Outside influences, once we are consciously aware of them, cannot overpower our innate energy source within.

Giving reactionary power to effects of politics, repetitive subliminal narrative, imposed terror, HAARP, electromagnetic frequencies, geo-engineering, unresolved traumatic issues, and even telepathic intuitions, without consciously identifying them, erodes your true strength.

What is driving your moods today? Did you stay up all night scrolling through headlines, checking weather patterns, or struggling with night terrors from your past? Are you obsessively watching grid patterns in the sky or even moon cycles? Energy flows where focus goes.

Identify the reality of worldly influence, then gently steer your thoughts back to embracing goals and possibilities. Change your thought, change your mood. What is it that you can affect today?

I began this conscious exercise combating monthly cycles, choosing to never use hormonal changes as an excuse to complain. I put rules on my emotions so my emotions do not rule me, consciously choosing my thoughts. Once a month, I made it a rule that I could not think or say anything negative about myself, bloated or otherwise. This mental exercise began to change my world. 

Response over reaction reclaims and retains your own power. Take responsibility for your own life within realms of what you can change and impact. Response-ability is the ability to respond by choice.

If imposed frequencies have you down, shift your focus within your own source of energy and exude it. Living the love you are is life’s highest vibrational frequency. Lesser energies cannot penetrate when you exude the most powerful force in the universe. 

With that energetic energy driving your thoughts, it is easy to think of SOULutions to the bombardment of negative energies we all experience these days. Write your Congressman, visit your Governor, set appointments with Legislators, and approach them with concise, detailed facts of your complaints. 

Take up petitions, logically inspiring others to lift themselves above immobility and join your cause. If you emotionally take to the streets with a sign screaming at all passerbys, you are only adding to their immobility and no one- including you- accomplishes anything. Think it through and speak with others eye to eye, heart to heart, and soul to soul.

When I was overwhelmed with my daughter Kelly’s circumstance in custody of a corrupt system, I found myself drowning in my tears completely immobilized. I volunteered locally to combat litter at our State Park, which got me outside and focused on cleaning. This shift of focus helped clear my mind so I could positively affect my child’s need.

Negativity immobilizes while a brighter mind inspires clarity of thinking. 

Do you live in an environment of complaint, making it a challenge to rise above negativity? Rather than echo complaints by adding your own, or, worse yet argue, take the lead. Suggest a walk with assurance it has been helpful for you. Change the subject. Change your thought change their mood!

My daughter Kelly and I are fortunate to have exercised mind over matter throughout our healing process thanks to Mark.  All three of us were aware of HAARP’s affect, so together we learned to rise above imposed frequencies with conscious awareness. Mark was an extremely positive influence on Kelly and I both in light of his wisdom, which I am in turn sharing with you today. Sometimes just a word of encouragement, depth of understanding, or a reminder to live the love you are is enough to rise above immobilizing negativity.

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Like him or not, perpeTraitors I knew deep in the Wash DC swamp feared Trump as far back as the mid-‘80s.

Trump was feared because he openly and adamantly opposed selling out our Constitutional values of freedom and justice for all to a globalist slave society agenda- especially where MK Ultra mind control and child sex trafficking blackmail ops are involved.

Knowledge is our defense against mind control, and awareness is key to stopping globalist funding mechanisms of drug and human trafficking across open borders. 

Could it be that Trump gained his knowledge due to proximity to perpeTraitors in his business circles, and that this same proximity fueled  perpeTraitors’ fear of Trump? After all, he could not be bought off- he had his own money; he could not be compromised, coerced, threatened, or blackmailed- he had his own security; above all he could not be mind controlled- he had knowledge that is our defense against mind control.

While this does not crown Trump perfect in all things, it does empower him to stand against the globalist slave society agenda with vigilance, fortitude, and strength of spirit. This is why perpeTraitors I knew, including Bush, Clintons, and global leaders identified in TRANCE Formation of America, feared him. He threatened to disrupt their plan to mind control You.

