Money is one of the most common sources of conflict in relationships — and also one of the least understood. What starts as a disagreement about spending, saving, or financial priorities often turns into defensiveness, distance, and unresolved resentment.

In this episode of Untethering Shame, I’m joined by Jordan Pendleton, a former financial advisor turned Money Conversation Coach for couples, to unpack what’s really happening underneath money fights — and why these conversations feel so charged, emotional, and hard to navigate.

Jordan brings both professional expertise and lived experience into this conversation, helping couples understand how money becomes entangled with shame, fear, control, and emotional safety. Together, we explore how money arguments are rarely about the numbers — and how learning to turn toward each other instead of away can change everything.

In this episode, we explore:

• Why money activates shame, fear, and power dynamics in relationships
• How recurring money arguments signal deeper emotional needs and unmet safety
• The ways couples unknowingly turn away from each other during financial stress
• What it looks like to rebuild trust and connection around money conversations
• How shifting how you talk about money can reduce conflict and re-ignite intimacy

If you’ve ever felt stuck in the same money arguments… avoided conversations altogether… or wondered why finances feel so emotionally loaded in your relationship, this episode offers clarity, compassion, and a new way forward.

💬 About Jordan Pendleton

Jordan Pendleton is a former financial advisor turned Money Conversation Coach for couples. She works with partners who find themselves arguing about money — helping them move out of shame, blame, and silence and into honest, connected conversations.

Rooted in her own experiences navigating money and marriage, Jordan is passionate about helping couples stop turning away from one another during conflict and instead learn how to face challenges together. Her work focuses on restoring emotional safety, improving communication, and helping couples reconnect — not just financially, but relationally.

Connect with Jordan:

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In this episode, I respond to a question from an anonymous listener who writes:

“Kyira, I’m struggling with Christmas this year. Money is tight, and I know I won’t be able to give my kids the big gifts that their friends at school will likely get. I want them to feel the magic of Santa without feeling ‘less than’ when they hear what other kids got. How do I keep Christmas joyful and special without unintentionally feeding into comparison or the idea that Santa loves some kids more than others?”

We explore the intersection of shame, validation, and visibility — and how Santa culture often mirrors deeper insecurities around worth, access, and belonging. Inside this episode, we’ll talk about:

• Why “Santa inequality” impacts kids more than we think
• How to protect the magic without reinforcing comparison
• What to do when kids notice what other kids received
• How parents can shift traditions in a grounded, shame-resilient way

If you’ve ever felt the pressure to create a “perfect Christmas,” worried you’re not doing enough, or wondered how to keep holiday magic alive on a tight budget, this episode will help you re-anchor the season in connection, not comparison—and release the shame that so easily finds its way into parenting this time of year.

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💬 You are not your content. Your worth exists offline too.

#AskMeAnything #ShameResilience #AdversityRising

In this conversation, Kyira Wackett and Ingrid Hu Dahl explore themes of identity, resilience, and the complexities of family dynamics. They discuss the importance of community, the journey of self-discovery, and the power of empathy in relationships. Ingrid shares her experiences of growing up mixed-race, navigating societal expectations, and the impact of her mother's influence on her life. The conversation emphasizes the significance of understanding and healing, both personally and collectively, as well as the importance of empowering young voices through shared experiences.

Takeaways

• Navigating personal challenges can be a privilege.
• Root systems in trees symbolize resilience and stability.
• Community plays a crucial role in healing and growth.
• Experiencing otherness can lead to a deeper understanding of identity.
• Empowering young voices is essential for future generations.
• Family dynamics can be complex and require open communication.
• Resilience is built through creative expression and connection.
• Empathy is vital for understanding others' experiences.
• Personal growth often involves challenging societal expectations.
• Healing is a journey that requires curiosity and openness.

More about Ingrid:

Ingrid Hu Dahl is an author, speaker, and leadership coach. She is the founder of a coaching and consulting business dedicated to empowering the next generation of leaders. With over two decades of experience in learning and development, she brings her expertise to a wide range of industries, from corporate and media to nonprofit and social justice organizations. A TEDx speaker and a founding member of the Willie Mae Rock Camp in Brooklyn, Ingrid has a lifelong passion for amplifying underrepresented voices. She has written, filmed, and directed two short films exploring identity, representation, and the mixed-race experience. And, she has toured in multiple rock bands, playing bass, guitar, synth, drums and singing.

Ingrid is certified by the International Coaching Federation and the Center for Creative Leadership. She is a global lecturer and speaker, and an advisory board member for the Institute for Women’s Leadership at Rutgers University.

Connect with Ingrid:

• Website
• Get her book
• LinkedIn & Instagram Handles: @ingridhudahl and @sunshiningonmorningsnow

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In this episode, I respond to a question from an anonymous listener who writes:

“I’ve tried setting boundaries with my mom, but it feels like no matter how clear I am, she always finds a way to push them. Whether it’s showing up unannounced, commenting on my parenting, or guilt-tripping me for saying no, I end up feeling frustrated and ashamed for even trying. How do I handle it when someone I love—especially a parent—keeps crossing my boundaries without turning it into a fight or feeling like I’m the bad guy?”

