The Numinous Podcast

TNP171 Crystie Kisler Is Connecting Land And Food


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It’s wonderful to have a genuine friend named Crystie Kisler with me on the podcast today. Crystie Kisler is the co-founder of Finnriver Farm & Cidery, (@finnriver) and is a mother, farm wife, and community networker in the Chimacum Valley, on an organic farm located along a salmon stream on the north Olympic Peninsula of Washington. Her partner, Keith, is farming heritage wheat at @finnrivergrain

I’ve had the pleasure of experiencing Crystie’s warmth and generosity in circles together, workshops together, and could feel it in the atmosphere when I visited Finnriver on a trip for my son’s 16th birthday. If I had a farm-based business, I would use Finnriver as the model and template.

 

Where Crystie and I could spend probably forever talking and visioning and activating dreams together is where land-based spiritual connection and social justice meet, where business ownership and equity and advocacy intersect, where dismantling supremacy culture meets building a worthwhile and beautiful and delicious future.

 

This is a conversation between two white ladies grappling with what it means to connect to land you don’t come from, and how we might try to learn how to belong there.


Here is the poem that Crystie wrote and read to us:

 

Belonging (draft)

 

What will it take
to belong here truly

 

To a land I was not
born to, nor my parents
or theirs or theirs?

 

Once I have learned
the timing of the swans’
swooping return?

 

The names of the many 
feathered ferns?

 

Once I am on familiar terms
with all the wild berries?

 

Been covered head to heel
by nettle stings 
and blackberry briars?

 

Immersed myself 
in the sea 
wrapped in kelp?

 

What if I smeared 
Semiahmoo Muck
all over my body? 
 
What if I packed it 
in my mouth?

 

What if I ate only
from this ground?
Drank only rainwater 
and creekrun 
from these clouds?

 

What if my feet never left 
this land again?

 

If the birds knew me by scent 
and did not scatter 
when I went by?

 

If all my neighbors waved?
If I knew the names of all
the bones and stones
I found on the beach?

 

Is there any way
to belong here? 
In this place. 
This time and space?

 

Will I always feel
Extraterrestrial? Invader?
 
What would cedar say
about me?

 

Could I become familiar to here?
Make family? Grow roots?
On a farm? 
Can I untangle from harm?

 

Could I learn the real word 
for home?
 
Could I assemble myself 
whole among the mycelium?

 

Could I find my way 
by the feel of it 
under and through me?

 

Is it morbid to say
I feel like I will only
fully belong
when I am buried here?

 

When I have given
All of myself
back?                 
 
~Crystie Kisler, 8/2
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