Trump’s personal defense against control does not encompass everyone around him, especially in Wash DC. Even his closest confidents, Supreme Court Justices, and appointees may be vulnerable to coercion, manipulation, mind control, or even blackmail.

Blackmail is a very real and present danger since it is how this New World Order globalist slave society agenda has progressed to this point. Epstein Island and Diddy Parties are only recent evidence of blackmail ops. This has been going on my whole life. I was used in blackmail ops since I was a little toddler.

I was exposed to so many dirty government secrets that I was to be sacrificed at Bohemian Grove to prove to perpeTraitors in attendance that their secrets died with me.

Fortunately for me, intelligence insider Mark Phillips rescued me from certain demise, took my daughter and me to safety, and handed me keys to my own mind for healing. Mark had been working the highest levels of intelligence mind sciences to preserve the sanctity of free thought when he saw how our country was being sold out to a global slave society agenda through mind control of the masses. When Mark saw little children being taken in and out of the White House, he decided to take action and lifted my daughter and me right out of the Wash DC human trafficking swamp in 1988.

Think for a moment. Re-read “when Mark saw little children being taken in and out of the White House”. 

This means he was there and saw what was happening. Anyone could have taken a photo and erroneously grouped him in the complicit list.

Likewise, I was at the “Diddy parties” of the day being passed around like a party favor. I was in the Virgin Islands, throughout the Caribbean, Canada, and Mexico being used in drug and human trafficking ops. There is photographic evidence. 

Under MK Ultra, I could not think to protect my daughter any more than I could think to protect myself. Each of us was manipulated by love and instinct to take abuse to protect the other, which never was effective as our hearts intended. My daughter and I were in the White House where cameras record everything. I held her hand as we walked through the Service Entrance/Serve us in trance. 

When my daughter was being further abused through corrupted Child Protective Services in the 90s, FBI agents testifying against her threatened me that they would release blackmail videos. I responded, “Please do. It will further prove my testimony.”

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Kelly was sorting through our treasures gathered on a recent trip to Siesta Key, Florida when she found her sea shells she had collected made it safely home without breaking.

“Look, Mom,” she squealed. “My baby’s ear shells made it!”

I did not know she had gathered baby ear shells, and was surprised to hear her mention them with such enthusiasm given the trigger significance they were in Operation Shell Game. (p.146-149 TRANCE Formation of America)

Kelly and I are so focused on our present and future, that we do not discuss our past other than to reference it as source of insight and wisdom gained for current application. Plus I have always followed Mark’s advice that Kelly needs to learn of her past from within herself free of outside input. This has allowed us both to heal on our own path in light of our individual experiences rather than tangle or dilute memory.

Curious why Kelly was so ebullient about her baby ear shells, I asked her what she knew about them. She told me, “I remember a nice man on the beach explaining to me why baby’s ears shells are so rare and treasured. They are extremely delicate, and when polished are beautiful. When you look inside, you can see the resemblance to a baby’s ear.”

“That ‘nice man’ was not so nice in my book,” I offered. “He is in TRANCE for using the baby’s ear as a trigger for me to do what I was told or your life was on the line.”

Kelly and I were well familiar how manipulation of our love for each other was used against us both to make us do as told so the other would not be hurt. Obviously it was a lie as both of us endured MK Ultra traumas just the same. Yet it is indicative of the power of love, and how each of us had done all we could to protect the other albeit ineffectively.

This is akin to how families were manipulated and divided when mind control masked as a virus was unleashed on the global population 2020. Those who bought into the media’s repetitive narrative feared for the lives of those thinking free and vice versa. It was all love, yet it divided families nevertheless simply because they did not understand components of mind control.

Kelly and I share a very close and profoundly deep relationship because we both fully understand what was imposed on us. Once families torn apart by mind control understand its components, they will real-eyes it was love all along driven by fear the other would die as controlled media programmed them to believe.

The more you know the more you see we are not responsible for what we were forced to do under mind control. Now that we are aware, however, we are responsible and must evolve with the knowledge that is our defense against mind control going forward. Our precious family units are under deliberate orchestrated attack. Truth frees us from imposed fear, and allows for clarity of vision, compassion, and divine love to unite our families once and for all. 

