Alixa García is a Colombian born, globally-raised, multi-disciplinary artist, activist, and cultural activator whose work is imbued in ritual, spirit, and deep reverence for our Great Mother, Great Lover, our Earth. She is an award-winning activist, poet, and filmmaker. She is also a professional writer, visual artist, musician, and facilitator. Her work has been published by Whit Press, AK Press, Hatchett, & Daraja Press.

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Alixa’s upcoming course on A Course on the Imaginal: Cultivating the Visionary Self

Mentioned in the Episode the late artist and performer Tigre Bailando

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Today on the show, we welcome Scott Kiloby and Toshi Matsunaga, authors of Awake But Sick, to explore the hidden emotional pain that can persist even after profound spiritual awakening. Their work challenges the common myths of nonduality and mindfulness, offering a deeper path through emotional repression, physical illness, and the illusion of immediate freedom. In this conversation, we explore the gap between awakening and true healing, the dangers of spiritual bypassing, and how to reconnect with the body’s wisdom to find lasting peace.

Links 

Kiloby.com

Nondualship with Toshi Matsunaga

Nonduality & KI Monthly Meeting with Toshi

Awake But Sick

Emotional Repression Test Inquiry

Topics

00:00 Introduction to Guests and Their Work

01:34 Scott and Toshi's Journey to Collaboration

02:31 Understanding Kiloby Inquiries (KI)

03:12 The Dimensions of Spiritual Practice

04:54 Addressing Spiritual Bypassing

08:48 The Connection Between Awakening and Suffering

12:26 The Role of Repressed Emotions

15:28 Integrating Non-Dual Teachings with Modern Psychosis

25:49 The Iceberg Metaphor and Emotional Repression

29:13 The Role of Spiritual Practices in Repression

31:35 Identifying Patterns of Avoidance and Spiritual Bypassing

32:49 Signs of Repression in Meditation and Spiritual Practices

36:31 Understanding and Addressing Anger Repression

46:54 The Importance of Community in Spiritual Work

52:20 Connecting with the Speakers and Their Work

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Rune Hjarnø Rasmussen is a Historian of Religion, Ph.d from Uppsala University in Sweden. His research into Afro-diasporic strategies for maintaining animist reality in the modern world has lead him towards reading North European cultural history from the perspective of rejected animist knowledge and practice. The objective is to recover Euro-traditioanl forms of landconnectedness ecological knowledge and kinship with the greater community of beings. Rune has lived in a number of countries in Europe, Africa North- and South America and presently runs the platform “Nordic Animism”.

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00:00 Introduction and Guest Welcome
00:49 Rune's Background and Nordic Animism
03:13 Understanding Nordic Animism
07:34 Decolonization and Animism
11:45 Animism in Daily Life
21:49 Relational Practices and Cultural Renewal
37:10 Animism and Modern Challenges
47:51 Resources and Upcoming Projects
50:17 Conclusion and Farewell

Join Rune for the free global premiere of The Eternal Song and a 7-day online gathering centered on Indigenous voices—part of the online SAND event, happening June 3–9.

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Wendy Elisheva Somerson (wes) is a non-binary Jewish somatic healer, writer, visual artist, and activist who helped found the Seattle chapter of Jewish Voice for Peace. They facilitate Ruach, body-based Jewish healing groups held in an anti-Zionist, anti-racist, and feminist framework. As part of a movement of anti-Zionist Jews, they support Jewish healing from historical trauma and promote a liberatory future for Judaism and Jewishness beyond Zionism that includes a free Palestine. Today on the show we discuss their new book An Anti-Zionist Path to Embodied Jewish Healing: Somatic Practices to Heal Historical Wounds, Unlearn Oppression, and Create a Liberated World to Come.

https://wendysomerson.net/

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00:00 Introduction and Guest Welcome
01:09 Discussing the Book: An Anti-Zionist Path to Embodied Jewish Healing
01:36 Genocide in Palestine: Context and Impact
04:07 Zionism and Jewish Historical Trauma
06:07 Embodied Jewish Healing: Concepts and Practices
09:26 Technology and Disembodiment
10:32 Anti-Zionism as a Path to Healing
16:12 Spiritual and Ethical Responsibilities
26:42 Activism and Jewish Faith
30:05 Resources and Community for Anti-Zionism
31:46 Somatic Healing Practices
36:58 Hope and Solidarity for the Future
40:07 Conclusion and Farewell

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Join SAND June 3–9 for the FREE global film premiere of The Eternal Song and the 7-day online gathering with Indigenous voices

Join SAND co-founders Zaya and Maurizio Benazzo in conversation with Aboriginal elders and authors Uncle Paul Callaghan and Uncle Paul Gordon for a powerful SAND Community Gathering (2023), “The Dreaming Path,” where they explored some of the profound Aboriginal teachings.

Connect with Uncle Paul Gordon and dozens of other Indigenous speakers at the 7-Day The Eternal Song Gathering hosted live by SAND June 3-9 2025.

