In this episode we return with Part III of our Blast Exposure & Brain Injuries series with Shane Nedohin, MCPL (ret'd), a former breacher for JTF2 in the Canadian Armed Forces. Shane provides a compelling front-row seat into the intense world of breaching operations and the physical and brain injuries that come with it. We delve into The Globe and Mail article that brought Shane's story to light, highlighting the challenges he faces with blast-induced brain injuries and the denial of medical support from Veterans Affairs Canada. Shane had a triple play that same day as he participation in the event, 'A SILENT THREAT: RECOGNIZING INVISIBLE INJURY' hosted by the CDA Institute, where he discussed the often-overlooked impact of brain injuries on veterans' mental health, and then joined in a press conference held on Parliament Hill where Shane and the team at Concussion Legacy Foundation Canada called for a reassessment of federal policies regarding blast-induced brain injuries. Shane's story caught the attention of the Minister of Veteran Affairs, which led to a dialogue about the support systems for veterans with invisible injuries. Join us for this powerful episode as we explore the unseen battles faced by veterans and the ongoing fight for recognition and support.

In the second part of our series on "Blast Exposure & Brain Injuries," we continue the compelling journey with retired Master Warrant Officer Brendan Hynes. As a veteran who served with distinction in CANSOFCOM JTF2, Brendan's story highlights the ongoing battles faced by those affected by blast-induced Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI). This episode shines a spotlight on the incredible support provided by various Veteran organizations that stand by our heroes, often despite the lack of collaboration from Veterans Affairs Canada (VAC). We delve into the impactful work of the Concussion Legacy Foundation Canada and Project Enlist, showcasing their groundbreaking research and commitment to addressing brain injuries among veterans. Their efforts are making significant strides in improving the lives of those suffering from blast exposure, TBI, and concussions. Brendan shares his insights on the importance of physical activity for mental cognition, emphasizing how daily walks contribute to his well-being. Additionally, we celebrate his philanthropic endeavors through Your Daily Fix Coffee, particularly the Buddy Check blend. This initiative not only raises awareness but also supports mental wellness among veterans. We also highlight the "Sound of Remembrance" event held at the Canadian War Museum, organized by Veteran and musician Graham Trude, which serves as a poignant reminder of the sacrifices made by our armed forces. Join us for an enlightening discussion as Brendan continues his fight for Veterans' rights and well-being, bringing attention to the urgent need for Canada to recognize and act on the scientific evidence supporting the impact of blast exposure on brain health. This episode is a testament to the strength and resilience of our Veterans, and the essential support they deserve.

In the first part of our 6-part series on "What's Your Twenty?", we dive into the powerful and emotional story of MWO Brendan Hynes. Once a proud member of CANSOFCOM JTF2, Brendan dedicated his life to serving his country. Now a veteran living with Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) due to blast exposure, Brendan shares his journey of resilience and ongoing struggle for recognition, respect, and support. This episode sheds light on the harsh realities faced by many veterans: the devastating effects of institutional abandonment. Brendan opens up about the feeling of being left behind by the very institutions and Country that they would have given their lives for. He discusses the emotional and mental toll this has taken on him and others in similar situations, highlighting the urgent need for Canada to catch up with the medical and scientific advancements recognized by our allies. Join us as Brendan shares his raw personal experiences, the challenges he continues to face, and his relentless fight for the rights and wellness of Canadian Veterans. This episode is a stark reminder of the sacrifices made by our Armed Forces and the importance of ensuring they receive the support they deserve long after their service ends.

In this real and unfiltered episode of "What's Your Twenty?", we dive deep into the untold stories of first responders - the paramedics, firefighters, police officers, correctional officers, and dispatchers who face trauma daily to save lives. These women and men often suffer in silence, grappling with mental injuries, PTSD, and PTSI, while feeling immense pressure to appear strong and invincible. There is a harsh reality that their bravery and stoicism make it incredibly difficult for them to express vulnerability and admit they need help. The stigma around mental health in high-stress professions contributes to this silence, as does the fear of being judged or deemed unfit for duty. First responders may struggle with sleep disturbances, pervasive fear, and a desperate need for inclusion, yet they often isolate themselves, fearing rejection and the immense effort it takes to engage socially. They also face deep uncertainties about their ability to return to who they once were, compounded by self-doubt and the fear of external judgment. The episode highlights the guilt and shame first responders feel about their roles as parents, partners, and friends. They often internalize relationship issues and avoid addressing them head-on, fearing they will only make things worse. Perhaps most alarmingly, they may harbour thoughts of suicide, genuinely believing that their absence might make life easier for their loved ones. But the truth is, their presence is invaluable. Their absence would leave a devastating void in the lives of those who love them. Addressing mental health head-on is an act of incredible strength and courage. Join us as we advocate for a culture where first responders can speak up about their struggles and seek the support they need. Their mental health is just as crucial as their physical health, and it's time we all treated it that way. Your well-being matters, and we're here to help you find your path to healing.