Nature is abSOULute, and Kelly and I embrace it always. Kelly’s and my vastly different perceptions of what baby ear shells meant did not preclude the reality of their profound beauty. Nor did we feel need to superimpose our experiences on each other as people are often conditioned to do. We each had different experiences, and therefore different memory and perception.

Embrace difference. We all have much to learn from each other.

Global Unity defeats New World Order

Relaxing after an intense day, Mark and I would often get into deep discussions on how the New World Order could be effectively unraveled. 

We each had different perspectives, priorities, and ideas on how that could possibly be accomplished which added dimension to a vast array of potential SOULutions.

Mark and I agreed that the first  step would be to identify the problem that defines the New World Order. The New World Order is a slave society agenda that uses trauma based mind control as the means of ushering it in. Knowledge is our defense against mind control, and ultimately the New World Order.

As humanity wakes up to reality and reclaims free thought, the world naturally unites in light of truth. 

Mark determined that people would be slow to recognize the difference between New World Order and world unity until they understood mind control. This dichotomy seemed oxymoronic. What would break the spell of New World Order mind control over the masses long enough for them to wake up, reclaim free thought, and unite against their oppressors?

To compound the felony, mind control is designed to keep people looking outside themselves to Big Government to fix our problems for us. Deep State Big Government is not going to stop the New World Order – they are the New World Order! 

The New World Order is a 100 year plan that began in Adolph Hitler’s Nazi Germany.  Nazi and Fascist scientists were imported into the US in the wake of WWII through Project Paperclip. With them came the formula for MK Ultra mind control to implement what Hitler, Bush, Biden, and self appointed self anointed global leaders term New World Order. 

Knowledge is our defense against mind control, so secrecy and censorship are crucial to their success. Hence the reason for secret societies, secret meetings, and the need for blackmail to ensure secrecy. The 1947 National Security Act was designed to keep their secrets and cover their crimes while the CIA was formed at the same time for enforcement. 

Now that these dark secrets are finally coming to light, mind control’s spell is breaking. People are waking up to embrace free thought. 

With free thought comes free will soul expression and the capacity for wisdom. Wisdom outthinks their criminal minds every time. With wisdom comes the ability to gather the strength of the human spirit and infinite power of love. It is on this level that humanity naturally unites. United in purpose with knowledge that is our defense against mind control, humanity’s victory in unraveling the New WORLD Order worldwide is inevitable.

It is time to remember who we are and why we are here. Ultimately mind control is a spiritual battle, whereby the difference between the New World Order and global unity is dark and light, evil vs good, hate vs. love, slavery vs freedom.  

PerpeTraitors hellbent on this slave society agenda fear the strength of the human spirit. It’s where we win and where they lose. Strength of the human spirit’s infinite source of love is the most powerful force in the universe. They cannot possess nor eradicate our innate energy source, they can only inhibit our ability to think to express it through mind control. 

The formula for mind control is the same whether it is of an individual, a classroom, military, nation, or the world. Trauma is the basis of it, and it was found through Hitler/Himmler research there is no trauma more horrific on the human mind than sexual abuse of child prior to age 5 while the brain is still forming. Trauma shuts down neuron pathways in the brain necessary for free thought critical analysis, which heightens suggestibility for a complaint society. 

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“He who holds the gold makes the rules,” Mark would quip, adding “and the ultimate gold is black. Black mail videos.” 

My whole life those ruling our world by Blackmail termed themselves New World Order of the Rose. The Order of the Rose was a secret society of self-appointed, self-anointed leaders comprised of Jesuits and CIA.  

These power mongers did not trust each other either, so they kept compromisingly perverse Blackmail videos of each other filmed during secret meetings. As a young child, I was sex trafficked to various politicians and global leaders who met at what was the Epstein Island of its time Mackinac Island Michigan.  