“Our stories are not myths or legends or fables, they aren’t about dreams either”
—Uncle Paul Callaghan

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Abigail Rose Clarke is a somatic educator, writer, and creator of The Embodied Life Method. Her new book, Returning Home to Our Bodies: Reimagining the Relationship Between Our Bodies and the World, challenges the dominant narratives that treat our bodies as machines. Instead, she invites readers into a deeper relationship with the body as part of the living world. In this conversation, we explore embodiment as a political and spiritual practice, embodiment  as  a framework for systemic change, and how returning to the wisdom of the body can help us imagine and build a more just, interconnected future.

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00:00 Introduction to Abigail Rose Clarke and Her Work
01:08 Abigail's Journey to Becoming a Writer
05:02 The Concept of Embodiment and Its Importance
07:45 The Interconnectedness of Body and World
13:49 The Radical Act of Returning Home to Our Bodies
19:11 Expanding the Definition of Somatics
26:24 Healthy Boundaries and Somatic Practices
28:50 Exploring Community and Boundaries
31:08 The Wellness Industry and Its Pitfalls
32:27 Embracing the Complexity of Human Emotions
33:52 The Body's Relationship with Pain and Healing
39:47 Language and Its Impact on Perception
46:54 Reframing Hope and Its Role in Our Lives
51:20 Upcoming Projects and Final Thoughts

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This episode is a live recording from a recent SAND Community Gathering (April 2025) facilitated by Jungwon Kim.

Join Buddhist scholars and activists Rev. Duncan Ryūken Williams, Ph.D. and Funie Hsu/Chhî, Ph.D. for an illuminating dialogue exploring the intersection of Buddhist practice and social transformation. This conversation weaves together Buddhism, remembrance, healing, and liberation, examining how the dharma offers both a path to personal awakening and Social-Spiritual Liberation. Our guests shared how Buddhist teachings help transform grief into connection, particularly in response to racially motivated violence against Asian American communities. The conversation challenged conventional Western Buddhist approaches to Secularization and Individual Awakening.

Duncan Ryuken Williams is a Professor of Religion and the Director of the Shinso Ito Center for Japanese Religions and Culture at the University of Southern California; previously, Chairman of Japanese Buddhism at UC Berkeley, Director of Berkeley’s Center for Japanese Studies, and Buddhist chaplain at Harvard University where he received his Ph.D. An ordained priest since 1993 in the Soto Zen tradition, he received Dharma transmission in 2024 at Kotakuji Temple, Japan. His latest book, American Sutra: A Story of Faith and Freedom in the Second World War, an LA Times bestseller,  won the 2022 Grawemeyer Religion Award. He also wrote The Other Side of Zen .

Funie Hsu/Chhî, Ph.D. is a transdisciplinary scholar from a working class, Taiwanese-American family, raised in a Taiwanese Humanistic Buddhist tradition. Her work melds American, Asian-American, Buddhist, and Taiwan Studies. Currently Associate Professor of American Studies at San Jose State University, she received a Ph.D. in Education with an emphasis in Women, Gender, and Sexuality from UC Berkeley. Aspects of her work explore issues of language, education and colonialism. She is a co-organizer of May We Gather, a national Buddhist memorial ceremony for Asian American ancestors and a former Board Member of the Buddhist Peace Fellowship where she advocated for the recognition of Asian American heritage Buddhist communities in the organization and beyond.

Jungwon Kim is an award-winning writer and cultural worker. She is also a communications leader, organizational strategy consultant, and journalist who has dedicated her professional life to human rights and environmental advocacy. As Head of Creative & Editorial at the Rainforest Alliance, she directed a multimedia team of writers, videographers, and graphic designers. Earlier in her career, she served as the editor of Amnesty International USA’s human rights quarterly that featured the work of award-winning journalists and documentary photographers (circulation 300,000). She began her storytelling career as a newspaper reporter, magazine editor, and on-air correspondent for nationally syndicated public radio programs.

Topics

00:00 Introduction and Welcome

00:41 Introducing the Conversation Topic

01:36 Meet Jungwon Kim

03:20 Introducing the Guests: Funie Hsu/Chhî, and Duncan Ryuken Williams

06:30 Funie Hsu/Chhî’s Path to Buddhism

10:19 Duncan Ryuken Williams' Path to Buddhism

13:02 Buddhism as a Cultural Ecosystem

22:16 May We Gather: A Collective Healing Initiative

32:42 Decolonizing Buddhist Practice

37:07 Lessons from Japanese American Buddhists

44:48 Bridging the Gap in American Buddhism

58:02 Concluding Thoughts and Reflections

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Elizabeth Philipose, PhD  has a lifelong passion for transformational arts and the expansion of consciousness. She has pursued this as an academic studying the causes and consequences of violence. Her focus is on healing relations between masculine and feminine, humans and nature, races, and nations. As a spiritual guide, she offers programs in decolonial wellness, spiritual principle, embodiment, meditation, and prayer. Elizabeth has been on her own journey to heal gender/racial traumas, old church wounds, and ancestral grief. She teaches from the experiential insights of this journey and the wisdom of her visionary teachers.

