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- A Father’s Worst Nightmare And How He Keeps Going #61This is one of the most difficult conversations we’ve ever had. In this episode of the Ain’t Dead Yet Podcast, Derek Balderas shares the story of losing his 14-year-old son, Christian, after a tragic accident. From the moment he received the call to the days spent in the hospital and ultimately saying goodbye, Derrick opens up with raw honesty about what it means to face unimaginable loss. As a veteran and law enforcement officer, he’s experienced high-pressure situations but nothing compares to this. This episode isn’t just about grief, it’s about faith, resilience, and finding purpose after tragedy. Derek is now honoring his son’s life through endurance challenges and a mission to help others, proving that even in the darkest moments, there is still a way forward.01:15 Meet Derrick06:43 First Jiu Jitsu Roll09:05 Career Path Shift12:38 Love Hate Policing21:44 Halloween Accident Call30:15 Hospital Arrival Chaos46:21 Biggest Decision54:01 Induced Coma Explained01:05:39 Final Goodbyes01:14:29 Leaving Hospital After Death01:26:20 Life After Loss01:30:51 Endurance & Healing01:42:04 Racing Through Grief01:50:12 All In At Mile 8002:02:03 Social Media As Healing02:05:58 Living With The Loss02:07:41 How To Support Christian02:10:10 Foundation And Fundraising02:13:38 Ironman Goals Ahead02:16:58 Purpose For Mia02:20:01 Keeping Christian’s Name Alive
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2 hr 26 min - Matt Johnson on Ironman Training, Obsession, Friendship & Sobriety #60In this episode of the Ain’t Dead Yet podcast, I’m back with Matthew Johnson for round three to dive into how much our lives have shifted since we first met at Rocky Raccoon. We get real about the growing pains of success specifically the challenge of maintaining deep friendships while you’re evolving at a rapid pace. Matt breaks down the methodical mindset behind his biggest endurance goals, why signing up for Ironman Texas was the spark he needed to break a "Groundhog Day" training cycle, and why he’s showing up to the start line with zero expectations other than to have fun and empty the tank. Beyond the miles, we discuss the difference between building a true community versus just chasing followers, the impact of hitting his first million, and his vision for an Austin-based wellness retreat to support veterans through Valor Fit. This is a raw conversation about sobriety, faith, and the daily discipline of staying balanced when life starts moving fast.00:44 Friendship and Growth Over Time02:11 Ironman Spark and Methodical Mindset07:31 Breaking the Groundhog Day Cycle09:02 Purpose Driven 1 Percent Goals11:11 Supportive Relationships and Love Language14:37 Friendships Cultivation and Time Management20:35 Obsession Tribe and Letting Go29:15 Buying Mom a Car and Full Circle Joy31:39 Building a Retreat Property in Austin34:22 Living Day to Day and Faith Led Success40:14 Do It Your Way and Being Yourself41:53 Be Yourself Online42:13 Not Everyone Can Create43:10 Story And Skillset44:03 Followers Versus Community46:11 Brand Deals And Value49:42 Do Stuff Differently51:25 Ads Without Overkill54:03 Sober Journey And NA59:08 Why Stay Sober01:03:04 Peptides And Recovery01:06:19 Commitments And Seasons01:10:28 Ironman And New Season01:11:35 Living What You Built
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1 hr 17 min - Ain’t Dead Yet Returns: Discipline, Faith, and Fighting Through a Blown Knee #59The Ain’t Dead Yet podcast is back from a three-month break with a new plan to release one deep-dive episode per month while I finish my book. In this kickoff, Brett Ender and I talk about "Moments vs. Tomorrow," which is the discipline of making choices today based on how you want to feel tomorrow rather than chasing instant comfort. We also discuss the "seasons" of friendship, why it's okay to go quiet while you're locked in on big goals, and the importance of detaching yourself from other people's results when you're trying to help them. Brett also shares the story of dislocating his knee during a jiu-jitsu match and his