Most perpeTraitors I was exposed to were aware that they were being covertly filmed since it was the ultimate rule of being a secret society Order of the Rose member. It was also understood that these Blackmail videos were held in vaults at the Vatican, through the infiltrated Mafia network, and by various individuals. 

One such individual that held Blackmail videos in the 1980s was Hollywood actor Michael Dante’. I had cause to see Dante’s wall of vaults when I was in his Hollywood home in 1986 as detailed in my testimony for Congress TRANCE Formation of America.   

How does a B grade actor come into such a high position as keeper of the Blackmail? Dante’ was closely associated with Jack Valenti, head of the Motion Picture Association of America and godfather over Hollywood and politics due to his friendships with Ronald Reagan, George Bush, Bill and Hillary Clinton, the Vatican and more.  Jack Valenti’s power grew when the New World Order gained control through the Kennedy Assassination. Valenti fed us the media cover-up for Ford’s Warren Commission, first coining the term “conspiracy theorist” for anyone questioning the narrative. 

Black mail and infiltration had blurred the line between Vatican Jesuits, the Mafia, and CIA which Michael Dante’ epitomized by wearing all hats. Seemingly tied to everyone, Dante’s position put him in charge of covert filming at the Bohemian Grove, Clintons’ Swiss Villa Amphitheater in Lampe, Missouri, and spontaneous meeting places such as the one where I was trafficked in Malibu where Bush, Reagan, Salinas, De la Madrid, and more had met to finalize criminal groundwork for  NAFTA. Dante’ had seen it all, done it all, and held the evidence much like the Diddy or Epstein of his day.  

I was about to turn 30 and was scheduled to be sacrificed at Bohemian Grove for what I knew about inner operations of the New World Order, specifically Order of the Rose. Dante’s vault also held Snuff films proving the execution of those like me who ‘knew too much’. This word had reached intelligence insider Mark Phillips, who ultimately intercepted me enroute to my executioner Michael Dante. Mark saved me from certain death, and my daughter Kelly from a fate worse than death. 

Because I had been programmed heavily under MK Ultra mind control to go to Michael Dante’, I was obsessed with the need to fulfill my mission. Mark’s initial efforts to keep my daughter and me safe were strenuous under the circumstances, especially considering we were literally dodging bullets that I was straining to run back into as programmed.  

Mark asked me who was shooting at us, insisting I write it out by hand and not vocalize. Writing it out defused my programming and showed me my truth. As quickly as I wrote out memory, it was validated by clean members of intelligence and law enforcement. William Von Raab of  US Customs validated my testimony detailing groundwork for NAFTA that was rooted in drug and human trafficking across open borders, which in turn funded the New World Order.  

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Did Trump lie? Or did we fail to listen?

Is it possible we could not hear “Power is returned to the People” over programming screaming in our ears for generations to give our power away to Big Government, Big Pharma, Big Tech, and Big Cult/Occult religion?

Is it true everything we have been told is a lie? Or does truth lie somewhere in between? 

As a little child losing free thought to MK Ultra mind control, I bought into the media narrative that Nixon phoned astronauts on the moon. Wanting to escape this cruel planet, it seemed I could shinny up that phone cord into outer space. Illogical? Of course. Logic is the first thing to go when conscious free thought is lost. 

So is space travel a lie? Or were media images the lie?

It is easy to emotionally react to repetitive media narrative rather than critically analyze information and take response-ability to respond true-to-soul with purpose. 

We are now empowered to stop snap judging and think things through.

Before you dismiss that statement, consider that our brains flow like rivers. Those rivers become entrenched when we continuously take the easy ride floating down the same path. Its easy to snap judge from that position rather than get off our innertube and swim upstream to discover new directions of thought. It is easier to snap judge someone else than it is to take action your self.

We have been empowered. Embrace it. Think further.

If I had shinnied up that phone cord into outer space, would I have found intelligent life? Would aliens be happy with us invading their space with phone cords, space junk, space trash, and space wars?

