I hope if anyone listens to me, that you gain something.
I Know with Knowing others have gained from my Words without permission, but this is the society and culture we have raised by those who teach One another Plagiarism is just another way to Profit. It’s indicative of how empty I may be and have never been taught to ask.
G-d Our Father is the Creator of All the Seen and Unseen; He was knocking on your Door with a Message just before you decided to go for it, anyway.
Of course if I’m so full of Disbelief, and surrounded by others like me, I wouldn’t Believe me, either.
Maybe in another forty years you will Believe.
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TRANSCRIPT:
I don't know why, but I feel compelled to leave this in a podcast as I begin my final Ascension with no water starting no water tomorrow, but I've never spoken these words. I've always typed them out.
So one day, way back in the back where the Bible started, Mary was raped by Three Wise Men. She was a young girl. She was a virgin, and three wise men raped her and caused her to become pregnant.
Joseph married Mary to protect her because it wasn't safe then; she was very vulnerable, obviously she was raped.
So Joseph married Mary to protect her and he went to the three wise men and he said, “You are going to pay for your crime. You have produced a child. Here is the child.”
And so the three wise men brought the alms, which is the penance, right? So think about what you've heard through the years, right? It didn't Everybody started denying it. This doesn't sound right, this doesn't sound right, this doesn't sound right.
And when I came back down from Heaven, God showed me that this was the real story. And it makes sense, doesn't it? Look around you at what's happening.
OK. So here's Jesus Christ. He's born. He's glad to be alive. He's going around loving everybody despite his mother's denial of him because she was a victim of rape, loving everybody, right? He was good. He was a good soul.
And then another day, God showed me Jesus Christ in the desert. And I think I did write about this because I wrote about it the day I quote unquote-saw it. And it was to do with Jesus walking across water.
And all of a sudden it occurred to me, these people were following him because he was talking, and he's so charismatic, right? And he loves everybody, and he has good stories to tell they're good for life. They're good advice for things to do, you know, love one another, what happens if I have an argument with somebody. So they're all following him.
And he was talking for so long, they wandered out of the city into the desert, and they had never been there before. They were told never to go there. But they wandered.
So what happens if I'm standing in the desert, right? If they stopped at the end of the path of the city and he kept walking, he was probably talking. and didn't realize.
And he turned around to them, and they're all in awe because what do they see? They see him standing in the desert. But what's around him? The mirage, right? So the mirage looks like water. And so they're all in awe like, “Jesus is walking across water. Oh, my gosh!” And they're all, you know, they can't get over themselves.
And he's trying to tell them, “No, No! I've wandered out here with no shoes on because I don't have enough sense to be cautious about danger. The sand is very, very hot. Can you come assist me?”
And they're all still stuck on. “He's walking on water. How are we going to get to him?”
So he's trying to plead with them. “No, really. It's just sand. It just looks like water. I see the same thing when I'm looking at you,” and they're all, “Oh, you to walking on water.”
And he's like, No, really, my feet are blistering.”
And then... Obviously, he went back and then they, the women washed his feet because he had blisters.
So that makes sense, right?
So then, as time went on and Jesus started, you know, he was he was a humble man. But because of his words, it created envy from others who seemed like they were missing something.
Like, why can't they talk like he does?
Why aren't they so connected to God like he is?
Why does he have such good sense?
So envy and jealousy started happening around him because people weren't filled with the Holy Spirit or the Spirit of creation, where we come from, right?
Here's this child born of rape, and he's talking about wise words that nobody else has ever spoken. He He makes sense to the masses. So, of course, it would, I mean, look at what's happening today, right?
Jealousy and envy everywhere. For what reason?
Because people are empty.
So what happens in “The More of U.S. than You”Club is everybody gets together because it doesn't sound good to stand as one person and denigrate somebody. They always, people who always use envy and jealousy to denigrate others, have to gathering groups to feel strong, Because otherwise you look like a fool standing over there by yourself, complaining about a good person. Right?
So he kept on. He kept on trying to do good deeds, but the words used against him and the betrayals against him. Look what happened at the Last Supper. His mother denied him. We, the People kept filling him up with negative words. We told him he was all these things, painting him with lies, because we didn't feel good.