We dig into the deep emotional work of setting and maintaining boundaries with loved ones — especially when old family patterns make it hard to stand firm. Inside this episode, we’ll explore:

• The difference between a boundary and a rule — and why you need both
• How guilt and shame show up when you start protecting your peace
• Why your mom’s reaction isn’t proof that your boundary is wrong
• How to shift from frustration to self-respect through consistent follow-through

If you’ve ever felt guilty for setting limits with someone you love, this episode will help you reclaim your voice and your calm.

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🪞 Boundaries aren’t about control — they’re about clarity. And clarity is the foundation of peace.

#AskMeAnything #Boundaries #FamilyDynamics #ShameResilience #AdversityRising

In this deeply honest and emotionally rich conversation, Kyira and returning guest Cassandra Johnson explore the intergenerational patterns that shape how we love, communicate, perform, protect ourselves, and experience shame.

Together, they unpack how childhood conditioning — from emotional dismissal to unpredictability to inappropriate responsibility — wires us for compliance, self-blame, perfectionism, and fear of abandonment. Cassandra shares powerful stories from her own life, including formative experiences with parental volatility, childhood silencing, and sexual trauma, and how those shaped her patterns in adulthood — from people-pleasing to relationship dynamics to emotional over-functioning.

The episode moves from insight to application, offering listeners a grounded look at what this work actually requires: emotional honesty, habit-level rewiring, rupture and repair, self-reflection, and the courage to let relationships go when they cannot meet you in the work.

This is an invitation into clarity, self-trust, sovereignty, and the kind of healing that strengthens both identity and connection.

We explore:

• Why change is never a five-step checklist and why emotional work requires depth, nuance, and time
• How childhood systems of compliance and conditional love show up in adulthood — in relationships, conflict, boundaries, and self-worth
• The generational norms that taught us emotions don’t matter and how that creates long-term disconnection from self
• Cassandra’s powerful personal stories of emotional dismissal, unpredictability, fear conditioning, and trauma — and how those shaped her sense of self
• The dangerous belief that “I’m fine” and why unprocessed experiences always show up in relationships, parenting, and communication
• Why rupture and repair are essential for true safety — and why avoiding conflict keeps us stuck
• How perfectionism and self-criticism are rooted in shame, fear, and inadequate models of emotional support
• The work of learning partners’ emotional languages, including the difference between intention and impact
• Why some relationships must end for healing to continue — and how space can be an act of repair
• How to begin this work: recognition, pattern awareness, honesty, nervous system cues, and small steps of aligned communication

About Cassandra Johnson

Cassandra is a strategist, storyteller, and founder of CM Brand Studios, where she supports clients in aligning their messaging, identity, and voice with who they truly are. Through a blend of intuition, lived experience, strategic thinking, and emotional insight, she helps people create lives, relationships, and expressions that feel honest, grounded, and deeply aligned with their values.

She brings a unique lens to this work — informed by generational trauma, self-reclamation, and the ongoing practice of rewriting her own story with intention and truth.

Connect with Cassandra

🔗 Website

📱 Instagram

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In this episode, I respond to a question from an anonymous listener who writes:

“Lately I wake up with this constant feeling of anxiety about the world — politics, climate, conflict, everything. I want to stay informed, but it’s getting harder to not spiral or feel hopeless. How can I stay engaged without being consumed by everything that’s happening?”

Together, we unpack what it means to stay grounded in a time when the world feels unpredictable and heavy. Inside this episode, we’ll explore:

• How constant exposure to crisis keeps our nervous system in overdrive
• The role shame plays in keeping us over-informed and under-resourced
• What radical acceptance looks like when we can’t control the outcome
• How to care deeply without burning out completely

If you’ve been feeling the weight of the world and struggling to find balance between awareness and peace, this episode is for you.

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🌿 Awareness without rest becomes overwhelm — let groundedness be your quiet form of resistance.

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In this episode, I respond to a question from an anonymous listener who writes:

“I feel like I show up in my relationship — I share, I ask, I try to connect — but my partner often doesn’t really see me or respond the way I hope. Over time, I’m left wondering if it’s me. Should I just accept that this is how they are, or how do I stop feeling invisible and start grounding myself in my own worth?”

We explore what it means to feel unseen in relationships — and how to find your center again when connection feels one-sided. Inside this episode, we’ll talk about:

• How shame and attachment patterns fuel the feeling of invisibility
• The difference between being unseen and being unworthy
• What radical acceptance looks like when you can’t change another person
• How to stay grounded in your value even when someone doesn’t mirror it back

If you’ve ever felt like you’re disappearing in your relationship, this episode will help you remember that visibility begins with self-connection.

