What does resilience actually look like when pain isn't occasional - it's constant?
Jak Fantastic has been kayaking since she was six years old, born with severely clubbed feet and limited mobility. By 14, she was on the GB Freestyle Kayak Team. By 19, she was facing hip dysplasia, multiple surgeries, and a prognosis that said she would never kayak again. She went eight years without paddling. And then, in 2018 - unable to walk - she got back in a boat.
In 2025, Jak made the decision to amputate her leg, hoping it would give her back more of her life. Before her wound had fully healed, she was back on the water. A year later, she's running remote expeditions in India and competing at the highest levels of the sport.
In this episode, Jak and Anna explore what it means to keep showing up when every day includes some form of pain - physical, emotional, or both. They talk about identity loss, the dark years when kayaking stopped being possible, and what finally cracked open the door to meditation after years of resistance (hint: it started in a yoga class in Rishikesh after a Christmas that broke her open).
This is one of the most honest conversations about discomfort, courage, and the choice to keep going that we've had on this show.
In this episode:
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Why Jak says discomfort isn't the obstacle — it's just life, and how that shift changed everything
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The eight years she spent away from kayaking and what it took to find her way back
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How grief, a solo trip to India, and one quiet moment in the mountains cracked open her meditation practice
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Living with phantom limb pain after amputation — and what sitting with pain (instead of fighting it) has taught her
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What the whitewater community needs to do to make the sport more accessible for differently abled paddlers
Press play and spend an hour in the discomfort zone with someone who lives there every day, and continues to choose it powerfully.
About Jak Fantastic: Jak Fantastic is a British whitewater kayaker, adaptive sports advocate, and expedition paddler with over 30 years on the water. A former GB Freestyle Team member, she competed at the 2023 World Freestyle Championships and has podium finishes at World Cups and British Championships. She paddles with one leg, an ADHD brain, a dry sense of humor, and zero interest in being told what she can't do.