decision to continue the fight to honor the story he wants to tell his future sons. He explains why he is delaying surgery until after his July MMA fight and how he uses setbacks as fuel rather than excuses. We close with a candid talk on the pressures of marriage, business, and self-doubt, focusing on building an identity rooted in faith rather than just achievements.01:22 Brett’s Back: Friendship Seasons & Staying Aligned04:23 Cutting the Noise: Shedding, Focus, and Faith vs Ambition07:22 Youth Mentorship & Why Change Gets Harder11:04 Coaching, Accountability, and Detaching From Other People’s Outcomes14:55 Athlete Mindset: Consistency, Routine, and Leading by Example20:08 Moments vs Tomorrow24:09 Compartmentalizing & Mental Control: Lessons From Djokovic28:42 The Knee Injury Story35:10 No ACL, No Excuses41:09 From Ultras to MMA:46:57 Training With a Coach Who Can ‘Kill You'53:37 Why He Won’t Do Another Ironman: Identity, Ego & Going Backwards59:11 Being a Man of God, Not a ‘Runner’01:06:23 What He’s Struggling With Now: Marriage, Money Pressure & Inner Demons
Connect with Brett
Instagram | / https://www.instagram.com/meatmafiabrett
https://www.instagram.com/meatmafiamedia
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Connect with Trip
Instagram | / https://www.instagram.com/tripison_/
Ain't Dead Yet Podcast IG | / https://www.instagram.com/adyatx/
1 hr 19 min - A Mother’s Love and My Road to Redemption #58In this heartfelt episode of The Ain't Dead Yet podcast, I sit down with my mom, Lisa, to share a deeply personal journey of struggle, growth, and triumph. We delve into childhood memories, the impact of my father's absence, and the highs and lows of my battle with addiction and recovery. From heart-wrenching lows, like multiple arrests and financial turmoil, to the uplifting moments of sobriety and newfound purpose, we cover it all. My mom's unwavering support and tough love are the backbone of this story, offering invaluable insights for both those struggling and their loved ones. Join us for an honest and raw conversation about how love, faith, and perseverance can turn life around.00:29 Today's Special Guest: My Mom02:04 Childhood Memories and Moving Around03:49 Sports and Concussions: Growing Up Active04:44 Family Dynamics and Challenges10:43 Transition to Adolescence: Drinking and Social Changes19:06 High School Years: Work, Sports, and Partying32:24 Varsity Football Beginnings32:56 College Application Struggles33:31 Anxiety and Mental Health Challenges34:55 Kent State Opportunity38:26 College Life and Partying43:02 Father's Legal Troubles46:45 Post-College Life and Arrests48:11 Florida and Escalating Partying50:19 Career Growth Amidst Chaos57:25 Atlanta and the Turning Point01:04:30 The Decision to Get Sober01:08:56 A Wake-Up Call: The Turning Point01:09:53 Embracing Change: Therapy and Self-Improvement01:11:35 Commitment to Sobriety: A New Beginning01:12:06 A Mother's Perspective: Skepticism to Belief01:13:28 The Big Move: A Fresh Start in Austin01:17:37 Overcoming Adversity: Health and Career Challenges01:18:42 Family and Faith: The Ironman Event01:28:09 The Impact of Loss: Dealing with a Parent's Death01:36:27 Sharing the Story: Breaking the Silence01:39:23 Reflections and Gratitude: A Mother's SupportSponsors:Get 15% off Noble Grass Fed Beef Protein by using the code ADY at checkout
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Ain't Dead Yet Podcast IG | / https://www.instagram.com/adyatx/
1 hr 49 min - Navigating the Chaos: Reflections on the Charlie Kirk Assassination #57In this episode of The Ain't Dead Yet podcast, I reflect into the recent assassination of Charlie Kirk and the broader societal implications. The discussion addresses media narratives, political polarization, and the personal tragedies that have resulted from such events. Additionally, the episode covers personal actions taken towards positive community impact and explores the role of government and systemic failures in perpetuating division and violence.01:50 Reflecting on the Charlie Kirk Assassination02:32 Neutrality and Political Stance07:07 The Importance of Service and Neutrality17:07 Addressing the Political System's Flaws21:12 Taking Action and Making a Difference27:40 Taking Responsibility and Making a Difference28:20 Hypocrisy and Personal Accountability29:22 The Illusion of Social Media30:37 Questioning the Narrative32:51 The Gun Debate and Second Amendment35:30 The Reality of Violence and Society's Response38:52 Government and Pharmaceutical Corruption43:46 Political Division and Moral Integrity45:50 The Importance of Standing by Your BeliefsSponsors:Get 15% off Noble Grass Fed Beef Protein by using the code ADY at checkout