What if what George Bush said at Bohemian Grove in the 80s is true and aliens are us in the future? That we are all various species of aliens and space travel is really time travel? Should we believe repetitive media narratives trying to scare us into complying with self appointed, self anointed global leaders hellbent on using alien theme MK Ultra mind control to usher in their slave society agenda? What if they are following DARPA generated Artificial Intelligence back to their own future while trying to limit our soul wisdom so we go along with their shallow, linear trip?

We have been empowered. Think further. 

Perhaps all those drones we are seeing are weapon systems of puppetmasters moving into their next level of Psychological Warfare. We can’t wait on Big Government to save us when Big Global Government is doing it to us. 

So many of us are awake and aware of this reality that sheer numbers of us overrode the rigged electronic algorithms in voting machines to elect a President that would return power to the people.

We are empowered. Embrace responsibility. Think further than what you think you know.

I live in an area of the country where Global education/Common Core has failed to indoctrinate children who think free instead. As a result, children are capable of creating drones while still in kindergarten. With drones everywhere, invasiveness is not tolerated and drones are affectionately referred to as skeet around here. People take responsibility for their lives and freedom. 

We are empowered.

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I am often asked what I think of Lee Greenwood’s song “God Bless the USA” since he is mentioned in TRANCE Formation of America pgs.151-152 and again on p.170. 

Despite all that I experienced with Lee Greenwood, I still like aspects of “God Bless the USA” because I do love our country, its natural beauty, and the resiliency of We the People. Besides, I know a lot more about the origin of that song that I will share in a moment.

When I see Lee Greenwood’s presence at Trump rallies, I do wonder if he knows anything about Greenwood’s past. Or if he simply enjoys the song like I do. I appreciate President Trump for all he has done to wake people up to the reality of the Wash DC swamp and its funding mechanism of drug and human trafficking across open borders, yet I do not agree with him on all things. Why should I? Human beings are all on their own learning path.

Did Lee Greenwood learn something that restored his moral compass? Anyone with a soul has the capacity to grow and change, and therefore I focus my personal judgments on information rather than on people.

President Ronald Reagan is a profound example. Reagan was deeply traumatized from the assassination attempt on him, and never regained control over himself or his Administration from that point on. George Bush and Dick Cheney ran his Administration and treated him horribly that I witnessed.

In my 1995 testimony for Congress TRANCE Formation of America, National Security demands forbid me from asserting my perception of what went on behind the seen. Instead, I could only tell exactly what happened that had been validated. Details in TRANCE are what happened to me, Reagan, and others. What happens to us is not who we are. 

I was at Swiss Villa Amphitheater in Lampe, Missouri when Lee Greenwood was there due to his involvement in Bill Clinton’s CIA cocaine ops running through the country music industry. In 1983-84 Nashville’s country music industry was extending to Branson to be in closer proximity to Bill Clinton’s Mena cocaine operation and the Swiss Villa Amphitheater compound. 

Greenwood was friends with both Bush and Clinton back then, and also sang at Bohemian Grove’s UNderground.  (p.170 TRANCE)

It was my experience that Greenwood was so heavily involved in the cocaine industry that he was granted a boost to his country music career cover. Greenwood already had been given access to sophisticated NASA/DARPA harmonics, which Bush wanted used at the1984 Republican National Convention.

President Ronald Reagan had been outspoken in his desire to change our National Anthem from the Star Spangled Banner to the old 1911 version of America the Beautiful. He had asserted that the majestic beauty of our nation would be more patriotically inspiring than war, which was a point of view we shared.  

Lee Greenwood’s song “God Bless the USA” was originally written in accordance with Reagan’s patriotic preference and was released in 1984 to be used in the Republican National Convention for the re-election of Reagan-Bush. The rest is history, and history in the making today. 

I’ve often wondered what Reagan would have done for our country had he been in control of his Administration. What free will choices would he have made? Having lost my free thought/free will to CIA MK Ultra mind control the first 30 years of my life, I have deep appreciation and gratitude for my freedom today. Depth of insight compound the meaning of “God Bless the USA” when I hear it at a Trump rally, especially knowing what it meant to Reagan.  

