What am I looking for today during day 95 of Happier People podcast?

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Enjoy my new autobiography named Speaker Meeting 2017 on YouTube at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPzmDezsRZA as I test a rent and purchase video for the first time or on my website at https://jerrybanfield.com/product/sm17/. Listen to the story here in Day 94 of Happier People podcast how I made this 12 hour video class that I hope you will love and enjoy!

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What creative work have you been putting off and procrastinating on finishing? Writing a book? Launching a vlog or a podcast like this? Painting or making your own shirts? Today I know what I give to the world that is most valuable often will be what I most resist as well out of fear or rationalization or diversion. I am grateful to be learning finally to listen to the people around me for motivation to get back to doing what I can uniquely create the best and today I am finally uploading what I hope is one of the best video courses I have made before called Speaker Meeting 2017! It will be available to rent or buy on YouTube along with available for purchase on my website or as a free download for my Patreon members. My exercise today is to keep asking "What work would I love to do today that will help the most people?" and to let those answers guide my decisions today. Thank you for reading about day 93 of Happier people podcast with me!

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Hear what inspires me every day during day 92 of Happier people podcast!

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Hear the top 10 new habits I learned listening to The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle on Audible at http://amzn.to/2kWE235 which consistently help my life today to be filled with great joy and peace. In Eckhart Tolle's Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment, I learned to know the functioning of my mind instead of simply figuring the voice in my head was me. As Eckhart Tolle explained the pain body, I began to master realizing when my own pain body was arising which gives me the option to react in love instead of by going unconscious. When Eckhart Tolle explains about his spiritual awakening out of suffering by feeling sucked into the void and seeing a new life the next day, I understood that I already had experienced this too and it was important to keep a conscious memory of it in my working mind. For giving speeches, Eckhart Tolle mentions how he acts on faith for his talks and does not prepare anything beforehand. During the book, Eckhart Tolle mentions living on a park bench for years and feeling full of happiness which has helped me to find gratitude for my exact situation today with it needing to change. With relationships, The Power of Now helped me understand how to be aware of the arising pain body in others and to avoid fighting or feeding it when it is there. Now when I am feeling uncentered, I often will listen to one of Eckhart Tolle's speeches to relax again. I am very grateful Eckhart Tolle wrote The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment which is why I share it with you today after having listened to it on Audible two or three times from start to finish plus listening to at least twenty more speeches and seeing Eckhart live once in Canada. Thank you for reading this and I hope you enjoy day 91 of Happier People podcast here with me! If you would like to learn more about the book or buy it, would you use my link as a way to give me a free tip of a few cents at no cost to you at http://amzn.to/2kWE235?

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Would you believe that most of us will spend over 80,000 hours of our lives working? Will you make a decision today to love what you do or find work you will love? If each of us has a job we are passionate about, how much more amazing would every one of our journeys through this life be? Today I am grateful to have complete devotion to the energy I use daily to produce this as a podcast and which. For motivation, I aim at leaving earth a happier planet than I found it and am inspired to make a place I would come back to visit again. This reason behind my tasks supplies me with infinite motivation to keep showing up here with you regardless of how many people listen. When I consider the next 60,000 hours of time I will put into this effort, I am excited to have the chance to be of service here with you today. My ambition is to continue my performance for 50 to 100 years and the greatest achievement I look for now is that I take pleasure in each moment of what I do today. My exercise for today is to look at each task within my work such as writing this description and have curiosity as to how I am experiencing the doing of it within the idea of loving what I do for my next 80,000+ hours. Thank you for being here with me and I hope you have a wonderful today!

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I used to think having a panic attack would never happen to me until it did. Would you like to hear the story of the worst one I had and what I learned from it? You might enjoy seeing how I work to prevent panic attacks from being necessary in my life. What causes a the spasms, fit of terror, and disorder that comes with a panic attack? For me, selfishness, fear, and an obsession with the future made me a perfect victim for episodes of anxiety. The opposites of these are service to others, faith, and focusing on what is happening now. Reading self-help books, going to recovery meetings, learning from healthy people around me, counseling, and prayer continue to help me live a life one day at a time where getting into misery is the exception rather than the norm. Today instead of trying to figure out how to stop a panic attack in progress, my work is to see that my panic attacks happened because I needed to learn a lesson from them. A change in behavior based on looking at my values today which are health, sobriety, unconditional love, wisdom, gratitude, creativity, play, and service gives me the opportunity to enjoy each moment without the need to circle the drain whenever a challenge comes up. My exercise for today is to continue watching for early signs of a panic attack including self-pity, anger, frustration, helplessness, resentment, fear, frustration, inconsideration, and jealously because as soon as I spot these, I know it is time to start praying and ask for help to avoid the need to indulge in another outburst! Thank you for listening day 89 of Happier People podcast and I hope it is helpful for you!

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Hear what I learned listening to Happy Money: The Science of Happier Spending by Elizabeth Dunn and Michael Norton on Audible at http://amzn.to/2lfIrfp. The primary purpose of the book is to encourage readers to consider what impact their spending has on their happiness. In summary, investing our cash in others brings us great joy while using credit to buy things we consume for ourselves consistently does not. Buying experiences tends to bring much greater memories whereas wasting on expensive clothing, cars, and housing produces only the briefest short term pleasure followed by an adjustment from our minds to our new position which eliminates any long term benefit. With a life happier than I have ever known today, Happy Money helped me to see some of the reasons I get so much satisfaction out of my business today because of how much I am then spending on contract labor and advertising which gives thousands of people like me the chance to work full time online from home. A few little tricks from the book I liked are to avoid a commute because this tends to be one of the unhappiest activities most people consistently engage in by choosing instead to live closer to work in a less expensive home. Thank you for reading this and I hope you enjoy day 88 of Happier People podcast! If you buy the book on Amazon or start a free trial on Audible using my link I will be grateful to receive a few cents from Amazon as a thank you at http://amzn.to/2lfIrfp.

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Hear how my morning went today as I woke up optimistic, did my prayers, and then the challenges began. Within two hours, I was dancing tears in my eyes on the carpet in the living room as my daughter continued to spin her finger to indicate I should keep going! I hope you enjoy day 87 of Happier People podcast today as I share my life with you in the hope that my experience will be useful for you!

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