(00:00) — Welcome and setup: from premed dropout to med student

(00:47) — Corporate grind sparks the spreadsheets vs patients question

(01:30) — Rewinding to undergrad premed and the 495 MCAT during COVID

(03:15) — Finances and first-gen pressure push him off the path

(04:35) — Articles, AI, and volunteering rekindle interest in medicine

(06:10) — Leadership draw: why physician responsibility appealed to him

(07:10) — Timeline: research job, 2018 grad, 2020 MCAT, business analytics at Fordham

(09:05) — Undergrad habits, no planner, and managing ADHD with better tools

(11:05) — Corporate wins build confidence (Big Four, Wall Street, AVP)

(12:50) — Planning the leap: savings, living at home, loans, and side investments

(14:10) — Bridge/SMP at Toro Harlem: structure and guaranteed-seat criteria

(16:25) — Working at Citibank while starting the master’s; then going all in

(17:55) — Confirming fit: brief shadowing, almost passing out, but more intrigued

(18:55) — Harlem community events as a student doctor and seeing disparities

(19:52) — MCAT retake to 501–502; Kaplan and official full-lengths

(21:27) — SMP mirrored M1 exams; Z-score cutoff and comprehensive exam

(22:45) — M1 transition is easier after the SMP run-through

(23:35) — Logistics: 3.45 GPA + comp exam = seat; could apply elsewhere

(24:25) — Starting a tea franchise in Astoria with partners during M1

(25:35) — Brick-and-mortar stress, construction, and opening mid-semester

(26:50) — Hardest part: letting go of a six-figure salary

(28:05) — Would he change his path? Choosing experience over speed

(29:20) — Exploring passions helps future practice and options

(30:52) — Keeping doors open: medicine, consulting, and business

(31:28) — Parents’ reaction: skepticism to tears of pride

(32:34) — Final advice: build confidence and believe in yourself

Zarak shares how he walked away from premed after a 495 MCAT and an average undergrad GPA, chased a thriving corporate career, and then found his way back to medicine. A first-gen student, he talks openly about family expectations, finances, and why spreadsheets and commutes couldn’t replace patient impact. He explains the planning that made his return possible: saving while living at home, using loans wisely, and enrolling in a one-year bridge/SMP at Toro Harlem that mirrored M1 exams and offered a guaranteed seat with a 3.45 GPA plus a comprehensive exam. He retook the MCAT to around 501–502 using Kaplan and official full-lengths, and found confidence through improved study systems and corporate-built habits. Now an M1, he’s volunteering in Harlem, reflecting on health disparities, and even launching a brick-and-mortar tea franchise in Astoria with partners—while keeping med school first. Dr. Gray and Zarak dig into letting go of a six-figure salary, rebuilding confidence, managing ADHD with better tools, and why exploring interests outside of medicine can strengthen your future as a physician.

What You'll Learn:

- How a low MCAT and average GPA didn’t end his med school goals

- What a guaranteed-seat bridge/SMP at Toro Harlem required

- How he planned the leap: savings, loans, and timing while working

- MCAT retake resources he used the second time around

- Balancing M1 demands with launching a brick-and-mortar business