In this episode, Emily delves into the transformative power of curiosity and hope through the personal journey of healing and growth. The focus is on the pivotal role of curiosity as a sign of recovery, inspired by the insightful words of a therapist, Roberta, who played a crucial role in Emily's healing process. She explores how becoming curious about her future and possibilities, signalled a shift towards wellness - reflecting on her journey, from questioning her capacity for happiness to aspiring to leave behind a life filled with struggles and suicidal thoughts. This episode emphasizes the importance of aligning external circumstances with internal awareness and viewing breakdowns as breakthroughs. Listeners are encouraged to move beyond comfort zones, embrace gradual transformation, and validate themselves from within. The episode highlights the inevitability of setbacks and the strength gained from outgrowing old lives and embracing the desire for more - more wellness, emotional management, and authenticity. Emily discusses the necessity of active participation in personal growth, starting with small, consistent actions that lead to significant breakthroughs over time. The episode also provides practical tips on starting small, utilizing available resources, and maintaining a vision of a healthier self. Ultimately, this episode is about choosing moments that matter, acknowledging the journey of trials and errors, and nurturing changes that prioritize well-being. It's a powerful reminder that healing and growth begin with the willingness to embrace change and take that first step.

In this episode, I am honored to welcome Ginette Petitpas Taylor, Canada’s Minister of Veterans Affairs and Associate Minister of National Defence. With a career that spans from social work to her current role, Minister Petitpas Taylor brings a deeply empathetic and dedicated perspective to her work. She reflects on her early career as a social worker and her time with the RCMP - experiences that shaped her approach to public service that led her to public office and advocacy for veterans. Our discussion delves into her appointment as Minister of Veterans Affairs and the profound sense of responsibility it carries. Minister Petitpas Taylor shares her experiences with cold calling World War II veterans, and offering a glimpse into the importance of those conversations. We also explore the various ways Canada commemorates its veterans, including the significance of the 80th anniversary of D-Day, and how these commemorations honour the bravery and sacrifices of our servicemen and women. The conversation shifts to the modern-day veteran and the evolving needs of those who have served. Minister Petitpas Taylor addresses the controversial "Purge" and its impact on veteran services, providing insight into the ongoing efforts to support veterans effectively. Additionally, she highlights the challenges faced by veterans dealing with brain injuries and the effects on their mental health, underscoring the necessity of comprehensive support and services. Join us for this discussion as Minister Ginette Petitpas Taylor sheds light on her commitment to improving veteran services and the meaningful work being done to ensure that those who have served our country receive the recognition and support they deserve.

In Part II, this heartfelt episode, Jodie Baulkham, author of Choosing My Tomorrow, delves into the profound challenges and triumphs she and her husband, RCMP Staff Sergeant, Brent Baulkham, face. Brent's struggle with PTSD takes centre stage, highlighting the impact of mental health on their lives. Amidst this, Jodie receives a life-altering diagnosis of breast cancer, leading to a double mastectomy. Despite these overwhelming adversities, Jodie shares her journey of resilience and determination. She emphasizes the importance of choosing "what's next" rather than dwelling on "why" these events occurred. Through her story, listeners will discover how Jodie finds joy and gratitude in everyday moments, even in the face of immense hardship. This episode is a testament to the power of choice and the human spirit's capacity to find light in the darkest times. Join us as Jodie Baulkham inspires us to navigate life's challenges with grace, strength, and unwavering hope.

In Part I, I sit down with Jodie Baulkham, the author of Choosing My Tomorrow: Surviving Murder, Navigating Mental Health, and Harnessing the Power of Choice. Jodie shares the harrowing story of the night her life changed forever. At just 29 years old, she was at home with her 8-month-old daughter when she received a knock at the door - her husband, RCMP officer Chris Worden, couldn't be found. In the early hours, it would be revealed that Chris had been murdered in the line of duty.

Jodie opens up about the immediate aftermath of the tragedy, describing the balance of immense loss, grief and and sharing the death of her husband with Canada, all the while caring for her infant daughter on her own. Through her candid and heartfelt narrative, Jodie provides listeners with a raw and honest look at her journey from loss to resilience. She discusses how she found the strength to move forward, the support systems that helped her, and the importance of choosing hope and joy even in the darkest times. Join us as we explore Jodie's powerful story of loss, love, and the enduring human spirit. This episode is a testament to the strength and resilience that can emerge from unimaginable tragedy.

In this powerful part II episode with Mark Bouchard, the author of Setting My Sights on Stigma, we discuss mental health, stigma, and cultural growth in law enforcement organizations. Mark’s experience as a first responder informs our conversation about stigma within critical roles, the emotional toll, and the importance of mental health support for those on the front lines. Mark’s advocacy work emphasizes that speaking openly about mental health reaches more people and how collective conversations can shift societal attitudes. There is a lack of culture that encourages open dialogue around mental health. Mark highlights the need for safe spaces where people can share their struggles without fear of judgment, emphasizing the importance of those who break the silence as they cultivate a safe space. In a space of safety, a historical suicide attempt is revealed, allowing us to explore the impact of disclosure on personal healing and community understanding. Mark provides an educational take on suicide prevention, emphasizing awareness and early intervention. We explore passive suicide (such as neglecting self-care) and its impact, and how self-stigmatization can inadvertently spread to others.

In this thought-provoking Part 1 episode, I sit down with Mark Bouchard, a seasoned ERT/SWAT Medic with over 15 years of frontline experience in law enforcement. Mark shares his insights on tactical operations, critical medical support, and the challenges faced by first responders. Our conversation delves deeper into crucial aspects of mental health within the law enforcement community. Needing to create a safe space, Mark emphasizes the importance of fostering an atmosphere where officers feel comfortable discussing their struggles and experiences. We explore the need for personalized crisis plans for officers when they are the ones in crisis, and how strategies for building trust with officers who are off duty are essential. Mark addresses public perception as he sheds light on the vilification of police and the challenges officers face when charged with offenses. Educating the public about policing and use of force is crucial. Join us as we explore these critical topics and work toward a healthier, more supportive law enforcement community.