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Instagram | / https://www.instagram.com/tripison_/
Ain't Dead Yet Podcast IG | / https://www.instagram.com/adyatx/
55 min - Finding Purpose: Embracing Pain, Growth & God with Brett Ender #56In this special episode of The Ain’t Dead Yet Podcast, I sat down with Brett from The Meat Mafia. Together, we dive into the transformative power of faith, discipline, and relentless self-improvement. From grueling Ironmans and ultra-marathons to the quiet battles fought in difficult seasons, we share how challenge and sacrifice can become catalysts for growth. Drawing wisdom from personal experiences and figures like Nick Bare and David Goggins, we explore what it truly means to serve others and live with purpose.01:31 Reflecting on Personal Transformations04:24 The Power of Faith and Sobriety10:12 The Importance of Daily Decisions12:45 Balancing Relationships and Personal Growth19:44 The Role of a Supportive Partner33:55 Trusting God's Plan39:33 Realizing Who Truly Cares40:06 Selective Process of Relationships42:23 The Importance of Self-Investment43:46 Jesus's Model and Its Impact45:20 The Parable of the Talents46:56 Endurance Sports and Personal Growth49:37 The Mental and Emotional Toll of Ultra Marathons51:18 Transition to Weightlifting and Nutrition51:54 The Power of Discipline and Consistency01:05:51 Competing with Yourself01:15:32 Acknowledging Imperfections and Growth01:16:03 Pursuing New Challenges01:16:45 Finding Limits and Pushing Boundaries01:18:30 The Importance of Effort and Hustle01:19:38 Vulnerability and Brotherhood01:23:17 Balancing Personal and Professional Life01:31:52 The Power of Sacrifice and Faith01:35:43 Continuous Growth and Setting Goals01:39:52 Reflecting on Achievements and Future PlansSponsors:Get 15% off Noble Grass Fed Beef Protein by using the code ADY at checkout
Connect with Brett
Instagram | / https://www.instagram.com/meatmafiabrett
https://www.instagram.com/meatmafiamedia
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Connect with Trip
Instagram | / https://www.instagram.com/tripison_/
Ain't Dead Yet Podcast IG | / https://www.instagram.com/adyatx/
1 hr 47 min - Fitness FAQs and Personal Transformation #55In this episode of The Ain’t Dead Yet podcast, I dive into my own fitness journey. I share what it really took: the long nights, the early mornings, the setbacks, and the small wins that built up over time. These days, my focus has shifted more toward weightlifting and building sustainable, long-term health. If you're working toward your own transformation or just curious what it’s like to push past your breaking point and keep going this one’s for you.00:00 Introduction and Sponsors01:04 Fitness FAQs and Personal Journey01:55 Ironman Experience06:47 Transition to Ultra Marathons12:04 Lessons from Endurance Training16:36 Return to Weightlifting21:50 Final Thoughts on Fitness and Commitment29:34 ConclusionSponsors:Get 15% off Noble Grass Fed Beef Protein by using the code ADY at checkout
Connect with Trip
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Ain't Dead Yet Podcast IG | / https://www.instagram.com/adyatx/