Perhaps President Trump is aware of that, too.

Intelligence? Agencies

“Intelligence is lost to mind control,” Mark would say. “And I’m talking about Intelligence Agencies.”

MK Ultra mind control inhibits critical analysis, creative application of information, discernment of truth, and a moral compass. Nevertheless, it had been determined that the need for compartmentalized secrecy was more important than agents thinking beyond their Need-to- Know, so MK Ultra became as common in Intelligence as it is in the military.

“Wisdom outthinks their programmed minds every time,” Mark would forewarn. Wisdom comes with free thought, while programmed minds are also vulnerable to mind hacks who can easily access codes, keys, and triggers to turn an agent faster than they can blink. 

Mark Phillips worked the highest levels of Intelligence mind sciences to preserve the sanctity of free thought and was deeply discouraged to witness some of our nation’s greatest minds being lost to MK Ultra. He was not the only one in Intelligence with eyes to see, ears to hear, and soul to know this truth.

Many aware individuals in Intelligence were not affected by MK Ultra since knowledge is our defense against mind control. Spy masters, including Col. Fletcher Prouty, shared Mark’s concern that an ongoing infiltration, destruction, and control of US Intelligence agencies by a shadow Deep State globalist government was underMinding US sovereignty.

Mind control is their tool being used to usher in a global slave society agenda- beginning with infiltration of all Intelligence agencies through MK Ultra.

The formula for mind control is the same whether it is of an individual, classroom, Intelligence agencies, nations, or the world. Trauma is the basis of it, with no trauma more horrific on the human mind than sexual abuse of a child prior to age 5 while the brain is still forming. 

Pedophilia is a mind control agenda. Transgenderism is a depopulation mind control agenda. Both are used in black mail ops to compromise agents, politicians, and people of influence which is what Epstein Islands and Diddy Parties are all about. Who are the puppetmasters holding those videos? 

Sexually abused children are often groomed to be recruited into ‘Intelligence’ Agencies. I was targeted for MK Ultra mind control since I had been born into a multigenerational incest based family. It had been found through Hitler/Himmler research that was brought into the US through Project Paperclip in the wake of WWII that after 3 generations any knowledge base, belief system, or abuse base becomes autogenic in the brain. It becomes genetically inherent. 

Equally, suppression of birthright information such as how the human brain responds to trauma and our innate knowledge base defense against mind control becomes lost after 3 generations. It is still there deep in the subconscious, where humanity needs to be reminded to access it.

Consider that Intelligence agencies are structured akin to our brain’s natural response to trauma too horrible to comprehend. In the brain of an MK Ultra victim, there is no inner-communication between compartmentalized memory. Agents operating on a Need to Know have no inner-agency communication due to compartmentalized information. Compound secrecy erodes truth that makes us free.

My sexual abuse began at infancy before I could think to know what my father was doing was wrong. My brain knew, though, and responded to pain and suffocation by repressing memory of the abuse deep into my subconscious mind.  

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Every single one of us has been lied to, manipulated, indoctrinated, and propagandized. We have been conditioned for generations to look outside ourselves to Big Government, Big Pharma, Big Tech, Big Cult/Occult religion to tell us how to live our lives. 

They told us wrong- creating division, hatred, fear, ignorance, intolerance, and judgeMentalism.

Time for us all to heal and unite in light of truth, love, and understanding. Healing is a personal journey, and it within us all to heal… ourselves.

Healing has no left, right, color, gender or belief system. Healing is abSOULute and it is within us all to heal and reclaim our birthright to freely live our lives in light of love and purpose. Its time we all remember who we are and why we are here.

Rather than judge those around you, look within your self. Self control is challenging enough without trying to tell others how to live their lives, too. 

We cannot live someone else’s life for them. Nor can we heal for them. Heal your self to light the path forward for others. Healing is an individual journey by design. We have all been blessed with resiliency of body, mind, and spirit. It all begins with free thought.

