What do you do when life falls apart—and you have no idea what to do next?

In this heartfelt episode, Loren Richmond Jr. speaks with Rev. Dr. Angela Williams Gorrell, theologian, researcher, and author of Braving Difficult Decisions: What to Do When You Don’t Know What to Do and Always On: The Gravity of Joy. Drawing from her own experience of profound grief and transformation, Angela shares how surrender, acceptance, and spiritual practices like meditation can open us to God’s presence—even in silence.

Together, they explore:

The difference between grasping for control and living in surrender

How to accept reality as it is without losing hope

Why prayer isn’t preparation for action—it is action

Learning from feelings as information, not final truth

What it means to trust that nothing is wasted in God’s economy

How pastors and church leaders can find peace and purpose amid decline or loss

Why healing and joy are still possible, even after tragedy

Whether you’re navigating personal loss or leading through uncertainty in ministry, this conversation offers honesty, theological depth, and hard-won wisdom for finding grace when life doesn’t go according to plan.

Rev. Dr. Angela Williams Gorrell is a speaker, author, and consultant. She has taught at several schools including Yale and Baylor University. Media sources such as the New York Times, NPR, and the Washington Post have highlighted her research. Dr. Angela is the author of always on, The Gravity of Joy, and a new book, Braving Difficult Decisions: What to Do When You Don’t Know What to Do. She’d love to connect with you on Facebook or Instagram @angelagorrell

Mentioned Resources:

🌐 Her website: https://www.angelagorrell.com/

📱 Her socials: @angelagorrell

📖 Her book: Braving Difficult Decisions

🎧 Episodes Referenced: Heather Thompson Day

🎧 Episodes Referenced: Martha Tatarnic

Presenting Sponsor:

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Future Christian Team:

Loren Richmond Jr. – Host & Executive Producer

Martha Tatarnic – Co-Host

Paul Romig–Leavitt – Associate Producer

Dennis Sanders – Producer

Alexander Lang - Production Assistant

Angela Williams Gorrell, Braving Difficult Decisions, Always On The Gravity of Joy, Future Christian Podcast, Loren Richmond Jr., Christian leadership, spiritual direction, surrender to God, prayer and healing, faith through suffering, meditation and Christian spirituality, grief and resilience, trauma and faith, pastoral care, nothing wasted in God’s economy, mainline church leadership, church decline and hope, progressive Christian spirituality