so, as we begin to see these things as Kingdom Equity, then we see that our God is so great that even our sorrows or our sins or the abuse we’ve suffered,