In this episode with Tracy, she digs deeper within her story to learn that what it was really about was having a relationship with herself. She explores how much is invested into the actual partnership of being married, without us being complete first. She distinguishes how her parents' relationship was something she had wished to model, but the main ingredients for that recipe were not there inside her marriage. How could they be, the clues were all there that they would not be from the beginning.

Tracy also shares what it was like when she separated, how it made her nervous. She talks about the expectations that propelled her into her marriage, and the stigma of not having a partner by a certain age. She also talks about the decision process, and how she was not ready to make it, but the influence had a strong enough presence for her to say yes.