Why can't we talk like Jesus?
You know, that's what we were doing. So we wandered around. I mean, we made him feel so awful that the only thing that he could think to do was take his Cross to Heaven, to God, right?
He was like, well, all of these people, there's more of them than me. I must be this person that they're saying I am. They're stoning me. They're calling me all these things. They betrayed me at the last Supper. My mother denied me. What is the point of my living? I must be a terrible person. So I probably should just die.
So he poisoned himself because that was the only thing available at the time. But they didn't want to write that in the Bible, because what does that mean?
It means that People were Sinners, but isn't that the whole reason for the Bible? Don't we need to see where we're going wrong? So We the People, caused Jesus Christ to feel unworthy of life, and he took his own life.
And when he woke up, his mother was praying next to him, because she realized that he was still her son. No matter the wounds, no matter the memories she had of her rape, he was still her son, and she denied him. And now he was gone.
So she spent those days in the tomb with him praying him back to life. She was his Mother, she gave birth to him. and God sent him back down here.
And I can relate to all of that, because the same things have happened to me. But the point of the story is we sent Jesus to commit suicide. Go back and read the chapters. Go back and read the pages.
It was meant to be a lesson of how bad humanity can get.
How bad our words can wound one another.
Anybody who's been abused at any time can know how Jesus Christ felt in that moment. So of course, this is my perception. And I've already been up to the kingdom of heaven. You'll just have to take my word for it.
Nobody does. Nobody believes me. That's why I'm treated the way I am. But I understand the story.
My mother thought I was a product of rape. She was in an unhappy marriage, a whole bunch of other things occurred. I have a history of abuse in my family. I'm you know. I try. I tried. I tried to be better than the conditions I was brought up in. I did my best for people. I always spoke well of people when they weren't in the room, because I know how it feels to be talked about. I know how it feels to be projected upon. I know how it feels to be a child and adults use me for pleasure and film it and sell it. I know how it feels to be raped, but regardless of all of that, I would never wish that upon anybody else, and that's something we as Americans need to work on.
We are sending people to very dark places based on our words and based on thinking money means intelligence. Money means emotional intelligence, which is very important. Money means critical thinking, and none of that is true.
If you don't have the foundation of money, you will never understand it. It's not to be used as a weapon, a tool to harm others, and that's what's happening.
So before Holy Father Francis died, he said, “Live like Jesus Christ.”
And to me that means, take your Cross, whatever it is that bothers you, that others will not let you be quiet about. Whatever it is you're hiding, I guess I should say. Whatever that is you're hiding, whatever it is you think you need to present before the throne of God, you carry it across, right? You see how that that you carry it a cross, the desert, the desert is the desolate place where death waits for us. It's a calm is a desert. It's like the place between two worlds. It's where we feel like we're suffering with something, don't we?
So take your cross, take whatever that is, whatever you're holding down, whatever's causing your suffering, and take it across the desert. doesn't mean take yourself out.
It just means deal with it. Whatever's causing your suffering, you have to name it. so that others don't bleed.
So that we don't turn around and create a mass of people like today. Again, causing others to feel like they don't deserve to live. But we have to. We have to speak of whatever it is we have done. We have to speak of our deeds.
Because they become the scroll that God our Father reads. God, as one of 72 nations, no matter what we name it down here, no matter what label is applied down here, it's the same. We're all going to the same place. He is the same God.
And when we Ascend to Heaven, we are escorted by a loved one to the footstool of our Father., and as soon as we are taken, our skin unfolds into a lotus and it becomes the scroll, and it is a scroll of all the deeds we have done and all the deeds that have been performed against us throughout our lifetime that has been written on our skin.
We can't escape it. It may seem unfathomable to you if you listen to this, but it's only because you've never visited the kingdom of heaven and I don't want you to. I don't want you to.
It's my job to go to the Kingdom of Heaven, not yours.
But if you are listening, I hope in the middle of in between all my rants and raging, and I'm going through grief and everything else, it's part of life. It's part of life transition. I hope.. I hope for the United States of America that you start to love each other again. that We can be the People that our Ancestors would be proud of because not any single one of them wished that we would go through the same hate that they did. God bless you Amen 🙏🏻
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