Links

Upcoming workshop with Elizabeth Philipose

Instagram

Linked In

Academic.edu

Topics

00:00 Introduction
01:05 Understanding Decolonial Wellness
02:32 Impact of Colonialism on Personal Wellness
04:41 Embodiment and Structural Analysis
07:37 Holistic Approach to Wellness
14:27 Spirituality and Social Justice
19:11 Challenges in Spiritual and Social Justice Communities
32:39 Practical Applications and Offerings
39:59 Conclusion and Upcoming Events

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Today, we present a wild and flowering conversation between two poets, writers, philosophers, and theobiologians Bayo Akomalofe and Sophie Strand.

This conversation is from a 2022 SAND Community Gathering. To hear the full conversation with Q&A from the live webinar you can view it here (with SAND Membership).

In Greek Mythology, the Titan Kronos eats an indigestible stone and vomits up the new Olympic pantheon of gods. In our current time, people planted in stratigraphic layers of shared trauma find themselves uniquely ill – physically and mentally. We are unable to digest food and unable to digest violence. What if indigestion – practical and mythical – was a sign that a new world was threatening to be born? The very basis of our nucleated cells is an ancient botched bacterial cannibalism. What if our inability to digest certain injustices was an invitation to vomit up a new pantheon? And in an age when we are all threaded through with microplastics and blood pressure stabilizers, what does it mean to start to physically grow into new shapes around incursions we cannot properly assimilate or expel?

Bayo Akomolafe (Ph.D.), rooted with the Yoruba people in a more-than-human world, is the father to Alethea and Kyah, the grateful life-partner to Ije, son and brother. A widely celebrated international speaker, posthumanist thinker, poet, teacher, public intellectual, essayist, and author of two books, These Wilds Beyond our Fences: Letters to My Daughter on Humanity’s Search for Home (North Atlantic Books) and We Will Tell our Own Story: The Lions of Africa Speak, Bayo Akomolafe is the Founder of The Emergence Network and host of the online postactivist course, ‘We Will Dance with Mountains’. He currently lectures at Pacifica Graduate Institute, California and University of Vermont, Burlington, Vermont. He sits on the Board of many organizations including Science and Non-Duality (US) and Ancient Futures (Australia). In July 2022, Dr. Akomolafe was appointed the inaugural Global Senior Fellow of University of California’s (Berkeley) Othering and Belonging Institute. He has also been appointed Senior Fellow for The New Institute in Hamburg, Germany. He is the recipient of the New Thought Leadership Award 2021 and the Excellence in Ethnocultural Psychotherapy Award by the African Mental Health Summit 2022.

Sophie Strand is a writer based in the Hudson Valley who focuses on the intersection of spirituality, storytelling, and ecology. Yet it would probably be more authentic to call her a neo-troubadour animist with a propensity to spin yarns that inevitably turn into love stories. Give her a salamander and a stone and she’ll write you a love story. Sophie was raised by house cats, puff balls, possums, raccoons, and an opinionated, crippled goose. She believes strongly that all thinking happens interstitially – between beings, ideas, differences, mythical gradients.

She is the author of The Flowering Wand: Rewilding the Sacred Masculine and The Madonna Secret. She is also finishing a collection of essays about navigating an incurable genetic disease and early trauma through ecological storytelling.

You can subscribe to her newsletter at sophiestrand.substack.com, and follow her work on Instagram: @cosmogyny and at www.sophiestrand.com.

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From a recent SAND Community Gathering (March 2025)

At a time when our world can feel increasingly divided, and many are retreating into isolation, civil rights scholar john a. powell offers a transformative approach to building connections across differences. Drawing from his groundbreaking work with the Othering & Belonging Institute and his own journey, john shows how to stop perceiving differences as threats and instead use them as opportunities for deeper understanding and collective growth. Through rich personal stories and documented study, he explains how bridging practices can help us heal ruptures in our families, workplaces, and communities.

This conversation explores practical ways to overcome the ‘us versus them’ mindset that dominates our current discourse and create a world where everyone truly belongs. Whether we’re struggling with political divides, generational gaps, or cultural differences, powell’s insights offer concrete tools for building meaningful connections in an age of separation.

john a. powell is a renowned scholar and advocate in civil rights, structural racism, constitutional law, housing, and belonging. As Director of the Othering & Belonging Institute at UC Berkeley, he holds the Robert D. Haas Chancellor’s Chair in Equity and Inclusion and is a Professor of Law, Ethnic Studies, and African American Studies.

johnapowell.org

The Power of Bridging: How To Build A World Where We All Belong by john a. powell

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00:00 Introduction 

00:41 Meeting john a. powell

02:24 john's Early Life and Spiritual Journey

08:02 The Concept of Belonging and Breaking

17:48 Navigating Fear and Anxiety in Activism

27:44 The Concept of Belonging vs. Inclusion

29:52 Personal Stories of Pain and Resilience

33:59 The Danger of a Single Story

39:24 Bridging Divides in the Middle East

43:44 The Power of Recognition and Dignity

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