In this episode, Christie shares her story, her relationship with the feminine and masculine and why her trauma made her think she wanted to be a man. Essentially, this was a trauma response to Christie holding shit around the feminine, putting the masculine on a pedestal and wanting to feel safe. In this episode, we go deep. Trigger warning, we touch on suicide, as well as:

- Christie’s story

- Why she wanted to become a man

- How her idolisation of men and the masculine effected her in her adolescences

- How this effected the dynamic of her future relationships

- How Christie feels about being a women now, versus being a man

- Her advice to other women who have a similar story, or think men have it ‘easier’

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