Understanding mind control gives us knowledge that is our defense against it. Without free thought there is no free will. Without free will there is no soul expression. Without soul expression there is no moral compass, discernment of truth, or ability to align with our innate strength of spirit and infinite power of love.

Ultimately mind control is a spiritual battle. When we claim our victory by realizing our own power, remembering who we are and why we are here, and living the love we are, humanity naturally unites. 

Our strength of spirit is what dark force puppet masters fear the most, which is why they impose trauma, fear, hatred and division. United we stand against their assault on free thought to align with the divine.

It is on this level of oneness that humanity unites. It becomes easy to see how mind control disrupts our ability to live our life’s purpose. To live the love we are.

As we move forward in light of the Global Great Awakening, it is imperative to downsize governmental influence and take responsibility for our own lives. Regardless of propaganda’s engineered political perceptions, we all real-eyes the need for freedom, inner peace and global peace. Awareness is the first step toward positive, necessary change. 

Unite within your self free of mind control. Expand your thought to embrace the reality that there is more to life than what you think you know. 

LISTEN to others. Dare to learn from differences. If we all bring the same piece of the puzzle to the table, the big picture cannot come into focus. We need the big picture to understand what in the world has been going on so we can avoid the same mistakes, evolve with knowledge that is our defense against mind control, and freely unite in light of love and truth.

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“You have to forgive your abusers in order to heal,” mental hellth therapists are taught to assert to trauma survivors.

Most survivors of abuse need to forgive themselves! 

Abusers notoriously threaten to kill pets or family members if the victim tells, which to the child and subconscious mind makes it the victim’s “choice” to silently permit it. It is also common that the victim is repeatedly told they are innately evil and therefore “possessed”, or are accused of dressing provocatively, or are “an old soul who wants it”, and the list goes on and on.

When trauma occurs, the conscious mind freezes in fright leaving the subconscious wide open to programming. Without a conscious mind filter and critical analysis of repetitive narrative, information is taken in without question or reason… including shame and blame. Rooted in the subconscious, this programming drives self perception, thoughts, and ultimately actions. Especially when triggered.

Mind control is a sliding scale and is as individualistic as abusive programmers and life’s traumatic experiences. The formula for mind control is the same, whether it is of an individual, classroom, nation, or the world; trauma is the basis of it. When trauma occurs, whether it is witnessed through media’s repetitive narrative, is experienced in pedophilic or occult abuse, or is DARPA level MK Ultra, the brain responds the same with heightened suggestibility.  Abusers understand this and assert their agenda, always shifting blame to the victim in the course of programming.

Many survivors who have yet to heal through writing out trauma are often triggered back under control by abusers they confront to ‘forgive’ as suggested.  Since they were programmed with blame, to ‘forgive’ an abuser reinforces and compounds the felony. Healing must occur first, which includes forgiving self and understanding mind control in order to have defense against it.

When I was healing from 30 years of torturous MK Ultra White House/Pentagon level mind control, I told Mark I could not live with myself after what I had been forced to do.  Mark replied, “You are not responsible for what you are programmed to do under mind control- your abusers are responsible. They need to be held accountable for their actions. Now that you are aware, however, you are responsible for all your actions going forward.”

Mark’s understanding helped me to understand mind control and my abusers. Understanding allowed me to forgive myself, and realize it is up to my abusers to forgive themselves IF they choose to heal. 

Catholic Confession further distorted my perception of ‘forgiveness.’ Catholics are taught to enter the Confessional booth with a priest and recite, “Forgive me father for I have sinned.” To a suggestible child raped by their father being told to refer to the pedophile priest as ‘father’ so he can intercede to ‘God the father’ is confusing, especially when sexually assaulted in the Confessional and then instructed to ask forgiveness???  

I real-eyes not all Catholics are complicit in the Jesuit/CIA alliance. Yet Catholics are engrained to believe Confessed secrets are secured through the priest, with the whole Catholic Confessional thing being about secrecy. Think Mafia and the blackmail leverage trance-spiring through this ritual. Consider how this secrecy compounds control over the sexual abuse of a child instructed to ‘forgive’.  

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