32 min - How to Get Sober #54In this episode of The Ain't Dead Yet podcast, the I delves into the journey of sobriety, offering a comprehensive roadmap for those looking to get sober. I share personal experiences about getting sober, emphasizing the importance of readiness and willingness to commit to sobriety. Key strategies include attending AA meetings, engaging in physical fitness, seeking therapy, and carefully curating one's community. The episode serves as both inspiration and a practical guide for anyone contemplating sobriety or struggling with addiction.00:00 Introduction and Sponsors01:04 Introduction to Sobriety Discussion03:34 The Importance of Willingness09:42 Detox and Initial Steps12:41 The Role of AA in Sobriety16:37 Ego and Accountability17:47 Commitment to Meetings19:35 Facing the Highs and Lows28:41 Facing Yourself and Resentment30:10 The Power of Service31:32 Physical Fitness and Sobriety33:17 Mental and Emotional Growth34:50 The Importance of Community41:49 Avoiding Romantic Relationships Early in Sobriety44:46 Making the Right Decisions47:39 ConclusionGet 15% off Noble Grass Fed Beef Protein by using the code ADY at checkout
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Ain't Dead Yet Podcast IG | / https://www.instagram.com/adyatx/
55 min - Reflections on Kerr Floods & The State of Modern Masculinity #53In this solo episode of The Ain't Dead Yet podcast, I dive deep into the aftermath of the 4th of July floods in Kerrville, Texas. I reflects on the government’s response, the invaluable contributions of local volunteers, and the lessons learned through personal and communal experiences. Key topics include the importance of preparation, the role of masculinity, and the impact of community efforts in disaster recovery.00:00 Introduction & Sponsors01:04 Reflecting on the Kerrville Floods01:34 Processing Emotions and Lessons Learned03:22 Government Response and Accountability10:18 The Role of Volunteers and Community20:29 Masculinity and Usefulness in Modern Society23:40 Introduction to Noble Protein24:15 Geographical Influence on Masculinity26:13 The Role of Fatherhood27:38 Impact of Technology and Social Media32:52 Physical Fitness and Preparedness34:36 Lessons from Experience39:57 Faith and Spiritual Experience42:45 ConclusionGet 15% off Noble Grass Fed Beef Protein by using the code ADY at checkout
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Instagram | / https://www.instagram.com/tripison_/
Ain't Dead Yet Podcast IG | / https://www.instagram.com/adyatx/
46 min - Answer the Call with Nolan Wilson pt2 #52Welcome to the new episode of the Ain’t Dead Yet Podcast. This is Part Two of The Kerr County Flood. Nolan and I share our reflections from the front lines of the flood relief efforts along the Guadalupe River. We dive into the power of community, the personal transformations we experienced, and the undeniable presence of God throughout the journey. This episode is a testament to the impact of selfless service, the resilience of the human spirit, and the deep lessons learned when we step outside ourselves to serve others.00:00 Introduction and Sponsors01:04 Discussing the July 4th Floods02:03 Navigating Emotional Turmoil03:55 The Power of Donations and Social Media05:14 Critique of Nonprofits and Personal Giving Philosophy13:33 Reflections on Sobriety and Selfless Giving25:00 Challenges and Realities of Disaster Relief37:03 Experiences and Grit in Austin37:50 Community Response and Resilience39:16 Lessons from My Father40:18 The Importance of Skills and Values42:06 Reflections on Parental Influence46:39 Helping Families in Need47:59 The Role of Faith and Generosity49:30 The Power of Community Donations51:36 Personal Stories of Impact52:56 The True Meaning of Charity01:14:02 The Value of Impact Over Money01:15:10 Answering the Call: A Life-Changing Experience01:18:31 Finding Purpose and Fulfillment01:21:57 The Power of Self-Sacrifice01:25:27 Emotional and Spiritual Transformation01:28:14 Reflecting on Personal Growth01:41:58 The Role of Faith and Divine Timing01:52:38 ConclusionSponsors:Get 15% off Noble Grass Fed Beef Protein by using the code ADY at checkout
Connect with Nolan
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1 hr 55 min
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This podcast is to help people that are struggling by sharing vulnerable life experiences, thus ensuring that people struggling know that they are not alone, the stories told on this page aren’t just…
the dark times, but the comeback story, and the process individuals took on to change their lives positively.