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⁠Submit your question⁠ anonymously or with your name — whatever feels safest for you.

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💬 If this episode spoke to you, drop a comment and share your biggest takeaway or reflection — I’d love to hear what came up for you.

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💭 Being unseen doesn’t mean you’re unworthy — it’s an invitation to start seeing yourself more clearly.

#AskMeAnything #Relationships #FeelingUnseen #ShameResilience #AdversityRising

In this episode of Untethering Shame, Kyira sits down with psychologist Amanda Quinby, PhD, to explore one of the most shame-charged arenas of modern life: online dating. From crafting the “perfect” profile to surviving ghosting, Amanda breaks down how dating apps become a minefield of comparison, self-doubt, and performance — and how to move toward fit and authenticity instead of chasing approval.

Together, they unpack the difference between dating to be chosen versus dating for alignment, and how slowing down, listening to your body, and treating your feelings as data can turn online dating into a powerful mirror for healing rather than a constant referendum on your worth.

In this episode, we explore:

• Why online dating feels so brutal

  How apps amplify shame through constant choice, comparison, and perfectionist language (“perfect profile,” “best first message,” “most attractive photos”).

• Shame, rejection, and the “job application” feeling

  The pressure of presenting yourself as “pickable,” and how every swipe or silence can feel like proof that you’re not enough, attractive enough, or interesting enough.

• Performance dating vs. fit dating

  The difference between contorting yourself to be chosen and staying grounded in who you are — and why “we never fight” early on is often a red flag for performance, not compatibility.

• Body image, photos, and the urge to hide

  How shame around appearance shows up in profile pictures, filters, and the instinct to conceal parts of yourself — and how that reinforces old stories about being “too much” or “not enough.”

• Ghosting, uncertainty, and the stories we tell ourselves

  Why our brains hate not knowing, how we fill in the gaps with self-blame, and gentler ways to sit with uncertainty without turning every unanswered text into a character indictment.

• Scarcity, settling, and eroding your own needs

  How loneliness and timelines (“I should have found someone by now”) can push us to ignore red flags, override our bodies, and stay in misaligned connections “because at least it’s someone.”

• Feelings as data, not verdicts

  Amanda’s invitation to slow down, notice how you feel in and after interactions, and ask: “Is this shame talking, or is this my system telling me this isn’t a good fit?”

• Online dating as an opportunity for growth

  How the process will inevitably bring your “stuff” to the surface — and how, with support and self-compassion, it can become a powerful space for practicing self-trust, boundaries, and authenticity.

More about Amanda:

Dr. Amanda Lynne Quinby is a clinical psychologist working in private practice in Bloomington, IN.  Amanda works with adult professionals struggling with life transitions, such as going through a divorce, making a career transition, or relocating, and is passionate about incorporating the topics of self-compassion, vulnerability, and self-care into her work.  Personally, she is an avid reader, partner, ballroom dancer, music lover, and dog mom.

Connect with Amanda:

• Website

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In this week’s AMA, Kyira answers a listener question about nighttime rumination — that racing mind that won’t quiet down no matter how tired you are.

Kyira unpacks why anxious thoughts spike at night, how shame and avoidance make it worse, and what it actually takes to create safety in your nervous system so rest feels possible. This episode explores practical tools for containment, self-compassion, and redefining rest — not as perfection, but as permission.

💡 Key Takeaways

• Your brain isn’t broken — it’s trying to process what it didn’t have space for earlier.
• Containment (writing things down) calms your system more than suppression.
• Rituals create predictability that signals safety to your body.
• Respond to anxious thoughts with reassurance, not judgment.
• Rest is more than sleep — it’s any moment your body feels allowed to slow down.

🗣️ Submit Your Question

Have a question you’d like Kyira to explore in a future AMA episode? Submit it at adversityrising.com/podcast.

In this episode, Kyira welcomes back Bronwyn Schweigerdt, licensed marriage and family therapist and self-described “anger expert,” for part two of their powerful discussion on emotional repression and radical self-integration.

Together, they unpack what happens when we silence our emotions — and what it takes to finally listen to them. Bronwyn guides Kyira through an integration exercise that becomes an intimate exploration of abandonment, worthiness, and self-acceptance.

Inside this episode, we’ll talk about:

• The difference between emotional suppression and repression — and how they shape our lives
• How childhood conditioning teaches us to disconnect from anger and truth
• The role of shame and abandonment in adult triggers and relationships
• A step-by-step process for integrating your younger self and reclaiming emotional safety
• How healing yourself creates generational change

If you’ve ever felt like you know your story but still can’t move past it, this episode will help you find language, compassion, and tools to bridge that gap — without abandoning yourself in the process.

🪞 Connect with Bronwyn Schweigerdt

Website: www.bronwynschweigerdt.com

Podcast: Angry at the Right Things

Instagram: @bronwynschweigerdt

💬 If this episode spoke to you, share your reflections — I’d love to hear what came up for you.

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